Well, guys, I'm just letting you all know I'm not dead! Well, you could probably tell that by the fact that I've been submitting a few fanarts. BUT! I just wanna say I'm not anti-social even though I haven't been in the Chats lately. On the contrary, it's my social life that's keeping me from the chatroom! ^_^
So, here's some stuff that's been going on in the life of Yosei (read if you're interested, otherwise... eh... whatever.)
I'm still losing weight, thanks to the diabetes. My mom said it's typical for the first couple of years to be losing weight, but at the rate it's going and all, it's doesn't seem typical to me. I don't have enough meat on my legs and sides, so my hip hurts when I lay on my side at night. I've taken to sleeping on my back. My uncle said to try putting a pillow between my knees, but I found that both uncomfortable and unhelpful. I'm a freakin' beampole. =_=
And, I eat and eat and eat and take MORE insulin and EAT some more! And, STILL! I'm losing more pounds! *Frustration* Tom said to eat more meat, but with as much red meat my family eats, colon cancer is an issue later in life. So, I've tried to eat chicken and turkey whenever we go out, but it's not helping. Meat's not my sticky.
On that note, Tom and Niko are doing well. I'm so excited! She tells me everything and yet... WHERE'S THE JEALOUSY?! I mean, she's gotten further with him in a shorter amount of time than she did with me, and still... I feel no Envy or anything. I shouldn't be complaining, but at the same time, it doesn't seem right that I'm unphased. Didn't I love her? Don't I love her anymore? I guess I've just come to realize: It doesn't matter who she loves, whether it's me or someone else, as long as she keeps smiling... I'm okay. I'm content with the life I've been given.
And, I did give him permission to date her... maybe that's part of it. I trust him. Hmm...
Uhh, other than that, my family is the scourge of Hell still. My mom is doing better. She's happy again and it's a nice change. As for my dad... well, I think he's gotten dumber. That, or he just doesn't listen or care... I mean, he cares for us. He just doesn't show it in certain ways that let's us know it. *Sigh* But, what can you expect from a military rat? (No offense to you military guys out there, it's just... yeah...)
And, as for my sister. Well, let's just say I'm thanking my lucky stars that I wasn't popular like her when I was her age. I mean, GAWD! The drama! She asked out a boy who she's liked forEVER and his ex found out and started rumors about my sister being a lesbian. Tch, okay, the last time I asked her if she'd kiss another girl, I found a popcorn kernel up my nose and salt on the toilet seat! >.< AUGH!
Alright, my sis and I... we have our bad times. But, I didn't like the fact that this girl was starting rumors about my sister... today is her first day back at school since, so we'll see how that goes.
Oh, boy! More drama!
My hip hurts now. =_=
I'm gonna go eat some low-carb frosting in the hopes that it will help now... mmm, splenda... *barf*
Thanks for sticking it out through that painful post. You earn a sticker. >3
~Yosei~
