So, here's my World Page designed especially for me. For those of you who aren't familiar with me, I'm an aspiring Manga-ka (at least in my own mind) and I enjoy many things in life, including, but not limited to: sword-fights, squirrels, lingual jokes, shiny rocks, and strawberries.
Also, I was born in Texas, but raised in Montana. No, I don't ride horses, or boil water over a campfire to heat it, and as a matter of fact, I hate Westerns! I don't have an accent (y'all) and I don't wear a ten-gallon cowboy hat with chaps. I'm a normal, everyday average citizen of America... who wishes he were somewhere else. XD I'm also agnostic, so don't come preaching to me about anything, okies? And, I won't throw you down a well, okies? Yay! Friends!!!
"You have to be realistic about terrorism. Certain groups of people, certain groups, Muslim fundamentalists, Christian fundamentalists, Jewish fundamentalists, and just plain guys from Montana, are going to continue to make life in this country very interesting for a long, long time."
~George Carlin
Or, check out our DeviantArt page [Shiro-Jinja] that Angelo (Fai no Tenshi) and I share!
Well, hope you enjoy your visit and sayonara for now! ^_^
Okay, so whether or not you caught my blog from yesterday- you ought to know things have NOT gotten better. It would seem my bad day yesterday decided to run right into last night.
I woke up at 1 in the morning for some odd reason- I dunno, my eyes just POPPED open! And, guess what? I was sweating like a pig, hotter than demons in hell, and shaking like a leaf in a windstorm. My sugars were down at 41.
That's right, 41.
I should've passed out and been unconscious! I probably would've been dead by the time anyone would've found me!
I couldn't think straight, couldn't see straight, and I kept hallucinating something awful. I was disoriented, but figured out I was still in my own house and knew ONE THING: get sugar.
So, I made my way to the kitchen and began forcing food down my throat. See, strange thing is, when your sugars get low, you just don't want to eat. I dunno if this is true for every diabetic, but it is for me and my mom, I've noticed. Anyhoo, I was able to finish off an almost-gone tub of frosting, so maybe three tablespoons. Then, thinking that wouldn't be enough, I ate the rest of the sugar-free banana cream pie... although it's sugar-free, the crust was not... yuck.
Then, found some old stuffing someone had made. That was perfect as bread is FULL of carbs! I ate a little of that and some cheez-its.
By this point, my mother had heard the commotion and come to see what was up. I looked up from the 'fridge, mouth full of food, eyes rather drunk-looking, and she asked, "You okay?"
My sugars were still too low for me to form coherent sentences so it was like, "Llamyarsh" or something. Then, I pointed at my Glucose Machine for her to look at and she saw how low they were. So... yeah.
I'm just surprised I could remember! My mom never remembers anything when her sugars get that low. When your brain doesn't have enough sugar in it, it's like getting high. Your brain cells start to die off. So, that's why it's dangerous. I was acting completely on instinct- fighting the urge to kill the hallucinations that were there and finding food.
After that, I was too tired to clean up my mess and just fell asleep before I'd even crawled under the covers in my bed. Woke up again around 5 and did the STUPIDEST thing. I never took ANY insulin for what I'd eaten the night before and my sugars had shot up to over 400~! AAAAGH! DX That's dangerous as well as the "good range" (for me anyway) is between 100 and 150. So, I took the insulin needed and fell asleep again.
I woke up around 7 when my dad left for work. Now, my sugars are coming down again- thank god. They're still above 200, but lower than 300, so I'm okay.
I keep trying to picture how my mom would've seen me last night- standing in front of the 'fridge in nothing but boxers and a t-shirt, sweating awful, half-drunk with a spoon of stuffing hanging out my mouth. Yeah... attractive... *sigh*
Well, thanks for reading about my awful diabetes experience. Sorry if I've scarred anyone for life... ;>_>
I think I'll go surprise Tom and take Angelo to Wendy's then, take some to Tom for lunch... mmm... He'll like that! :D Okies. Well, bai-bee for now! Thanks again for reading.
AGH! TODAY SUCKED ROYAL HAIRY EGGS!!! Get ready for a rant, I'm all wound up!
OKAY! So, I had the worst dream last night, so I woke up fucking scared and angry to begin with. Then, I had a low sugar and THEN I couldn't find a damn thing to eat! DX
I spent a couple hours online, which were alright (SANKYU Razing Pheonix!) and then, had to leave to go collect paychecks. Well, my first one from the cafe wasn't even there- tho' it was due to me TWO days ago. Then, I got my first paycheck from McDonald's which was alright. It was actually in the triple digits... I think two weeks at that place is worth five at the cafe, so... yeah...
Then, I was all stoked to go see my friends today! It's been at least a week and half, by MY standards, and I was already half-way to Tom's house. Then, I get a phonecall... =_= it's McDonald's... one of the managers says, "Yeah, I know it's 3pm, but you were due here at 2 and you're supposed to work 'til 8"... THAT pissed me off. See, I got my first schedule three weeks ago at Orientation and it CLEARLY said I had today OFF. I had been planning for DAYS to see my friends on THIS particular Wednesday. And, my schedule (which had been written up FIRST) was wrong from the "official" one.
Bull. Shit.
I literally rushed home- going about 10 over the speedlimit- and had to dig my uniform out of the BOTTOM of the dirty laundry that was my father's dirty clothes from the last three weeks he spent in CA for Army Reserve training... not fun. It. Was. NASTY! AAAAAGH! (remember, I'm a germaphobe)
By this point, I was so pissed, it looked like I was crying. *sigh*
At work, they left me to fend for myself on the french fryer... I'd never operated the thing before! I had no idea what I was doing! Luckily, I figured it out after nearly having an emotional breakdown...
Yeah, that's right. I get emotional breakdowns, wanna fight about it?
*Suddenly understands why he's feminine and the Uke...*
Today was just one big mess. I'm gonna go find something sour to soak my head in, now... With any luck, tomorrow will be better and I can have Monday with my friends since everyone had work and school off.
Oh yeah, I was due off at 8, but still didn't get off 'til 9... =_= and when I got home, my parents were already in bed. I didn't even get to see them today... they were both at work when I got up this morning, so we completely missed each other... TT^TT
Well, it's time for bed. Hope things are better tomorrow. *heavy sigh* G'night. Thanks for putting up with me through this rant.
[] Gotten detention.
[] Gotten your phone taken away in class.
[] Gotten suspended/expelled
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum.
[] Gotten caught cheating on a test
Total: 1
[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times.
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times
[] Turned at least 3 projects in late
[] Missed school cause you felt like it.
[x] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.
Total : 4
[x] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school.
[] Texted people during class.
[] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room.
[x] Laughed at the teacher.
Total : 7
[]Set off The Fire Alarm.
[] Went on Myspace , Facebook , Xanga , etc. on the computer at school.
[x] Took Pictures during school hours.
[] Called someone during School hours.
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc... During class.
Total : 9
[] Threw something at the teacher
[] Went outside the classroom without permission.
[] Broke the dress code.
[x] Failed a class test.
[x] Ate food during class.
Total: 11
[] Gotten a call from school.
[] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school.
[] Gotten a detention and didn't go.
[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking.
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear
Total : 14
[] Faked your parents signature
[x] Slept in class.
[] Cursed at a teacher to their face
[x] Copied homework
My WORLD The Ethereal Realm is ranked number 666 in the top worlds... XD XD XD I just got a kick out of that. This is completely ironic as I've had a deep conversation with chibi-anna-chan (SHOUT OUT TO HER!!! :D) about how I'm all for The Light and will make it my duty in life to fight the darkness and demons. XD That just tickled my giggle-maker.
As for my day... it's been alright. I got up, checked my mail, did some posting and commenting. Then, went to the school for lunch, did a little more job-searching, found nothing, and went home.
TODAY IS HOT WEATHER!!! The thermometer by the back said it was 93!!! HOLY CRAP! Montana doesn't get THAT hot 'til July at least, usually! I hope it storms! >____< Yosei loves his thunderstorms. :D
That's about it. I wanna go draw now. :3 Or do more photoshopping... ;D
But, it's okay. I'm eating a buttload of carbs. :P
This is my second low today... stupid work. It really gets me moving!
They had me in "The Hole" all day. This means I just took money from the patrons in the drive-thru. BOOOOORING! And, did dishes... BOOOOOORING!
The only good thing that happened today was that two people complimented and thanked me for doing the three hours of dishes yesterday. They said no one else would've done it, but I just jumped in and did them without being asked. *shrug* I just have a serious pet-peeve of dirty dishes! XD
And, it's unfair! While I'm working, my family went up to Pablo to see my grandparents today! NO FAIR! Oh, well... I'll live.
And, why is it on Sundays that more people have to come through McDonald's? It was SO busy ALL DAY! AAAAAGH! Luckily, I was off at 4, so... I'm home now and I'm going to sleep! Okies. Thanks for reading! ^_^ bai-bee!
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