i know times are hard. your parents don't understand you at all. it's as of the whole world is against you, as if no one cares. you feel as if you were gone one day, then no one would care. you look at all the things you've done in your life and all you see are mistakes and errors. you hate yourself. you hate life. you want no part in it anymore. you can't take all the struggles you have to go through. you just wanna give up.

but will you believe me if i told you that you can get through this? you are strong, though you may not think it. you CAN get through this. one day your parents will understand. one day you will have enough money to buy anything you want. one day he will look at you and talk to you. one day they will stop hurting you. one day the abuse will stop. it's not the end.

God only gives his hardest battles to His strongest soldiers.