Uff...
Did not want to get up this morning.
Thought I was ready for the Japanese Exam. That was a lie I told myself. ACTUALLY, I knew the material and kanji back and front, it was the format of the exam that screwed me over. >.< I'm gonna talk to my Sensei about it tomorrow... *sigh* It's so unfair. I don't think an exam is the best way to test whether or not someone understands and can use a foreign language. I mean, half the class, along with myself, didn't even finish the test! OTL
On top of all that, it snowed here last night... and all day. And, it was HEAVY snow, and WINDY. In other words, shit weather for driving on the highway in. But, I didn't have a choice. I would've skipped classes today if I hadn't had that hellish exam! DX Uff, driving home was scary (have to drive on the highway to get to the city). It was snowPACKED and the flurries made it hard to see 100 ft ahead of you. Tail lights of cars ahead of me were disappearing as they gained distance on me.
Also, with the windchill, it's -20F. Which SUCKS. If we're out in that for 20+ minutes we risk frostbite, and it's supposed to be even WORSE tomorrow. >.<
I would LOVE to stay home tomorrow, but I have an appointment with my Japanese teacher that I really don't want to miss. I HAVE to go, because Wednesday is the start of my Thanksgiving break and I won't see the school again 'til Monday.
Speaking of which, I have some Art Trades on dA that I'll be able to start then...
I wanted to get on and do an online quiz tonight for Media Arts, but it's not on the site and my teacher hasn't replied to my email yet. >.< It's due tomorrow! @^@
I also have to have my Astronomy homework done before Wednesday night. That won't be too hard, I don't think.
Because of the weather, I told my b/f that I couldn't risk coming to his house today after school and then driving home. He didn't seem very happy to hear that, especially since I'm using my break tomorrow to see my teacher. He's all, "That's not fair! Now I won't get to see you until Friday at the earliest!"
It flatters me that he wants to see and spend time with me, but he needs to realize that I have my studies and personal family to think of too. I didn't go to his house today because I knew the weather would make my mother nervous. I can't go tomorrow, because I'm afraid I'm failing Japanese. I'm not avoiding him, I'm just sorting out my priorities. Skipping math lecture and going to his house last year screwed me over. I don't want to make that same mistake, especially with the subject I'd like to major in.
Ugh... yeah, today... I hated it... and I hope tomorrow goes by fast. *sigh*
~Yosei~
