Hi everyone,
The Dark Realm is basically a realm of dark desires and dark...things. I really can't say much about the dark realm. I can only hope that it will be visited often by other members.
I created the dark realm because I like being alone and I like to sit by myself in the dark hours of the night.Hey, we can't all be perfect right?Any way the dark realm was made because of how I was feeling and how miserable I was becoming. I hope you enjoy your visit to the dark realm.

My world

It was my loss
I let you slip from my grasp
I didn't even try to get you back
Not once
I just let them take you away from me
They promised they would do their best to keep you happy
With a promise like that I knew they would
So I just let you go without a protest
I let you go
And it was stupid of me to do that
But now I can't go back on my word
How stupid!?
I could have at least tried to take you away from them
But I didn't
It hurts to realize how much I loved you
It hurts even more to admit that I connected with you the moment you came into this world
My world
I was so stpuid to let you go with them
But I wanted the best for you
I wanted you with someone who would be able to love you and take good care of you
Not just...not just keep you
So I watched you go with them from my bedroom window
And as I watched you go,I cried
Now I regret letting you go
But what was I to do?
Was I just to run down the hallway,out the front door,and take you away from them?
If it was that easy I would have done
But it wasn't
So tell me what was I supposed to do?
Was I to leave my home and evertyhing I knew behind me?
Was I to take you someplace far away?
Was I to leave what I knew and loved behind to keep you in my grasp?
I'll admit it does hurt to see you gone
It hurst way more than I thought it would to be honest
I wake up every night crying for you
Because I miss you
I miss seeing you every time I wake up
I miss hearing you cry for me
I miss hearing you laugh
I miss holding you close to me in my arms
I miss seeing that little sparkle in your eyes when you wake up to see me holding you
I miss hearing your laughter when I blow on your little stomach
But most of all
I miss holding you in my arms

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I take what cannot be taken
I give what cannot be given
I love that which cannot be loved
I touch that which can never be touched
I feel that which cannot be felt
I see that which cannot be seen
I hear that which cannot be heard
I speak that which cannot be spoken
I have that which should not be had

Bored....!

How long will it take for my thanksgiving vacation to get here?Oh how I wished it were this weekend instead of next weekend.I so want to stay up all night and wake up when I want to.Not when my mom or brother says to.I'm bored right no not knowing what to do.I'm surfing the web but nothing seems to be itneresting to me.Well there is...um...uh..I don't know.
I was bored so I thought I would post something.Sorry if it's too boring to read.I had nothing else to post,yet.

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WOW!I never knew how boring school was until...well...until now.It's pretty boring.I hate school now and wished it was time for my summer vacation.Here is a poem that I just got done writing.I hope you like it.

Oh yeah!
Senior year is upon me
And when school gets out
I'll have some fun;
I'll go shopping,
Get some more books to read,
Get a job,
And maybe get ready to go off to college;
Until then,
I sit here bored out of my mind
With no care for what goes on around me
Having seen no excitement for weeks
I try and think of something to keep my mind busy
Before I go
I'd like to say good bye to those tiresome assignments
The endless worksheets
The crappy attitudes
The bitches
And the jerks I've met through out my entire school year
Now I will say my last good bye
Good bye to the most ungrateful school in the entire world

Father's Day????

OMG!Yesterday was Father's Day and I totally spaced out.To be honest I kind of lost track of the days of the week and thought it was monday yesterday.I asked my little sister what day of the week it was and she said it was sunday.Then I asked her if yesterday was father's day and she said she didn't know.Man was I really worried.She told me it was sunday and I got to wondering if it was father's day,but I didn't want to ask my mom or my dad because I didn't want to embarass myself.
So for the rest of the day I just sat around and kept wondering if it was father's day.It wasn't until after 10:15 p.m. that I finally gave and asked my dad if it was father's day yesterday.Of course he said yeah,so I wished him happy father's day and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.LOLI asked him what his father's wish was and he said spending time with my family.He did spend time with his family and he really enjoyed himself.
Well that about sums up my weekend.Later