Hey guys, just a quick update before I head to dinner with the family.
Got all my school crap taken care of, wasted some time too, because of some miscalculations thanks to the office... but, it's all handled now and I feel better. ^_^
Had THREE tests yesterday, augh! I think I did okay in Japanese, though I forgot "no" between Nihongo and Kurasu... but, that's rather minor, ne? ;)
Japanese Cultures, I didn't even know I had a test in. This is because I skipped Friday's class because my sugars were WAY too low and I thought that was more important... I don't think I did too well, but I'm just hoping I didn't utterly fail...
Had my last test in Math, which was unfair. A lot of the questions were things we hadn't gone over yet and I couldn't remember it from highschool. *Yosei Fail* but, I don't think I flunked... we'll find out soon.
Umm... not much else. Got a couple more pics to ink and scan... drew a felhound and a new pic of Shiro (spoiler included!). Look for those in the future. Also, I've submitted 98 art pieces! WOOT! I'm almost to 100! I wanna do something special, but I dunno yet... we'll see. :3
But, yeah. Gonna go meet the grandparents for dinner. Grandpa starts dialysis next month, so we'll see less of him here, which means less of them at all. SO! We're gonna go to dinner. ^_^
Boyfriend's doing good. He helped me through my anxiety attack yesterday when I was worrying about my grades. He said he'd love me no matter what and that I already know the math I need to do what I wanna do. This is all just requirements to graduate. He, on the other hand, isn't too happy with his Chem. He's worried about that...
WELL! Mom's home! I'd better go! OH! Before I forget: Thanks to all my new subscribers! SQUEE~! I'm up to 255~! Thanks so much! *glomps you all*
Well, off I go~!
Thanks for reading~! :3
~Yosei~
1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
So far: 5
1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
So far: 11
1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. been to rehab
6. dyed your hair.
7. received a ticket.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
So far: 15
1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
So far: 20
1. dressed gothic.
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
So far: 24
1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
So far: 28
1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
So far: 35
1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
So far: 38
1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drank and driven.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
So far: 42
Grand Total:
If you have less than 10, write "I'm a goody-goody"
If you have more than 10, write "I'm still a goody goody"
If you have more than 20, write "I'm average"
If you have more than 30, write "I'm a bad kid"
If you have more than 40, write "I'm a very bad influence"
If you have more than 50, write "I'm a horrible person"
If you have more than 60, write "I should be in jail"
If you have more than 70, write "I should be dead"
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Wow, I feel like I've been neglectful of you guys lately...
Well, went to the FinAid office on Friday to ask why I hadn't received my Refund check yet. Turns out there's ANOTHER PromNote and stuff to fill out that aren't available to see via the site I CAN check the progress on... same problem happened with my boyfriend a couple weeks ago and he was with me yesterday when it happened. He went off like a bomb, "I can't BELIEVE you all expect us to fill all this crap out when you don't even tell us when we're missing anything! It's unbelievable and you need to fix it!" or something... but, MAN! O_O; He was ANGRY~!
Also, I've been having a lot of problems with my Checking Account (I SUCK at math) and my dad helped me out with it. I'm so grateful for my parents to help me out, instead of lecture me. I truly am afraid of disappointing them. But, they WERE lecturing me because I never come to them for help. Honestly, I turned 18 and just quit asking them for help. I don't know why, I just did... huh... Which, in the end, was like my demise.
Anyhoo, we figured all that out and I'd been feeling so guilty, I just broke down. I was so relieved... Also... I told 'em about my b/f and I... you know, like my mom's one of those kinds of people who would flip if her own son was *gasp* bisexual!!! But, surprisingly, it wasn't that bad. She basically said, "It's your choice and we support you."
You have no idea... I went to my room, called him on the phone, then fell to my knees and cried. I love my b/f, I really do. SOOOOO much. And, to have my family's support was just... wonderful. TTwTT
Then, they took me out to get my Flu Shot... I really didn't wanna get it... not with how close I've been to getting sick lately. Just about everyone in college is catching a cold... I hope I'm okay... I'm doing fine now, but, yeah.
OOH! Then, we went grocery shopping and I didn't get anything too special, other than more pills (I've got hypothyroidism) and insulin (diabetes type 1 too). After that, I came home and did about 4 hours of intense math homework.
I say intense because, I SUCK at math. I really do. I fail a lot, which hurts my self-esteem, so math is no good to me... I already know all the math I'm gonna need to get by with what I wanna do. It's just stuff now that I DON'T necessarily need. But, it's required to graduate. *Sigh*
Other than that, all is doing better. I still have Japanese and the rest of those papers to fill out tomorrow. But, that's okay. It won't be too hard. NOT LIKE MATH! @^@; *dies* I'm so afraid of numbers now... >.<;
Last night, I went to mah b/f's house and his mom made steak and IT WAS THE BEST STEAK I'D EVER TASTED IN MY LIFE!!! OMYGAWD~! :D
Just thought I'd share that... :D
Anyhoo, this is probably boring you all to tears. *hugs* Thanks for getting this far with me, guys! :3 And, thanks for putting up with me! X3
~Yosei~
.:~*よせい*~:.
Wow, it's been awhile, hasn't it, guys? I've just been so busy!!! TT^TT
School's been fun, though! :D
I got 58/60 on my Japanese test (one of which we had to answer everything in Hiragana ひらがな) and now, we're moving fast into katakana and soon will be starting Kanji! I'm so excited! X3 I know some already, and it's really helped me out. So, I hope to learn more! :3
French is good. I got 100% on my test, but it was too easy. TT^TT Oh well. I sometimes wish it were harder, but then I realize, it's okay with my Japanese too. Otherwise, I'd probably be overloaded. XD I'm doing really well in it, however. :3
Math is going alright.
It's dull, it's simple. I'm basically flying through it. Though, I got a 75% on the test last week because I didn't know some of the vocab, like "Name the integers in the set of numbers provided. Then, name the real numbers and separate fractions from integers" or something... Took me FOREVER to decide if the sq. root of 4 was a real number or not... you know, like the put it up as the square-root sign, then the 4? I was all, "I know it's 2, but... does it count?" Then, I was confused about whether or not 15.67 was supposed to be converted into a fraction or not and where it went, and this, that, and the other! Basically, I just overthought everything and screwed up. TT^TT Oh well, at least the homework is coming along. I've got a 94% over all with that! :D
Japanese Cultures is fun.
I'm SUPER intrigued with Houryuuji ほうりゅじ a temple. I REALLY wanna go there one day, like it's calling to me... Mah b/f says it might be that I had a past-life there during that time period. He said it'd make sense. X3 Lol.
I also got "Himiko/Pimiko" right on a test... or something... pop quiz, that's what it was. XD
OH! On my way into school this morning, I saw 3 or 4 deer just out and about in town, hanging out in the roads. And, this is a terribly urban area, houses all over, street-lights, restaurants, and gas-stations. But, it's just like Montana when your dinner comes THAT FRESH up to your doorstep. XD
Nah, deers are mah fwends. I dun eat 'em. Dunno why, I just always found it too gamey... that, and I saw one look me in the eyes once while walking home up the hill and could just never eat one again.
Yes, deer show up in my yard all the time. My dog is afraid of 'em. X3 I see 'em all over when I take walks, or drive around. :P They're skittish, but they don't bother anyone. ^_^
OH! And, I think it was Monday, my b/f and I were walking to the parking lot (school was over) and we counted 8 squirrels on the way there. They were running around and scampering through trees and whatnot. Then, they lined up on the fences and in the grass and just watched all the students pass by... their little tails and noses twitching... it kinda scared me. XD It was like a scene from "The Birds" only, it was all squirrels! XD XD XD
"THE SQUIRRELS!!!"
Nah, but those little critters are ALL OVER campus. It's so hilarious! XD I see no less than 3 to 5 EVERY morning while making my way to class (at about 7am, no less). It's just great.
Well, I've got work today and don't get to see mah b/f today either. TT^TT But, we'll get to hang out tomorrow. YAY!
So, I'm off for now! ;3
Thanks for reading! Sorry if it's so long!
~Yosei~
.:~*よせい*~:.
A Random thing I decided to write... it literally came as I wrote it. XD COMMENTS PLZ!!
Where... am I...?
The boy reached his hands out forward, they hit something hard and smooth. Stone.
It was pitch dark, and he felt cold, hard, smooth stone all around him.
I'm... in a stone box? A seal?! How did I end up... here?
A sliver of light appeared, as if something beyond the perimeter of the box had moved and unblocked outside light... a cloud shifting perhaps? His fingers found the edge of the lid, groping for the light, and pulled.
The lid slid open and cool, fresh air filled his lungs. It stung slightly, but it felt wonderful.
The boy looked around, peeking from the side of his box, "What the...?"
He was in the middle of an empty park, it seemed. Oak trees lined a little pathway that wound around it, in between hills and groupings of many types of flowers. The grass was a beautiful emerald green and the boy could hear the wind singing in the treetops.
But, it was still eerily still, too quiet, too heavy.
Carefully, the boy stepped from the box and looked around. He was wearing a black hakama and black gi, the sleeves fluttered lightly in the breeze. He patted his pockets and found a piece of paper inside and pulled it out. It felt like old parchment and, as he unfolded it, he realized it was worn as if it'd been folded and unfolded many times over. Looked at many times in the past.
There was just one word written on the parchement: しろ
White...? Why is it not spelled in Kanji? He blinked a couple of more times, Perhaps there is someone nearby who can help explain...
Ahead, he spotted a pond. Ducks swam leisurely across it's placid surface, inviting him forward. He raced towards it and plopped down on the bank next to the water, peering over the edge. The boy suddenly gasped as he saw his reflection.
His hair was black as night and his eyes shown brilliantly in multicolor, like the reflection of the rainbow. He stared for a moment, "That's me..." and his eyes squinted shut, deep in thought, "My name is... my name is... my name...!" they opened back up, a wonderful spectrum of golds, pinks, purples, and greens. But, his eyes were blank in thought, "I can't remember... who I am...?"
The boy lifted his eyes to the clear blue sky, "Who am I?"
