So, here's my World Page designed especially for me. For those of you who aren't familiar with me, I'm an aspiring Manga-ka (at least in my own mind) and I enjoy many things in life, including, but not limited to: sword-fights, squirrels, lingual jokes, shiny rocks, and strawberries.
Also, I was born in Texas, but raised in Montana. No, I don't ride horses, or boil water over a campfire to heat it, and as a matter of fact, I hate Westerns! I don't have an accent (y'all) and I don't wear a ten-gallon cowboy hat with chaps. I'm a normal, everyday average citizen of America... who wishes he were somewhere else. XD I'm also agnostic, so don't come preaching to me about anything, okies? And, I won't throw you down a well, okies? Yay! Friends!!!
"You have to be realistic about terrorism. Certain groups of people, certain groups, Muslim fundamentalists, Christian fundamentalists, Jewish fundamentalists, and just plain guys from Montana, are going to continue to make life in this country very interesting for a long, long time."
~George Carlin
Or, check out our DeviantArt page [Shiro-Jinja] that Angelo (Fai no Tenshi) and I share!
Well, hope you enjoy your visit and sayonara for now! ^_^
So, the party was fun. ^_^
The only people that showed up were Me, Saya-chan, and Sam-kun. So, it was like a couple's fest. XD I had mah b/f and Sam had Saya... 'twas alright. We stayed up late playing Gears of War, Halo ODST, and then we watched EuroTrip.
Gawd, I LOVE that movie. XD XD XD As it turns out, mah b/f has "Scotty Doesn't Know" on his iPod... which we listen to frequently. X3
Here's the song for those of you who are interested. XD
Now, go LOL.
After that, it was late, so we all hunkered down to chat. Sam and teh b/f had some beers -some kind of german brand-. I tried a sip but... I don't like it. I've never liked a sip of any kind of beer I've ever tried. >.< Sounds like I'll be following my mother's side of the family. I'll prefer wine over beer (as opposed to my father's side who all love beer, go figure). Beer tastes to bitter to me... =_=;
In any case, that was done and we had to go to bed. But, for some odd reason, his mom wouldn't let he and I sleep next to each other! DX So, she put me and Saya in my b/f's bed and my b/f and Sam went to the living room and split the couch and floor. TT^TT
So, I didn't achieve my dream of spending a night cuddling with my b/f. But, one day... one day I will...
Seeing as how this was the first time we'd spent the night together... I COULD have him over here, but now that the parents know about us, they won't let him... WHY?! Not only are we BOTH guys, but it's not like we'd be stupid enough to do anything anyway! WHAT. THE. HELL?!
Anyway...
So, I woke up the next morning and his mom made Pancakes.
HUGE pancakes.
And, I ate the whole thing, which in turn, made my sugars SKYROCKET! Oh, well. They're good now.
And, that was about it.
OH! I've also made a LiveStream Account. If you guys wanna chat it up, come visit me while I'm online! If no one's there, it's 'cause I'm not home or on... XD http://www.livestream.com/shirojinja
EDIT:
I'm working on a pic! 'Tis a felhound from WoW (World of Warcraft). IT'S JUST A WIP! I'm not even half way done and there's already at least 8 hours put into this... TT^TT But, it's for mah b/f... :D ENJOY THE FELFIRRRRRREE!!!
Yep, I'm out for the day, guys! And, yes, there'll be some beer... some kind of German stuff that we're not supposed to have, but we're all allowed because our parents said it's okay even though I'm underage... LUCKY ANGELO! BEING 21 ALREADY! DX One more year for me...
In any case, I'll be gone, guys! LOVE YOU!
Stay Otaku for me!
Just checkin' in to say hi.
By the way, thanks, everyone, for all your help with my previous issues (see previous post if you're confuzzled).
Things worked out! The b/f was just paranoid and stressed out, plus depressed. He's doing better now. Although, he wasn't feeling to good about his chem test yesterday, so he only came to school to do his math test today. That only took him 15 minutes to do. XD So, I skipped Japanese and went home with him for the break and comforted him a bit.
We watched A Knight's Tale. 'Twas hilarious. I also ate meatloaf and we cuddled for a bit. ^_^ When I had to go back to school, he drove me and we were quite hyper the whole way. XD Needless to say, he's feeling MUCH better. 0w0
I had my math test today as well (it was actually the SAME one he had. XD) and, I feel pretty confident I did well. It was pretty easy stuff. ^_^
Anyhoo, I'd better go catch up on my Japanese. It's just negatives and adjectives. Luckily, I found my teacher before I left and told her I had to take care of this "personal emergency" and asked what they'd be going over in class. :)
OH~! By the way! :D
I get to spend the night at my b/f's tomorrow night! YAYAYAYAYAYA~!!! This is exciting for the both of us since we've yet to spend a WHOLE night together! :D I hope I get to wake up and see his handsome face! >/////<
Well, Monday was fun, sorta. ^_^ It went much better than Friday, for sure. My b/f was happy and playful.
Sunday:
I was feeling down because of some stuff the school messed up with on something with my bank, so my b/f agreed to meet up with me at the mall around noon.
We ate pizza and walked around and such. I saw vol 20 of FullMetal Alchemist! But, I didn't buy it... it'll be there when I have more money... I'm trying to save up! >_<
After that, we went back to his house and basically just hung out. It was good fun. ^_^
Monday:
School was alright. I did really well on my Japanese test, and I got the highest score in the class on my French test! >_< I was sooooo happy! XD I've also been working on my grade in Japanese Cultures class. I contributed A LOT yesterday! YAY! I'm gonna do well on the next midterm, just you watch! >3 Math was math... dull and boring and tedious. I could skip (absences don't matter much in that class) but, my b/f's in class at that time too and I'd be bored anyway. So, I go.
Also, my b/f's first University Band performance was last night! SQUEE! He played the clarinet! They only played 4 songs and it was short. But, it was all good. I enjoyed it, even though I sat by myself in the top row the whole time. XD
Then, as I was leaving (It was about 8:30 at night and DARK) I almost hit a kid. First of all, it's DARK out and he's wearing ALL BLACK. Second of all, NO ONE goes out on a MONDAY night to return at freakin' 8:30PM! NO ONE!!! DX But, it's alright. No one was hit, no one was hurt. All is well. I was just scared crapless that he was gonna chase me down and mug me or something. XD
Today:
It was okay. I was up all night because I was too hot and my dogs wouldn't stay still. Kept wanting in and out of the room. Then, I had a low blood sugar around 4am that I had to take care of. TT^TT
French was easy. None of my friends showed up, though. I hope they're okay... Japanese was alright. We just had a test and the teacher showed up 15 minutes late... oh well. I feel like I did well anyway. We'll see in the next couple of days. ;3
After that, I was done with school for the day, so I went to my b/f's house so we could hang out until he his classes started. Of course, we got a little intimate, which is fine. As long as we both enjoyed it! ;D
Finally, I left when he had to and stopped at McDonald's before coming home.
The burger tasted WONDERFUL! But, I think their fry-oil was bad. Some of the fries tasted like the smell of dead skunk. TT^TT It was NASTEH! >.<
Then, I took a shower and did some homework before falling asleep for half an hour on the couch and just about 40 minutes ago, my sister came home and woke me up. ^_^
Then, I got on my laptop (where I am right now! XD) and my b/f was on. He had a quick break, so he'd hopped on his computer.
But, he said there was something bothering him and he was guilt-ridden. He only had about 5 minutes to talk, but he said he felt guilty because he felt that, recently, he'd been using me for my body. :(
I told him, "It's okay. I know you love me genuinely and I love you too. You know that, right?" He said, "Yeah."
Eh, here's the convo, if you're interested. Otherwise, just skip to the bottom of the post. :P
B/F: *nuzzles* B/F: I have to go, like SOON...but yeah...I've been all guilt ridden for a while B/F: will talk when I can godlyguardian: I've done most of my homework and napped for about 30 mi godlyguardian: oh, okay... godlyguardian: *kisses* I wish I could be there to help... can't talk now? It's okay. I can wait. *hug* B/F: well...maybe I could talk fora LITTLE bit, but my class is at 4:45.... godlyguardian: Ah, so you've got about 5 minutse B/F: yeah godlyguardian: that's alright. If you have to, you can wait B/F: I don't know how you feel, but I almost feel like I've used you for your body, and I've been feeling so god awful about it after this morning.... godlyguardian: really? I feel fine... godlyguardian: It's okay, love. I know you love me. You know that too, right? B/F: I know I love you, for so many things, I know you love me too...it's just felt one sided to me lately, and I can't help but beat myself up over it B/F: and damnit I have to go... godlyguardian: Well, then, we'll have to come up with a way to fix that godlyguardian: oh, okies. We can talk later, okay? I love you!! B/F: okies...I love you too
Umm, so... can anyone help me think of a way to fix that? How do I get him to realize it's okay to feel genuinely, HUMANELY male sometimes? We both know there's real love there, but he seems guilt-stricken and I feel bad. I want him to be happy. Does anyone know how I can knock some sense into him?
Thanks for reading and thanks for any help, guys! I know I can count on you! *huggles all around*
So, yesterday, I first got online and chatted with the b/f around 10am. And, I told him it'd probably be a good idea to have a day to himself, so just relax. So, he did.
He played games and such all day and didn't worry much about anything going on. Meanwhile, I stayed home alone (the parents and sister were out for the day) and let him do his thing.
Then, apparently, his mother came home and said a pipe outside had burst and that it was somehow HIS fault for not turning off the water valve or something. He didn't even know how!!! DX
His mom's the kind of person who thinks he'll automatically know how to do everything and that he'll automatically be able to read her mind. There's times he's gotten in trouble just because his mom wanted him to do something, but NEVER told him what it was, or even suggested there was something to be done in the first place! >(
Anyhoo... yeah. So, he'd invited an old friend out yesterday since they hadn't seen each other in a long while. Now, he invited this guy out around 11am.
He didn't even show up 'til after 5!! That kinda peeves me... Making my b/f wait~! X(
Oh well, at least his day wasn't too bad yesterday. We're hoping to get together today. At least, I hope so, and he said he'd love to see me. ^___^
Warning to Minors: Damn! I could've had him in the shower with me yesterday! I've been DYING for something like that for a LONG time!!! DX Oh, well. Maybe some other time.
I think I'll go finish my japanese homework so I can play for the rest of the day. :D
Thanks for reading, guys, and thanks for all your support! *huggles*
.:~*+Yosei+*~:.
