Yeah, remember yesterday's rant about how unfair my life was? Well, guess what? Yosei gets TWO helpings of shitty days! DX
The morning:
I woke up with my allergies in PEAK condition! My whole damn head was clogged up and THAT made me miserable. Plus, my body thinks it's trying to fight a cold, so my sugars have been high lately.
Plus, I had plans to hang out with someone special today and they had to cancel because of something else that I'm not going to go into. It's too long of a fucking story and I'm too angsty to explain.
I decided to drive ALL over town to look for a PS1 memory card so i can play a game i borrowed from a friend- But, there's isn't a single place here that carries them anymore!!! DX
The afternoon:
I got home and the weather was looking shitty again. it has been all day. i sat on the internet for a while. If you caught my post in my Personals, you'll know, but I decided to type out a poem off the top of my head to be posted. But, just as i'm going to post it, the internet shuts down! DX I didn't have it memorized or anything! I thought that if I'd posted that poem and gotten my angst out, I'd feel better, but it would seem fate is against me!
So, I gave up, shut it all down, and went to pick up my sister from school.
The Evening:
I work at the cafe tonight 5 to 9. Not too bad, right? WRONG! It's Monday!! I've never had a Monday shift at a cafe/movie store!!!
I have to work alone tonight and what d'ya know? EVERYONE and their grandmother wants to rent movies!! DX DX DX DX What's worse is most of the people in here had never been in here before and had to make new accounts- which takes 10 minutes to complete at least! PLUS! All the debit cards!!! AGH!
See, we don't have a normal debit card machine where you can just swipe the card and type in some numbers. No, We have to go CLEAR across the store to another cpu and LOG IN to the INTERNET and then go through about 20 steps before we can print out a receipt!
And, then there were all the kids in here! "Mommy, can you buy this for me? I want wheels! I want candy! Daddy! This movie!" All the meanwhile, someone's outside honking their carhorn to hurry up his wife.
Also, the phone here is ringing off the hook. Everyone's asking for the same person, "Where A.?" (A. is my manager's father). After FIVE people called asking for him I said, "A. is NOT here! STOP calling to ask! TELL EVERYONE!"
GAAH!
Then, my dad said something RUDE to me earlier that almost made me jump over the counter and punch him in the face. No, really. I almost leapt over the counter to attack him.
i tried to explain to my mom about how awful my last two days have been and SHE launches into how HER day went! EVERY day is hard for her! I KNOW! There's yet to be a day where she comes home and isn't complaining about her coworkers! Finally, i said, "Mom! I don't need you to tell me your day was somehow WORSE than mine! I just need you to listen!" To that, she walked out.
She's also been complaining that she doesn't see me enough anymore. well, let's see, if I'm not WORKING (which, it seems, i constantly am) I'm trying to spend time with my friends- especially tom since he leaves in under two weeks for a month in France.
On top of that, I'm secretly trying to find a place that's affordable for me to move out to. i hate it in the same house as my parents!!! I'm going insane! CUT THE UMBELICLE CORD ALREADY, MOM! GYAWD!
*pant, pant, sigh*
Sorry... i just REALLY needed to rant and vent.
With any luck, tomorrow will be better. My sister's 8th grade promotion is tomorrow night and all our family is coming out to our house. I mean, I love my family, it's just... at the stage I'm at and the age i am, I'd rather be with friends. Not my grandparents who are going to sit around and talk about the latest person who died.
I'm not kidding. Everytime we visit them, there's someone else who's bit the big one. =_= Yay, more to depress me with...
And, they'll probably ask about college... that's a touchy subject. My dad went off on me as to why I hadn't applied for grants or financial aid in time. To be honest, he'd been nagging on me to get a job again- so that was my priority. It never even crossed my mind to think about school. *sigh* I'l make it up somehow...
Gawd, i wanna cry now.
I need a HUGE fucking hug.
I wanna crawl under a rock! I wanna scream until my voice cracks and doesn't scream anymore! I wanna run and run until my heart stops! >.<
GAAAAAAH~!
Okay... I'm going to go now. I think if I just sleep, I'll feel better... I still have 40 minutes left of work, but that's okay.
Alright, if you read this far, you have my eternal gratitude. thank you.
+~Yosei~+
