This has to be the worst birthday for me. I might have to be spending it faking happiness and staying away from sharp objects so I don't break Bubbles promise.
First; One of my lens popped out of my glasses and I lost it in the snow.
Secondly; My dad got pissed at me and now I have to take care of myself.
Thirdly; I'm so fucking frustrated and I'm fucking crying!
I hate crying and it doesn't seem like I'll get any support from my family. My mom doesn't believe what my dad said, my brother said 'Suck it up' to me and my cat can't speak.
I can't suck it up because I won't be able to get an education if I can't see and if I don't get an education I won't be able to become a kids' doctor like I've always wanted to be.
If it wasn't for the promise I had made with Bubbles then I wouldn't be writing this and probably making scars. But I can't do that to her. Although, I could- No, if she found out she'd have my head! Really, she would.
But what I really want to do, is just runaway from my family. Maybe go somewhere better, somewhere that they wouldn't expect to find me. But I can't do that to them. No matter how much the exclude me, no matter how much they fight and bicker, no matter how much they harm me. Emotionally, of course. Except in my brother's case and- never mind. But anyways, I couldn't cause them to suffer like that.
-CandyLuver
