Ack... woke up to 2 inches of snow on the ground this morning... DX NUUU!
The thing about Montana, at least where I live, is that it RARELY snows (the first snowfall of the season, anyway) before Thanksgiving, let alone Halloween! I mean, we BARELY ever get snowfall before Christmas.
Anyhoo, I was outside at 6:30am, uncovering and thawing out my car... then, had to drive downhill (as I live on one) on ICE in the DARK with DEER running around.. yeah...
Then, in order to get to the college, I have to drive about 10 miles of highway... no one was going over 40 mph (I stayed closer to 35). It was snowing and the wind was blowing HARD. Gawd, it was terrible. And all I wished for was staying home in my warm bed... with my b/f of course. ;3
On another note, I learned yesterday that I wouldn't be seeing my b/f at all today. He was supposed to use our 3 hour break to go get his grandfather and take him to a doctor's appt... except, I ran into him on the way to the parking lot and got to go with. I was all happy! :D
Then, the doctors were working REALLY REALLY SLOWWWWWW~! To the point where the b/f was getting stressed out about getting back to school on time and he snapped at me... which hurt. I felt like it was partly my fault. He was hurrying to get us back to school so I could get to class at 1 (his next class didn't start 'til 2). So, I felt like it was my fault we were in a hurry and stressed out. TT^TT
In the end, I made it to class in time BARELY.
And, afterwards, my b/f was back in high spirits it seemed. ^_^ I was relieved.
I just feel like I've been causing him a lot of stress and grief lately. I don't know how, I just feel that way. He keeps saying, "No, it's not your fault. It's [this or that]. I love you with all my heart, you can't do anything to bother me..." things like that.
But, I still feel like a pest.
Maybe the snow this weekend is telling me to stay home and give him some time to himself. I've mentioned this to him, but he's always saying he'd rather have me there with him. He's so kind and generous about it... I feel spoiled.
Also, because I was hurrying to my 1 o' clock class, my sugars PLUMMETED to 59. I started hallucinating during math class... was awful, seeing the numbers chase each other around the board... So, I ate a bar of chocolate and left class to get a soda. Then, I had to leave class again because I had to use the restroom; sometimes, a low blood sugar can result in terrible indigestion and all-around fatigue. So, I was in there for a while.
It was alright though. I didn't miss much since I already knew everything the teacher was talking about.
I know graphing with slope-intercept form and that stuff backwards. I could do it in my sleep~!
And, I still think the only reason I'm in remedial math class is because the placement test is done online. I didn't know how to use the tools to plot points and make lines and such... I got all my math right, though. -_-;
Well, I'm sure you're tired of reading this. :P I'll let you go. *unhooks the leash* RUN FREEEEEE~!
Thanks for reading! *huggles*
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