She's as dark as the blood pulsing under her skin, Still afraid of the Boogey Man under her bed, And we know that the ashes in the urn was a person, And we never should have burned him.
Time: 8:28PM
Mood: Pissed &&Disgusted
Music: Don't Dance - 30H!3
Yelling is really starting to make my ears bleed.
My family's falling apart.
My father's an ass who doesn't give a shit.
My mother's on the verge of divorce.
My brother's so mad and messed up.
And I'm the girl who won't speak up.
It's fucking scary.
My father doesn't get anything!
He has to learn to shut up sometimes. Arguing doesn't help anybody.
I'm afraid my parents are going to get rid of my brother. It disgusts me the way they say it.
He's only fucking 14, he's hardly even a teenager, and they're threatening to call the police to take him away.
And I'm afraid what'll happen after that.
God, I don't know what to do. I don't want a fucking therapist, they won't do shit for me.
My parents are arguing right outside my door.
That doesn't help.
You don't have to bother commenting, I just needed to rant. You know, get things off my chest.
Suddenly, I just lost my appetite.
I need to call Becky.
xo.xo
Heartaches &&Heartbreaks
Jess <3<3