Okay so I don't think i've ever been so unhappy about getting a new dog. Maybe its because My best buddy in the entire world just past away and i still miss him very very much. My mom and I always go into this pet store and look at the animals, you know, seeing what dogs we like for when we "Can" get a new one. A few weeks back i fell in love with this American Eskimo. Beautiful beautiful dog. I wanted her So so bad, but i know that my parents wouldn't let me get her PLUS my best buddy just died and it would of been too soon...

SO YESTURDAY my grandma walks in and falls in love with a peekapom....(pekanese mix with pomeranian) and of course...my mom buys it for her!! this little pup reminds me so much of my little buddy, i cry whenever i see it. But it made my grandma so happy, and she's been really miserable since my buddy died because she was close to him too. But still...i think it was too soon...

If anything i wanted a dog that didn't look much like him. plus she saw this dog once!! Idk, i'll get used to it eventually...but this ruins my chance of ever getting my own dog again till i'm 18 and out of the house.....