Is it just me? Or is everybody with someone? I mean all my bestest friends are either dating one of my other bestest friends or one of my friends. Either way, I'm alone.
Not that I really care. I mean, I could be with somebody and it wouldn't really make a difference, besides the hugs and shit but really. It's soooooooo irritating at times. I mean, I'm the person they always turn to if they break up, or they need advice, or even sometimes for me to call them. Once I even had to follow somebody because they thought they were dating somebody else. But I'm not gonna mention any names.
But like I said, IRRITATING! I mean, it's one thing to be dating somebody, but telling me alllllll about it, is another. I really couldn't care less!Erin. And I'm not gonna be friends with your possibly "boyfriend" just because you tell me I should.Ashley. I pick my friends, I don't let anybody pick for me.
I like being independent, yes but sometimes I think about it. Is it really that great. But it just so happens to be that great. No matter how much you want to disagree.
And, no, I'm not afraid to admit it could be better with a boyfriend but I don't really care.
Well, actually I do. If it's some guy who I don't like in the least bit, or loathe with everything I have, then, yes, I do mind. Yes, I have dated somebody that I didn't like in the least bit, but it wasn't my fault! My friend hooked me up with him. Not gonna mention any names though. Nakiah!
But, at the end of the day, I'm happy to be me. I can still look at other guys without getting somebody mad, or getting somebody to tell my boyfriend about it. And I won't get hurt. And I'm free to hang out with my friends. And I'm not being overprotected and banned from seeing my friends by some really protective guy. And much more.
So, I'm okay with being single. But really, if you are gonna tell me about your love life, save it. I'm sure I'd have more important things.
Yes, me saying that is pretty bitchy, but it is true, too. Anyways, so far, my love life is fine and I wouldn't change it at the moment.
But if one of my many crushes, well, obsessions were to ask me out, I'd say yes.
xoxo
JESSICA!
