I think it's about time I fixed this up haha.

Anyway, hey, whats up in the world of The Otaku? My real name is Chloe, I'm 18 years old and currently attending college. If I were to describe myself...I would say I'm a rather confusing person to get to know. I can be fairly shy and in other ways very social. If I don't like you, I don't like you so don't even try to get me to like you. If I like you, you're a friend for life unless you do something to really hurt me. But thats reasonable, right? with that being said, I should say that normally I'm very friendly to begin with. I always believe someone should at least be given a chance unless proven that they don't.

I love to draw, write, dance and listen to music. I have a deviantart and Furaffinity account for my artwork. If interested in seeing any of it, let me know.

I'm pansexual...if you want to call me bisexual because that's more comfortable for you, go ahead. I'm taken by my awesome boyfriend, Sam. He is Transgendered FtM and we're happy together. No, he doesn't have an account on here..but I thought I would share. I'm pretty straight forward, so if you want to know something you're welcome to ask. I have a TMI Tuesday world for that. You're also welcome to just write me a note. I'm normally easy to talk to.
Uhm...YEAH! haha, I think thats it for now.

Oh My God....

wow. so the story goes a little like this.
My parents decided that because they didn't have enough money they weren't going to get snow tires...well...I'm pretty sure they had enough money because they have boughten some pretty expensive things since then. ANYWAY. today is an AWFUL day outside and a neighbor of ours a couple days ago got arrested for harassing the snowplow guy. SO the snowplow company didn't come and plow our street today because of that guy. ITS ICEY! and so my dad decided he was going to be in the middle of the drive way when my mom was trying to pull in. she had to stop her momentum and BAM she went sliding down the hill in her car. ALL THE WAY DOWN. So, the neighbors came out and began to shovel out our car from the 20 foot berm. I realized they didn't have snow tires. *facepalm* you NEED snow tires up here...always! so the neighbors got mad which, I don't blame them. Anyway, I'm back home, my hands are purple and I can't feel my pinky. it really hurts. mom made me run out there in just my sweats and a light jacket so my dad and I have hypothermia and yeah...fun stuff...

in bed for 5 days

Yeah so I haven't left my bed for 5 days. Whenever I move it hurts like a B*tch. I only left the bed once and that was because I had to go to school and it was awful! I could hardly keep my head up. So, I plan on staying in bed and not moving because its the only way the pain isn't unbearable.

Wtf im falling apart

Lol, yes...wtf is wrong with me.
I think im falling apart, literally.
I get a headache everyday and I have had 5 nose bleeds since yesterday.
Not to mention my body aches 24/7
O.O
Yeah lol xD idk wtf is wrong with me

the whale plushie i made

amazing!!
you all know you want it....

It's funny...

Its funny how one visit to a completely different place and life style can change you dramatically. I didn't realize how much I changed since my vacation until I came home and realized I was doing things a lot differently. Maybe its not only the vacation though...maybe its the fact that next friday I will be 17 and that I need to start thinking about...life...not "life."...life. you know. the one you have to face mostly on your own. Make decisions that are life changing. Some that could be reversed and some that couldn't be reversed at all. Either way, I'm not going to go on a whole lecture on what that means to me and all that other jazz. Either way, I suppose I will end it with this considering tomorrow is a long day of work...lots and lots of sewing, homework, dance and many other things.