So What

01: tell me the truth, what made you start liking the person you like right now?
I think about this a lot. I don't really know what made me first start to like Joe. He seemed so mature compared to a lot of the guys my age, and I thought he was very handsome. To me, he was the guy that was out of my league that it would have been nice to think about dating him, but I never thought it'd happen.

02: what on your body is hurting or bothering you?
My knees kind of hurt today.

03: what was your last thought before going to bed last night?
I don't want to get up in the morning.

04: what are you listening to?
The 3 Musketeers Score.

05: what’s something you’re not looking forward to?
John staying with me this weekend!

06: where do you think your best friend is right now?
At home.

07: have you kissed anybody in the last five days?
My brother on the cheek.

08: sex on the first date?
I have. Don't much like it.

09: kiss on the first date?
I don't mind that.

10: is there one person you want to be with right now?
Yes.

11: are you seriously happy with where you are in life?
Eh...

12: is there something you would like to say to someone?
I can never figure out the right words to say.

13: what are three things you did today?
Worked.

14: would you rather sleep at a friend’s or have them over?
Either way.

15: what is your favorite kind of gum?
Fruity or cinnamon.

16: are you friends with any of your ex boyfriends/ girlfriends?
Joe...

17: what is on your wrists right now?
A bracelet

18: ever liked someone you thought you didn’t stand a chance with? Y
Joe, and then we got together.

19: does anyone have strong feelings for you?
Yes.

20: are you slowly drifting away from someone?
I hope not.

21: have you ever wasted your time on someone?
I don't like to consider it 'wasting'.

22: can you do the alphabet in sign language?
Most of the letters.

23: how have you felt today?
Okay.

24: you receive $60 without any reason, what do you spend it on?
Food?

25: what is wrong with you right now?
Just kind of lonely.

26: is there anyone you’re really disappointed in?
Myself?

27: would you rather have starbucks or jamba juice right now?
Neither.

28: why aren’t you in ‘love’ with your last ex anymore?
I am still in love with Joe.
If we are talking the one before him, I was never in love with him. But, I broke up with him because he was too clingy.

29: how late did you stay up last night and why?
10. I had to get up early today.

30: when was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Few minutes ago.

31: what were you doing an hour ago?
Eating.

32: what are you looking forward to in the next month?
John!

33: are you wearing jeans right now?
Nope

34: are you a patient person?
Lol. No.

35: do you think you can last in a relationship for three months?
I have. In fact, all but one relationship has lasted that long.

36: favorite color?
blue, silver, black.

37: did you have a dream last night?
Yes.

38: are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
pajama shorts!

39: if someone could be cuddling you right now, who would you want it to be? Joe.

40: do you love anyone who is not related to you?
Several people.

41: if someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Yes.

42: do you like meeting new people?
Not really.

43: are you afraid of falling in love?
No. Love is fantastic. What I'm afraid of is the other person falling out of love with me.

44: ever self-harmed or starved yourself?
Starved myself. It was terrible. I hope none of you do it. If you want to talk about it, let me know.

45: has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
It's the compliment I hear most often.

46: have you ever felt like you weren’t good enough?
A lot more in the last few months than I have my whole life.

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