I can't think of it... what describes how I've been feeling the last few days.
I feel... like I should feel something, but I don't... I've been faking smiles and laughs... and when no one's around, I stare off into space and just kinda... check out, y'know?
I'm not sad or depressed. I'm not stressed or really anxious.
I just AM, I guess.
D'you know how hard it is to be intimate with your lover when you're feeling this... way?
Maybe I'm stuck in a rut... yeah, just 4 or 5 weeks into school and things already feel monotonous. But, what can I do to change things up? With the way my schedule is, there's really nothing I CAN do. *sigh* I don't even know if this is the reason for my state of being right now.
Can someone help me figure out the word that describes me and give me a diagnosis?
~Yosei~
