125% bling (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 11/10/12 | Reply
I think this is one of your best works yet; you experimented a lot with different effects and really went out of your comfort zone, which is always awesome. Only advice I can give is to not sharpen the image so much, because creates white pixelated edges. And maybe put the text on Soft Light, to blend it more (like the bokeh). Other than that, it's a pretty solid work, keep it up!
Strawberry (Otaku Legend) | Posted 11/02/12 | Reply
Hey, I'm not exactly good at cheering people up but listen to me OK?
Letting life and all the crap it throws at you weigh you down isn't healthy. It's natural, but at some point you're going to have to realize that you're sick and tired of feeling trapped and depressed. When you do, you'll notice that you have enough strength to stand tall and not let it bother you anymore. You can't let it control you. You have to control your life.
I know you. I know you're strong. I know you can get past all of this. I know you're better than letting everything hold you down and keep you sad.
Life has it's ups and downs, for everyone. Last year I felt like I was permanently sinking because so much was happening to me, day after day, week after week. Yeah, I won't lie and say it didn't get me down or say that I just smiled and bared it all without any issues. It wasn't until this spring or this summer that I really came to terms with all the losses and tragedies that occurred. Hell, even now I still get depressed over it all. But I don't let it control me. I don't let it take over me and take my love for life away from me anymore.
I don't think words that any friend can say to you is going to help anymore. I think, because of everything that has happened, you really do need to see a professional of some sort. I can tell you're truly concerned for your own well-being, and so am I and so many other people here. I think you ought to talk to your Mom about seeking some help, or just doing it yourself. You're 20 years old. You have the say to see someone, you know?
I really hope that you get feeling better because I hate to see you this way. It isn't fair that life is always being so rough to you, but you'll get past it. It DOES get better.
-somebody help, somebody speak before I start to scream
Senior Otaku+ | Posted 11/02/12 | Reply
I like this wallpaper a lot, Judai! But I'm sad that you are always sad :( I know the One who will help you the most but you're right, u might want to seek some help from an assistant if you're always feeling depressed... Maybe some online sites can give u better advice then I ever could^^
You certainly haven't let depression ruin your wallpapers tho... All your recent ones are turning out amazing!! Keep it up, dear! <3