Why am I so moody and emotional today...?
I feel like crying and I don't even know why.
Gotta go see my Japanese teacher today. She specifically asked me to come to her office today... I'm worried about how that's going to turn out, because I've been doing mediocre in her class, I think... about like everyone else. I know I'm not the only one being summoned; one or two of the other kids are too... *sigh*
It's not like I'm getting fired from a job. I'm sure she wants to help me.
And, yet... I just wanna sit in a corner and cry for some reason.
I know I'm not moody because of that, though. There's only positive things there. Help. That's what I'm getting. I wanna go to the b/f's house.
Damn. Yesterday was such a good day, too...
Help.
Feels like there's something looming over me, though... foreboding...
Help!
Like a demon. Something I don't want nearby. Depression, oppression, submission. It feeds on sorrow and fear.
HELP!
Why am I feeling this way...
I haven't done anything wrong recently. It's not guilt. Fear... why fear? Who's there? Does Fear have a body...?
Fuck, no, I'm not on drugs, if you're asking. I just... don't know what to do...
My blood sugars feel low again... Mm...
