- Created By Wakusei Aoshi
I'm do TrueStory's meme~ It looks much more interesting than many meme's I've done.
Your age is between 10-15.
Your age is between 16-23.
Your age is between 25-30
Your age is above 30+
Your name starts with A-G.
Your name starts with E-K.
Your name starts with L-R.
Your name starts with S-Z.
You love your name. (I like it, wouldn't say I love it 'cause that suggests some sort of attachment to my name that is past normal attachment)
You hate your name.
Your name is pretty okay.
You're something not listed.
You're unsure. (I'm both because although I say I am heterosexual, I have gotten to the point where I have just seen sexuality as an object and not as an experience so I don't actually know.)
You have brunette hair.
You have blond(e) hair.
You have black hair.
You have ginger/red hair.
You have dyed hair.
You have freckles.
You have a "beauty mark."
Your eyes are brown.
Your eyes are hazel.
Your eyes are green.
Your eyes are blue.
Your eyes are another color. (Blue gray green yeah! Point of debate for many. I'll just keep with that description)
You wear glasses.
You wear contacts.
You love the way you look.
You hate the way you look.
You think that you're pretty decent looking. (Everyone is pretty decent looking. Even the people who look like the most beautiful people ever have some defect, but then that's only if you are looking for the defect, and most people are when they look in the mirror)
You're kind. (I'd like to think so)
You're beyond shy.
You consider yourself to be weird. (No I don't, and it does bother me a little bit when people tell me I am even though they don't mean it as an insult)
You think that you're annoying.
You're a jerk with a heart of gold. (Dunno what that means! XD I am jerk even though I don't mean to be?)
You're just a jerk.
You're a bit of a crybaby.
You're happy 24/7. (Now, how can all be all these things and still happy? Because I am an optimistic pessimist! I like to see good in bad things, but still think bad things!)
Police abusing power.
Going to prison.
Everything. (I think I am also philophobic (fear of romance) 'cause I fit the description of phobia towards romance)
The sound of rain.
New music by your favorite artist. (kikuo fffffff)
The smell of coffee.
Going out to eat.
Cuddling your pet(s)
Knowing you are loved.
Drawing something and it turns out right.
Watching your favorite movie.
When the pain stops.
Going to the beach.
Seeing bad people get punished. (No, nobody should be punished. Reforming guys, not punishing. But then reforming could also cause psychological damages, but this is a grey topic)
You've broken a bone, or multiple bones.
You've been in a car crash.
You've almost died before.
You've had a serious cut.
You're had stitches.
You've been badly burned.
You've been attacked by an animal. (my cat, but not so bad. I could control the situation)
You've had a tooth, or teeth removed before.
You have/had braces.
You wear dentures.
You have insomnia.
You've had a form of cancer, but survived.
You currently have a form of cancer.
You have epilepsy.
You have seizures.
You have tourettes.
You have dyslexia.
You have anxiety.
You have depression.
You have dysthymia.
You have bipolar disorder.
You have down syndrome.
You have Histrionic personality disorder.
You have OCD.
You have schizophrenia.
You have autism.
You have antisocial personality disorder.
You have asperger Syndrome.
You have something else not listed.
Deep/personal questions. (Optional, you can skip if you want.) (Bros, dun get mad at me for my beliefs. They just be beliefs, they are subject to change and most of my beliefs are quite out there anyway)
You agree with the death penalty.
You are against the death penalty.
You are pro-life.
You are pro-choice.
You are for gay marriage.
You are against gay marriage.
You have attempted suicide.
You have self-harmed.
You have taken drugs.
You have been drunk before.
You are a virgin.
You are not a virgin.
You are okay with open relationships.
You are against open relationships.
You have cheated before.
You have never cheated.
You've been cheated on.
You've been to a mental hospital.
You've seen a therapist. (I think I should, otherwise I don't know what the purpose of a therapist is...O.o; But there are too many negative stereotypes of people who go to therapy, I think that's wrong)
You've had a mental breakdown.
You've been too depressed to get out of bed.
You believe God is real.
You don't believe God is real.
You've had a miscarriage.
You've given up a child to adoption.
You still live with your parents. (I go to college, but I don't have the money not to live with my parents)
You support war.
You're against war.
You like to set fires.
If you could get away with it, you would kill someone. (Naw, that doesn't solve anything, that just makes bigger mysteries.)
You would kill someone for a million dollars. (not worth it. What would I do for a million dollars?)
You would rather save an animal than a human. (because the human has loads of people supporting their safety and the animal has very few people supporting it. If the person died many people would be sad, could the same be said for an animal?)
You've robbed someone.
You've beaten up a person.
Your'e been to prison.
You hate your parents.
You hate your whole family.
You hate yourself.
You love yourself and hate everyone.
If you could, you would blow up the whole world. (see Otogizoushi; Basically just because you think the world is bad and the only way to restore it would be by destroying it you are missing a lot about the world because the bad in it is the good and unending greatness is bad <-- this is my belief, not the conclusion of Otogizoushi, but that is a major topic is discusses)
I just want to relieve some stress right here, also so you guys know I'm alive~ :D
I just keep ignoring deviantart, theotaku, and other art places 'cause I want to stop thinking about the need to post art on there, even though I should. I just don't feel like doing any finished art pieces right now...Every time I try to finish a pic I just feel like it looks hideous or I get bored with it. I think I will get better in Spring semester. I think the problem is just that I have been learning drawing and sketching techniques and not coloring techniques, so I don't feel like posting any actual pictures right now.
I also really like traditional art and feel like I am having more fun doing that than digital. My lines on the computer are just aren't as clean as when I draw traditionally. My camera doesn't have any batteries in right now so no pictures of that.
That's due to some laziness...just don't feel like looking for batteries/going out in the cold to buy some batteries.
I have been working on my comic though! But I feel stressed out by it because I think it looks like crap and when I come to that conclusion then I can't get myself to draw the next page even though I keep telling myself 'You just need to do it, you will get better later' And it takes me sooo long to do a page...;m; Actually, that's not true. Depending on my mood it'll take me anywhere from 20 minutes to the entire day.
I am not patient when it comes to art. All the stuff you see in my portfolio has been done in under 10 hours. After 10 hours I just give up. I need to get over that, but meh...too much effort.
I have 20 more pages to do and 10 more pages to clean up. And I haven't even put the text and sfx in...mehhh....so much work. I wanted to finish by christmas, but that's not happening.
Also my arm has been hurting a lot. I am wondering if it's because of the cold weather or that I have been using it too much to draw manga. I don't feel like I've been using it that much...O.o; It just really hurts...so I've just been playing pokemon.
I got Pokemon Alpha Sapphire as a present during the holiday that my family celebrates instead of Christmas. I also got Persona 4, but I'm afraid to play it 'cause my house has no sound proofing and the voice acting in those games embarrass the heck out of me...Also the music is mostly rap and it's just and awkward game to play in front of my family. Also Pokemon Alpha Sapphire~! *3* I'm just gonna do everything in that game 'cause there is so much to do and so much I know how to do unlike some other games where it just sounds like overwhelming amount of work to do and I don't care that much, but Alpha Sapphire is coming from my childhood. If I complete that then I would feel like I did a service to my childhood.
So I've been attached to that game and can't get myself to do anymore manga pages...;orz
I just need one punch man or some manga to update so I can get inspired by some mangoes instead of video games.
I'd show you guys a preview of it, but I can't find a page that is good on it's own...which is also a problem...guhhh...blahh...Just want to get this over with, but my hand won't do it. I keep making scribble-y messes which don't make any sense and just make the page look ugly instead of drawing what I have as an outline...blahhh...
I also got some stuff for doing manga traditionally. I got mango paper, pen nibs, and ink. What am I missing here? The pen handle! I can't do anything 'cause I just have nibs and not handle...guhh...I also got some grey toned prismacolor markers which I plan to use instead of tones. Can't really replace tones with markers, but it'll give a slightly more fuller look them and tones are COMPLETELY necessary even though they make me feel better.
I am leaving next Monday to go spend some time with distant family members so I would like to get my stuff done by then, but that's probably not going to happen.
I've also been trying to make SFX that are japanese, but I am having a hard time finding japanese equivalents for what I want to say. Actually...I think half of my sfx aren't even real, they just sound like how I think something sounds...I also want to translate this into japanese and post it on pixiv.
I was wondering, though, when I finish this chapter, should I post it all at once, one page per week, a few pages per week, or what?
I have about 45 pages (I think, again, 20-or so aren't drawn yet).
The last of my pages are in color and I can't tell if that means it won't take as long or it'll take longer...probably the latter...Mehh. But they are action so I won't have to worry about the lineart which stresses me out the most. It's just every line I try to make ends up being squiggly, unlike traditionally. Nobody notices the squiggliness on paper, but on the computer it's just sooo so obvious. Maybe it has something to do with my pressure sensitivity, maybe its up too high...O.o;
Welp, that's what's been going on. Just a lot of working on manga and ignoring these websites 'cause I'm lazy.
I am gonna take an Anime and Manga class for my school's winter term which I am excited about since it's my favourite professor and a class that I really really care about, but I think it'll mainly be analysis rather than creation...I worry about how much homework there will be 'cause my friends took this last year and they told me that it had soo much homework, but I think the crazy amount of homework they were talking about was making manga, which I understand, but I have gotten to the point where it doesn't take me too long to do 10 pages, but it takes me forever to do 45 pages ('cause I run out of stamina). I guess it just takes more practice.
I'm just disappointed 'cause I planned on finishing this webcomic quick enough to work on some other comics that I planned on working on and that's just not happening...also I don't have a nib holder! ;m; So I won't be working on those comics anyway....
So'p (new word, just brings about the feels of right now...so+welp, and welp isn't a word either soooo...so'p)
I haven been on here in FOREVER!
I feel so bad, just when I was complaining about nobody being on here...;m;
My excuse is just school...
And also that I like to look at all the stuff in my feed and also commenting on it if I can, but I subscribe to too many people to be able to do that..;orz Eventually it becomes overwhelming, especially with homework.
So I have been ignoring theO once that stuff started piling up and I had so much homework...
I opened up Chromium today to find that all my tabs were closed...sooooooo...By reflex I just logged on here again and I feel so bad that it even got that bad! ;m;
Not only that but I was reading multiple let's plays and now I don't know where I am in the let's plays! ;m; NUUUU
I think I will just go over a few things in my feed...Sorry if I don't get to anything you probably actually care about and missed a lot of stuff or something...I blame school...
Also I still haven't finished the first chapter of that manga I be talking about. 'cause I am sooo freaking lazy..blah...I keep moving the deadline. Also homework. It's not really my priority right now 'cause homework....and when I was trying to work on homework, comics, and dance it got really stressful so I had to no be so strict. I have half of it done, and I realized the action scenes are really bad so I have been researching and studying actions scenes from manga to figure out how to make it better.
Biggest problem I am facing is that my art style keeps changing for each page...;m; STAHP IT MEEE...;M;
Right now I am sick....with something....My friend had mono, and I hope I don't have mono either...but ya never know. I don't share food or water with anyone so it's very unlikely...
Welp, I'll go get on that looking through my feed thing...but I will probably have terrible comments 'cause I have a terrible headache and feel all loopy and dizzy...Had a presentation today that I have been worrying about for weaks and just did something then. Dunno if I even spoke in English...
Also wanna play some vidya games....>3>
Oh and Psycho Pass recently has been INSANE! ;M;
I think I got too used to the hectic-ocity of last week that I finished my homework way too early. I used today and bits of yesterday to just WASTE TIME LISTENING TO MUSIC, DRAWING, AND LOOKING ART.
So all of these are from this morning and last night...;orz
After 3 hours of figure drawing I was still in the drawing mood so I drew a female Ash Crimson and various other drawings of Ashy-kins. To be honest, though, the female Ash was actually supposed to be B.B. Hood but I messed up on her outfit and overall proportions...;orz
I redrew some old pics of mine. One on far left is of Klan, middle is of Andrea Cavalcanti (kinda wanna draw more 'o le charactes from Count of Monte Cristo now), on the right is my Vocaloid OC Ran, in the middle is Tim and Rick~ (<333) workin' on dem poses.....And then a redraw of a really old pic with my OC Yasei and what's-her-face I forgot her name. And then a dead Hinata at the bottom that I am surprised fit in the picture! XD
MORE GABE AND STEFAN AND NOLAND AND MOONLIT DREAM'S CHARACTERS 'CAUSE I BE LAZY...And also her characters are soooo unlike mine that I feel like it a work out on my brain trying to draw them. I honestly need much more manlier characters...-3-
I also drew some Poe...trying to draw more full body sketches than just sketches of faces...But...clothes just freak me out. If I could draw everyone naked it'd be great! :D Also I am terrible with coming up with poses...;orz
You also gots me otha characters typical of meh sketchy book like the unnamed prince and fairy peeps and then a dash of Klan 'cause EVERY PAGE MUST HAVE KLAN. Also there is a rare bit of Reese on the page. Dunno what urged me to draw him...I think I was drawing somebody else and it just came out as Reese.
Dito from Drakengard 3~ I really love Dito for some reason...even though he is a terrible character...but OHMAIGAHHH SHOOOTTTAAAA~! <333 Can't get enough of shouta characterssss...Plus his rendering is so BOOTIFUL (and by bootiful I mean beautiful, not full of booty...not too big a fan of le butts)
Just look at dat face. (that's actually the pic I was drawing) He's got a LONG EARRING. I mean, that's like 100 points for Griffindor I mean I just can't. But he's a terrible character, I mean as annoying as a butt (them butts and me just can't get along).
Also a terrible pic of Ana nude...somehow I gave her the body type of a skinny boy and then I realized this looked so wrong and just kept scribbling. Stuff in the corner are me trying to replicate the styles of me fave artists: Yoshiyuki Sadamoto, Kinu Nishimura, and Tatsuyuki Tanaka. My pen was being stupid and just being supah inky so I shaded the crap outta the Tatsuyuki Tanaka styled one and just ruined it 'cause it did look quite fab before then.
It is as the top of the pic says. I played: draw character from member. So leik...yeah...read le names....Judge me. PLEASE JUDGE ME! Santa makes me sad...I can never draw him....And Ash was totes easy 'cause lotsa pages of Ash. When it doubt draw Ash or Klan. These are mah rules. Oh and Sasuke or Griffith.
Actually the characters I draw the most are probably:
Prince and Fairy
Killua, Hisoka, and Illumi! I drew Killua in different styles and then tried a more me-ish style on the left and it was just all over fail. Can't work. Gotta make a different style. I test my styles by drawing different characters. If I can't draw each type of character then I fail and must find a new style.
Yup dat's all for tonight~ It's good that I keep drawing but...this needs ta stahp...I need to do my actual homework. I feel like I have tons more homework to do...
Politics homework for Friday, Religion homework for Friday, Studying for Religion test, Art homework (sketches from book), Art homework (drawing from life/human statue), writing/finishing statement of interest for internship, writing a paragraph for dance class about dance video/watching dance videos, japanese homework, japanese studying, japanese research? (I dunno if I am supposed to be working on a semester long paper or nottt???)...
Actually this isn't so much. I feel like I can tackle in my free time over the weekend since I am used to doing all the homework from last weeeeeekkkk....:D
Sorry I be rambling so much....;orz
Here's a sketchdump like I said I would do~
Tamamori Yuta in the middle~ A poorly drawn Guts in the top right hand corner. He looks like a girrrlll! ;m; Also I did not draw him with his eye closed which is oh so wrong. I need to work on manly men characters...meh
Trying to figure out how to draw Ikuya...I knew how to for a moment and then I forgot! ;m;
This is the page with the successful Ikuya drawings~ :D Ikuya is the guy with long hair drawn. This is how I imagine him to look but have never been able to draw himmm...
Then I tried drawing Hisoka and I think I am satisfied with his look. Big lips, big eyebrows, big eyes, small nose = supah kawaiiness.
Main character of Bloodlust whom I've just realized has no name! Oh wellz, I get to that later. I was designing his outfit. I feel like I got it down a bit more...but...he's probably gonna have a lot of different outfits..;orz GUHH! Maybe I should choose a more easier setting...'cause I can totes do that, but le significance of le meanings...bawww...
I wanted him to have golden hair, but now I am debating if I should make him completely black. We were talking about Krishna in religion class and I completely forgot that Krishna was supposed to be all black. I kinda want to make a completely black character who is also beautiful like Krishna. This is when I realized that my main character is...very much like Krishna anyway....Like he feels really godlike in a way....I am wondering if I could use that somehow?
Drawing Ana because I drew Ikuya and Hisoka before. In conclusion, Ana is so much easier to draw. I can draw billions of her! But what style should I choose? I want a kind of rounder version of Yoshiyuki Sadamoto's style...'cause why not?
GRIFFITHHHH!!! And Kento Nakajima~ I then tried drawing a pretty girl but she looks like an alien. Hence meh comment of 'I can't draw pretty girls' Since Kento Nakajima was totes so easy.
I have fluctuating times in which I can draw pretty boys and pretty girls.
I don't remember why I was doing this. I think I finished my homework early or somethingggg??? I wish I could finish my homework early nowww...THIS WEEK IS TOO BUSY FOR ME HOMEWORK-WISE! Internship applications, papers (short papers, but still), art homework (takes up time), roommate's birthday (tomorrow...with no plansss...UGHHH!! TT^TT), family weekend, and many more things which I am forgetting BAAAAHHHH
This pic has a lot going on! XD
We have a pic of Ash Crimson at the top right in Kentaro Miura's style of drawing Griffith. Ash Crimson drawn in random style at the bottom right. I drew Dio Eraclea from Last Exile and Ghirahim in Kentaro Miura's Griffith style as well 'cause...white hair characters...:3 Then we gots a poorly drawn Griffith in the top right corner....And then A mad Griffith in the middle with his Behelit (of course). And then in Griffith's eye we have a small image of Guts 'cause canon
Dats it bros!