Hello and 今日は! Welcome to my rather half-assed little blog/world/whatever.

First, a little bit about me. I represent the second generation of anime - that means I'm not old enough to remember this weird foreign stuff first hitting sometime in the '70s, but I can recall haunting the tiny JAPANESE ANIMATION section in the back of Suncoast and pining for its overpriced VHS tapes of bad Streamline dubs (which were for whatever reason locked away in plastic cases). Before there were entire walls in Barnes and Noble, before there were fansubs - heck, before there was Amazon Dot Com - our generation got by with piecemeal get-togethers, traded third-generation tapes, and watching the same six crappy movies over and over again on the Sci-Fi Channel at whatever godawful times they happened to be airing them. No one had any idea about the cultural background that this stuff came from, and no one quite understood why we even liked any of it - least of all us. At the time it was like peeking in on a secret world which we didn't really understand, but which had lots of brightly-colored decorations and some cool explosions (and it didn't hurt that most of us were in puberty and there were scores of scantily-clad girls running around). By the turn of the millenium, I don't think there was a single one among us not shocked to suddenly find that a a cultural substructure and even an industry for this stuff had sprung up under our noses, along with a new generation that (broadly speaking) knows a whole heck of a lot more than us about what's going on with these crazy foreign cartoons. That, more than likely, is you.

And that brings us to theOtaku, which is the kind of site that I still can't quite believe exists (for various reasons). Yet I'm a member, and yet here you are reading this rather overlong introduction. I'm now a graduate student in religious studies and philosophy but, despite all odds, still a fan of this stuff long past the point where I might have been considered an expert (as being a longstanding veteran doesn't get you much on internets). Watching anime is part of who I am - I don't think I would have ever bothered following the path I'm currently on if certain shows hadn't roughly shoved me onto it back in the late '90s. On the other hand, I'm now pretty well already moved into my new home, with Kant, Heidegger, and Dionysius to keep me company and no harems nor giant robots in sight. So I don't know quite what to think of my current status - I still enjoy anime (and its cute girls and otherwise), but not always in the same way that I could way back when. Now if I watch for anything other than surface amusement, I tend to read and interpret these shows in the same way I would a philosophical text - which in many circles goes by the name "taking shit way too seriously." There's something absurd about it, to be sure, but I guess I've been on the path of absurdity too long now to step off and join the folks who actually do something with their lives.

Anyways, I'll be posting things like random thoughts and goofy movies here whenever I have some free time to do so. Maybe we'll all learn something in the process, yes?

You know, I should probably post something.

Uh, heck, I dunno. Have a movie.

The Best of 2008!

Wow, I should probably update this on occasion. Anyways, happy new year, all! And what better way to get things going than by complaining about the previous 12 months. Let's be honest: 2008 was a pretty awful year for anime, all things cons...

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Fall '08 season - picks so far

Wow, I haven't updated this thing in more than three months. Now that our worlds are being ranked and all, I suppose I'd better get crackin'! So - there's a new season with a truckload of brand new shows, and I'm slowly sifting thr...

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Brief Update

I haven't been around much, have I? Lots of stuff's been happening. I graduated with my M.A. a few weeks ago, and now have to plan on what to do for Ph.D studies in the fall; I just upgraded my computer a week ago, and have been doing a lot of work getting it up to speed; I have a new job entertaining/tutoring kids for the summer, which is fun but exhausting.

The good news is that I now have ten pages of a new article written, and with any luck I can finish the thing in the next few weeks (I won't say what it is yet, since the last time I did that it ended up jinxing me). The tough part this time is the structure: it's like a circle (or a spiral) going past the same bits with different results, and that makes it tough to work out exactly how to put things down. In any case, I don't consider this practice writing like I did my previous articles - this is philosophically serious, as much so as anything I've done recently. There's also, of course, the ever-present question of whether anyone around theO nowadays will be remotely interested in an article like this, but I guess it's no use worrying about that.

Sorry for the short and uneventful post. I make up for it with IOSYS and Miyazaki grannies:

GOUGAI GOUGAI GOUGAI

Well, I finished Utena. Yes, including the movie. I'd been told about the car thing, of course, but uh... I was kind of expecting it to be an odd little throwaway that would take three minutes, tops, not a sequence that would occup...

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