I wonder if my sugars are low...
today was a good day, why do I feel the depression setting in again?!
FUCK! What the FUCK is wrong with me?!
I wanna just cry in a corner again... my boyfriend was the one having the bad day, yet why do I feel like I'm one that needs to be held tight?
Maybe I should just let my sugars keep dropping... see what passing out from an insulin reaction feels like... kill some brain cells... shit... shit, fucking guard dogs, SHIT!!!
AAAAUGH!
Fuck, I need SUGAR!!!
Okay, I ate some Reese's and Twix... gonna eat this Crunch bar now... and call Angelo... I needs Angelo now... He always helps me through insulin reactions... Fuck, I hate diabetes.
