I know I've been rather... negative lately. And, I'm sure you're all bored and tired of hearing me mope and moan.
But, thanks for your support, guys. n_n
Things aren't back to normal, but they're better... somewhat.
I'm over that sickness I had yesterday. I never actually got sick, I was just nauseous for a day or so. But, today was much easier and I'm well now.
As for the lethargic depressed state I've been in, well, it's still around, but not so bad.
I got one of the highest scores on the exam in Astronomy, and that class has 360 students! XD The class average was a 57% (pathetic, right?) and I got a 72... It's a C, sure, but after the curve, I had either a high B or a low A... either way, I'm thrilled. :P
Got some homework back in Japanese that was nice. Doing fine in that class; getting the grammar and finer points of "to give and receive" verbs down. Freakin' complicated, that one. But, we're doing well.
I wanna cuddle with my boyfriend right now... the last time we hung out was Tuesday morning for a couple of hours between classes at his house. Despite him asking me if I wanted him to sit and cuddle, I let him play some video games instead, and lately it feels like that's all he does, outside of homework. *sigh* But, what can I do?
I'm going over tomorrow after school, hopefully to cuddle... since I was feeling sick the last couple of days, I haven't gotten a kiss in what feels like forever for fear of him catching it. I miss being close... TTnTT On top of all that, we haven't had 'intimate' time in forever since we can't seem to get alone time. So, I'm all... frustrated and pent up and... guh... >.<;
I'm gonna hang out with some friends this weekend. I wanna get drunk, just to see what it's like... but, I'm the only one with a car or a license. The boyfriend's car is still in the shop (which is only depressing him further) and anyone with a license doesn't have a car for themselves, and anyone with a car doesn't have a license to drive.
Save for me.
*sigh*
Soon as he gets that truck back...
Maybe.
I shouldn't do the typical thing and drink just to get drunk... but, I am seriously curious to know what it's like and how I'll act. Am I a silly drunk? An angry one? A depressed one?
Oh well. I won't, don't worry. I promise you guys.
Anyhoo, time to go for now.
G'night, guys! Thanks for reading.
~yosei~
