This Is The Last Time

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Yes. I could. I am never gonna pick up that habit. It's bad enough that Joe does it.

2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
Can I say taken and confused?

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
I'd say thank you.

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Joe tells me that a lot when he gets depressed.

5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
Sigh.

6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Nothing really.

7: Do you want to be single?
No.

8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Stayed in.

9: How late did you stay up last night?
Midnight, maybe?

10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
With Joe.

11: Last three things you had to drink?
Water, milk, Mountain Dew.

12: Have you pretended to like someone?
I did with my ex...

13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
My first boyfriend, actually. He said he loved me after a couple months, and I didn't really feel like I loved him, but I said it back because how awkward is it for him to say it and for me not to?

14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Joe. Emily. Ana. Trevor....

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Not usually.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
No.

17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Hasn't come yet

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Joe.

19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
I could. It wouldn't be hard.

20: What would you name your future daughter?
Jocelyn or Aaralyn.

21: Do you miss anyone?
A lot of people, actually.

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Nope.

23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Yes.

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I can be. I usually don't hide my feelings, though.

25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Once.

26: Who did you last see in person?
Emily and her mama.

27: Are you listening to music right now?
Sure am. "Little Things"- One Direction.

28: What is something you currently want right now?
I want Joe to quit being a man-child and to act like the 30 year old man that he is.

29: What is the last thing you said out loud?
Goodbye?

30: How is your heart lately?
Physically? The pleurisy thing is doing better.
Emotionally? It's beaten up as shit.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Sometimes.

32: Are you wearing socks?
Nope.

33: What do people call you?
My name.

34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
I hope so.

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Have you been keeping up with my life. There's been way too many.

36: Who did you last share a bed with?
Joe.

37: Did you do something bad today?
Not so far.

38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Yesterday. John did.

39: Do you get stressed out easily?
Not usually. It takes a lot.

40: Will you sing today?
Probably not.

41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
A lot of the time.

42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
Ana, usually.

43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
Nope.

44: What are you listening to right now?
Begin Again- Taylor Swift.

45: What is wrong with you right now?
Where to start?

46: What is on your wrists right now?
My usual "Courage Faith Strength" band and a bracelet I got from my gma that says follow your heart.

47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
MY mama.

48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
Chocolate!

49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
NAh.

50: Are you a good artist?
Lolno.

51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
It can be.

52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
Yes.

53: Ever been on a golf cart?
I work on a golf course, so yes.

54: Do you have trust issues?
Slightly.

55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
With Joe.

56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
Nope.

57: Do you use chap stick?
I bought my first stick a week ago. Used it for two days. NOw, I'll never use it again.

58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
John, my bros.

59: Do you have a little sister?
Nope.

60: Have you ever been to New York?
Nope.

61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
I do.

62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
A lot of people, actually.

63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Going to bed.

64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
No.

65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Several.

66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
No. Ana, Emily, Joe.

67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Yes.

68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
With Joe.

69: Will next Friday be a good one?
I hope so.

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