Gone Gone Gone

1: What would you name your future daughter?
Aaralyn Nicole

2: Do you miss anyone?
So many people.

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
Glad you think so.

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Joe has told me this on more than one occasion. Word for word.

5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Seeing and being with Joe.

6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
Out. Started at my place, moved to the dorms, then to Joe's.

7: How late did you stay up last night?
4am, I believe.

8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
Joe has, obviously. And there were 4 people at the dorms that saw me.

9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Working!

10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
I did. But, I didn't really know what love was. I loved him like how I love my friends. And I thought that was good enough. But the love he spoke of when he told me he loved me was not the same love I said when I replied back. So, I would tell him I loved him, but I didn't really love him.

11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
I could. I don't love it all that much to begin with.

12: Have you pretended to like someone?
In my last relationship, I really liked my bf for the first month and a half. But, then he started getting possessive and jealous and would make fun of my family and my beliefs. I wanted to break up with him, but I didn't really know how. And everyone thought we were so good together. I never saw him in person much because we had a long distance relationship, so it was easy for me to pretend to be interested until I figured out how to properly break up with him. This lasted for about a month and a half...

13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
I'll never touch the shit.

14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
There are so many. Even random strangers can make me smile. It's not hard to make me smile.

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Not usually.
But Joe and the friends I have developed now are a lot different than anything I have ever had in the past.

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
Nope.
It's still weird for me to be able to say that to questions like this now. XD

17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
Once.

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
Joe and Emily. :)

19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
Yes, it did.

20: Who did you last see in person?
Uh, a coworker.

21: What is the last thing you said out loud?
Take care, I think.

22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
No, I have not.

23: Have you ever been to Paris?
Nope.

24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
I can be when I want to. But, lately, I don't want to.

25: Do you use chap stick?
Not at all.

26: Who did you last share a bed with?
Joe.

27: Are you listening to music right now?
Gone Gone Gone by Philip Philips.

28: What is something you currently want right now?
Joe.

29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Yes.

30: How is your heart lately?
Terrible, actually. Can't handle all this stress with Joe.

31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Not usually. It never stays.

32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
Last night, John and Seth both hugged me.

33: What do people call you?
Nik, Nikki

34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
This happens every time I hang out with Joe.

35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Read previous posts.

36: What are you listening to right now?
Gone Gone Gone.

37: What is wrong with you right now?
Joe is wrong with me.

38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
It sure can be.

39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
I usually never catch it at that time.

40: What is on your wrists right now?
A bracelet that says follow your dreams.

41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
Taken.

42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
My mom, I think.

43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
No.

44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
Lots of people.

45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
Yes.

46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Drinking and hanging with my friends.

47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
I don't dwell on the past. No sense in it.

48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
With Joe.

49: Have you ever been to New York?
I have not. But, I think it's a place I'd like to see once.

50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
My friends tell it to me every day. I know they mean it. My family tells me so every chance they get. But, it's always more special coming from Joe because I never know when he's going to say it. So, it's always a surprise.

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