Hey, guys~! It's been a few days, hasn't it? I've just been so busy! Although, I have been able to get on here a couple times to check everyone's fanart and whatnot. Nice stuff, BTW!
Well, yesterday was my dad's 40th birthday. And I didn't get to celebrate with him or anyone else. TT^TT He slept in uber late, and I didn't want to wake him (He just got back from a leave for military training and only got maybe 4 hours of sleep a night for three weeks straight). So, I went to town to pick up more insulin- which nearly broke me when I saw the price tag on it! Normally, my mother coos at me that she'll buy it. I never knew how much she paid for it, though! My birthday present to my dad was paying the $50 for my insulin, instead of it coming out of his and mom's bank account... >_> I hope it was enough for a little while. ^_^; Guess I'll be eating more meats and cheeses for awhile.
Then, I ate lunch at the high school. Seniors only have two weeks left and Tom says he gets lonely at lunch. So, I visit him whenever I can. I think he appreciates it.
Saw Niko-chan too! Strangely enough... I realize I still love her, but I'm not in love with her anymore... she's more like a little sister I feel the need to protect, y'know? I'm just glad she's happy with Tom-san. :D
Then, I got home and my Uncle was here visiting my dad for his b-day (They're brothers). So we sat around and chatted for a little while. Not much there.
Afterwards, around 2:30, I had to leave for work. Thursdays, I work eight hours at the movie store. Normally I start at 1pm and go 'til 9pm, but they made me start at 3pm yesterday. =_= And, it was DULL! They had us all re-packing the movies to save space and whatnot and I really didn't enjoy it. It was monotonous and tedious and didn't take much brain power. THAT meant it left my mind free to wander and settle on things that depressed me... I won't get into that, but by the end of the night, I was sad and angry and had no reasons for it. So, I "stole" a diet orange soda to help ease my emotions. I didn't really steal it, I just wrote it on my employee tab instead of paying for it right away. It was only $1.00 anyway.
Then, I got home at 9:30, showered, read some more of The Name of The Wind, and fell asleep. Wherein I had strange dreams all night...
The night before, I had a dream I was being attacked by a possessed doll and when I woke up, I couldn't move! The doll was there in my room! AAAAH! Of course, I was just a victim of sleep-paralysis and my mind was making me think the doll had me in a vice-grip. I started trying to scream in my sleep but, it was that kind of scream that gets stuck in the back of your throat and you can't push it forward, so it sounds like a strangled whine, y'know? Eventually, my body woke up and I was screaming bloody murder at the top of my lungs. Oddly enough, none of my family members came running and, when I asked, no one remembered hearing me scream... o_O
So, I did all I could to set up barriers around my room last night. Sometimes, sleep-paralysis is a by-product of a demon trying to eat your soul and they do it through nightmares! Or ghosts... I've heard some religions think SP is because of ghosts... but, last I checked, there were no ghosts in my house... although there is a portal for demons in the basement of a house down the street. I know this because, I was friends with a guy that lived there 'til I found out he was a Satanist. He told me some things, told me where the portal was (WORST. EXPERIENCE. OF MY. LIFE!!!), and asked if I was interested in joining. I said, "HELL NO! I'm sticking with The Light and I'm going to now focus on THIS HOUSE!"
So... I've been trying to get rid of him and that portal for... two years now? And, he sics his minions on me... once every couple months? Stupid game of Tug-o'- War if you ask me...
Aaaaaand, I'm rambling now...
Aaaaaand, I probably just scared a few of you...
I'm sorry... sometimes, my beliefs get out of my mouth before my brain stops them... or my fingers... *stares in disbelief at keyboard*
I'm still going to kill the demon that tried to eat my soul the other night, though... o____o F*cking B*stard... pardonez mon francais...
Well, I should say farewell for now... sorry for the post being SO long. ^_^; I apologize.
Thanks for reading! If you made it this far without cracking, I owe you this imaginary cookie! :D
Lol, see you 'round, guys. Keep Otaku-ing.
+~Yosei~+
