Well, yesterday wasn't as bad as I'd thought it'd be.
I was really dreading going to work because I just felt like something bad was going to happen and I really didn't want to be there. But, surprisingly, nothing happened! The biggest mistake I made was that I burnt some cookies but that was because I didn't push a certain button, or something. Oh, well.
I still wanna quit, though.
Hopefully, today will be good too. Once I get off at 6, I'm going to go pick up a friend (SayaHimitsuzuki on DeviantArt) and head out to Tom's for his graduation party. He's having it a week late because everyone else was having theirs last weekend. :P
Unfortunately, I don't know how late I'll be able to stay since I have work at 9 tomorrow morning... but, hey! I get the next week off! Except for Thursday, but I work at the Cafe that day, so no big. ^_^
Also, I'll be gone this coming Friday through Sunday, or even Monday. My family's going out to Billings for a family reunion! :D I wanna go shopping! XD
Sadly, Tom also leaves for France on Friday. He'll be gone until the 14th of July... I will pine. He promises to call everyone at least once or twice a week and to be on YahooM whenever he can... but, I just want him to have a good time. When you're abroad, you should make an experience out of it, something to remember for the rest of your life. Not worrying about the people you left at home. They'll still be there when you get back. ^_^
Besides, I've got Angelo to keep me busy... and Tiffany... and SayaHimitsuzuki and KichigaiGoRawr and takablond42 (These are all, of course, their internet names, I'd never divulge their real names here XD)
Well, I'd better get some breakfast. Thanks for reading, guys! ^_^
See you around!
~YOSEI~
BWAHAHAHAHA!!!
I'm planning on quitting McDonald's in the next week or so! AND! I just filled out an application for a local gas station (knows it's no better, but thinks it'll be worth it) AND! I just got a phonecall about an online application! I'm gonna go in for an interview on Monday!!! WISH ME LUCK! I NEED LOTS!!!
I want out of fast food... A warning to you all here, DON'T work in fast food EVER!!! Under no circumstances would I wish it upon my worst enemy... I think.
I mean, for some it's alright, but for people like me, and maybe even yourself if you prefer art, fast food just isn't the industry to work for. So, I think I'll walk in there soon, hand them my hat and uniform, and say with a grin, "I quit. See you elsewhere in the Fast Food Empire!!" Then, walk out laughing maniacally. I'll do it too, I'm serious. XD :3 I really will.... *sigh*
It's calming to know that I'll be out soon... yay... *plans to hug Tom, Angelo and Niko all very soon.*
Angelo wants to quit too... I doubt he'll like it there without me, God knows I hated it even more before he joined... so... yeah. ANYHOO! WISH ME LOTS OF LUCK!!!
Signing out,
~YOSEI~
Hey, guys! Just another update post (i guess they're all like that, huh?)
Well, my sister graduated Tuesday from the eighth grade. She's a freshman now. Oh, joy! *is shot for awful sarcasm*
Let's see, how's Yosei's life been? ...
Tuesday:
It was MUCH better than Monday and Sunday. I kinda just chilled around the house for the morning and did a few chores in anticipation of a lot of family members coming up. Then, at 7pm we were at the school for the 8th Grade Promotion and we were "smart" enough to sit at the top of the bleachers so my grandparents would have the wall to rest their backs on... stupid idea, really. Everyone else was able to get out ahead of us and we all had to WAIT in a long line of people. Strange, though, how when there's a crowd of people leaving a large area, they bottleneck at the exit and then STOP just outside of the exit to STAND and TALK! *pet peeve*
Oh, well. My sister got a Zune for graduating... I never got anything extravagant like that until I graduated high school. BUT! I love my laptop! <3
We had these HUGE cupcakes instead of cake. And, I mean HUGE! I couldn't eat half of one! And, there was waaaaay too much sugar, but it was all good.
Wednesday:
I hung out with Tom yesterday!!! Angelo was too busy, then when he was done he stopped by, grabbed Tiffany and they went on a date. So, Tom and I stayed behind and hung out. We went to Wendy's for lunch and came back and watched some TV. Then, there was this, like, tribute to George Carlin on, but it felt more like a funeral procession. And, Tom was the biggest fan of GC, so we watched it and... I think he was trying to hide his tears. Y'know, he's not the type to cry, and you can count on ONE hand how many times he's cried out of sadness in his life. *Won't go into detail*
So, I asked if it was his allergies, just to make a point and he said, "N-no, it's not..." and I figured he was a little melancholic. The two of us kind of secretly agreed to not tell anyone... Men like him don't cry often. (Psh, I cry all the time for multiple reasons <-- Is SOOOO feminine)
Today (Thursday):
I work tonight at the Cafe, so I might be on here. We'll see.
This morning I went to town for two hours all by myself! :D lol. I bought Sims 3 (is a Sims Addict since 2005), The Name of The Wind in paperback, and some chocolate. Then, I ate at Arby's and came home. Now, here I am... :3
Well, thanks for reading, again!
OH! And, a SPECIAL thanks to all of you who sent me those wonderful and thoughtful messages earlier for my awful days. I feel much better now, and you all helped. ^_^ Thanks! *hugs you all*
+~Yosei~+
Yeah, remember yesterday's rant about how unfair my life was? Well, guess what? Yosei gets TWO helpings of shitty days! DX
The morning:
I woke up with my allergies in PEAK condition! My whole damn head was clogged up and THAT made me miserable. Plus, my body thinks it's trying to fight a cold, so my sugars have been high lately.
Plus, I had plans to hang out with someone special today and they had to cancel because of something else that I'm not going to go into. It's too long of a fucking story and I'm too angsty to explain.
I decided to drive ALL over town to look for a PS1 memory card so i can play a game i borrowed from a friend- But, there's isn't a single place here that carries them anymore!!! DX
The afternoon:
I got home and the weather was looking shitty again. it has been all day. i sat on the internet for a while. If you caught my post in my Personals, you'll know, but I decided to type out a poem off the top of my head to be posted. But, just as i'm going to post it, the internet shuts down! DX I didn't have it memorized or anything! I thought that if I'd posted that poem and gotten my angst out, I'd feel better, but it would seem fate is against me!
So, I gave up, shut it all down, and went to pick up my sister from school.
The Evening:
I work at the cafe tonight 5 to 9. Not too bad, right? WRONG! It's Monday!! I've never had a Monday shift at a cafe/movie store!!!
I have to work alone tonight and what d'ya know? EVERYONE and their grandmother wants to rent movies!! DX DX DX DX What's worse is most of the people in here had never been in here before and had to make new accounts- which takes 10 minutes to complete at least! PLUS! All the debit cards!!! AGH!
See, we don't have a normal debit card machine where you can just swipe the card and type in some numbers. No, We have to go CLEAR across the store to another cpu and LOG IN to the INTERNET and then go through about 20 steps before we can print out a receipt!
And, then there were all the kids in here! "Mommy, can you buy this for me? I want wheels! I want candy! Daddy! This movie!" All the meanwhile, someone's outside honking their carhorn to hurry up his wife.
Also, the phone here is ringing off the hook. Everyone's asking for the same person, "Where A.?" (A. is my manager's father). After FIVE people called asking for him I said, "A. is NOT here! STOP calling to ask! TELL EVERYONE!"
GAAH!
Then, my dad said something RUDE to me earlier that almost made me jump over the counter and punch him in the face. No, really. I almost leapt over the counter to attack him.
i tried to explain to my mom about how awful my last two days have been and SHE launches into how HER day went! EVERY day is hard for her! I KNOW! There's yet to be a day where she comes home and isn't complaining about her coworkers! Finally, i said, "Mom! I don't need you to tell me your day was somehow WORSE than mine! I just need you to listen!" To that, she walked out.
She's also been complaining that she doesn't see me enough anymore. well, let's see, if I'm not WORKING (which, it seems, i constantly am) I'm trying to spend time with my friends- especially tom since he leaves in under two weeks for a month in France.
On top of that, I'm secretly trying to find a place that's affordable for me to move out to. i hate it in the same house as my parents!!! I'm going insane! CUT THE UMBELICLE CORD ALREADY, MOM! GYAWD!
*pant, pant, sigh*
Sorry... i just REALLY needed to rant and vent.
With any luck, tomorrow will be better. My sister's 8th grade promotion is tomorrow night and all our family is coming out to our house. I mean, I love my family, it's just... at the stage I'm at and the age i am, I'd rather be with friends. Not my grandparents who are going to sit around and talk about the latest person who died.
I'm not kidding. Everytime we visit them, there's someone else who's bit the big one. =_= Yay, more to depress me with...
And, they'll probably ask about college... that's a touchy subject. My dad went off on me as to why I hadn't applied for grants or financial aid in time. To be honest, he'd been nagging on me to get a job again- so that was my priority. It never even crossed my mind to think about school. *sigh* I'l make it up somehow...
Gawd, i wanna cry now.
I need a HUGE fucking hug.
I wanna crawl under a rock! I wanna scream until my voice cracks and doesn't scream anymore! I wanna run and run until my heart stops! >.<
GAAAAAAH~!
Okay... I'm going to go now. I think if I just sleep, I'll feel better... I still have 40 minutes left of work, but that's okay.
Alright, if you read this far, you have my eternal gratitude. thank you.
+~Yosei~+
Well, it's been a couple days, so I'll post about the last few. Of course, as life commonly is, my weekend's been a roller-coaster.
Friday Night:
Went with Tom, Niko, and Angelo to a Graduation party. Angelo left early to go see Tiffany who hadn't come. We watched Dawn of The Dead- and I am now officially scared of zombies. Though, there were some good parts. :D The only thing that bugged the hell out of me is that you never find out where the "disease" of zombies originated. We all speculated it to be a cross between rabies and a flesh-eating bacteria. Then, we played a forty-year old-type Trivial Pursuit. Oddly enough, Tom got quite a few questions where the answer involved testicles. XD
Saturday:
After getting home after midnight the night before, I was up at 6:30am to go to the actual graduation ceremony at the university. It was long, dull, and I almost fell asleep. But, at least my friends graduated and they're all relieved now. ^_^ Then, I spent the day at Tom's where we had ribs and watched The Simpson's Movie and just hung out. I actually fell asleep on his couch for two whole hours before Angelo woke me up with a wet noodle in my ear- the sign that dinner was ready. XD Oh, and I'm now officially in love with Au Jus, according to my buds. :3 *Epic rofl-lol*
Sunday (today):
I had to be up early to go to work at McDonald's from 9 to 4. Oh, and it sucked more royal hairy eggs... again. *This event should totally have it's theme song- it happens so often*.
I got lectured by a manager for a mistake I didn't even make. But, like the tough sap I am, I shouldered the blame and retribution was later distributed. I haven't gotten an official apology yet, though. Oh, well. But, I did dishes all day and did money and all that crap *hates Sundays*. And, again, I was with the employees that goofed off most of the time. I dunno, I just hate too much goofing off when at work. If you have time to play, you have time to work. But, notice how I said "too much", that means I don't mind the occasional leisure time- but only during dead times. If there's a job to be done, do it. If not, okay have our fun. ^_^ That's just me.
Also, as I've come to hate Nickleback (it's a long story, but everytime I hear their music, I get desperately depressed and ANGRY), there was an interesting thing today. Angelo also hates the band- but for other reasons. Anyway, a truck pulled up to the drive-thru window and TURNS UP the volume when "Rockstar" comes on so loud, people in the LOBBY on the opposite end of the store hear it. I almost chucked the debit card he'd handed me at him... >:( Damn fargleblarglemargle...
*sigh*
At least I get Monday through Thursday off, and both Monday and Thursday I work at the cafe. But, I like it there- it's not nearly as stressful. And, I know the owner- she's awesome. So, that'll be good. Tuesday, my sister graduates from junior high and we're having the whole family out to our house. ^o^ It'll be fun. I'm told I can have my friends over too. YAY! And, Wednesday, I'll probably spend with my friends again.
Well, that's been my weekend. Hope everyone else's was full of fun and fantasies. :D
Thanks for reading, again!
+~Yosei~+
