This world is the exact opposite of my other worlds.I created this world because my friends said "you need to cheer up" and that I needed to create a world that would make me seem more approachable.Like I want other people to tell me that I need to cheer up.
Any ways I hope you guys and girls enjoy this world because it's a world of pure joy,mischeif,and jokes.Sometimes this world will also contain a few of my darker poems,as well as a few other things.

I hate having a headache!

My day is going relatively well.If you count having a really bad,and really huge headache having a good day.Ugh.I need some pain-killers.Right now.I just wished I could go home right now and sleep this huge headache off.But my mom is a real BITCH when it comes to letting her children stay home on a school day,like today.
I hate having to go to school.Even if it is my last year.I like coming to school to see my friends but doing work is just plain old boring.I mean,come on.Would it hurt our teachers to let us have some time to do whatever it is we want.But no,they want us to do work,work,work,and more work.Argh.I just wished May were already here so I could sleep in while my sister and brother went to school for the day.
Man am I ever so tired.I stayed awake until my mom came into my room and told me to go to bed.That was around 11:30 last night.It wasn't exactly late at night but I'm still tired.And BORED AS HELL!I need something to cheer me up,or rather someone.LOLI should do something really stupid to make people laugh.Or just...I don't know.What can I do to make my day a little more fun?Ah well,I guess I should get back to doing my school work for now.Before the teacher gets mad at me and starts one of his major bitch lectures.

Sooo Tired!!!

Gawd I hate it when the senirs have to do portfolio's.I especially hate it because of the autobiography part.Well that and the part where you have to get all your past school work together and put in your portfolo.
Ugh.Man I so want to go back home and get back in bed.*yawn*I'm so tired I think that taking a little nap sounds good right about now.But since I'm in Senior English I can't because the teacher is usually so bitchy he talks about how dumb it is for seniors,high school students especially,to want to go to sleep in class and not do their work.If you were in my situation you'd know why we like to sleep during class and not during some other time of the day,believe me it's that boring.Well gotta go,he's gonna give us one of his famous "lectures" of the day.

Jeevan

He stands there in all his glory
Looking like a god of war
Bringing about destruction upon the lands
Beckoning young souls to his side and making them do his bidding

He looks out over the horizon
And smiles
For what he sees is a land left in complete ruin
A land left in complete chaos
A land left in complete decay
The one responsible for all this destruction,chaos,and decay
Is him
He created all this detsruction
Because he felt he had a right to
He created chaos
Because hethought it would be nice to have some fun
He left in his wake decay
Because new life could start from anything
Nothing could stop him
Nothing could sway him from his purpose
No one would be able to make him stop his silly little games of death
No one could even think to stand up to him in battle
For he would strike them down before they even had a chance to defend themselves
He would never let anyone defeat him in battle
No matter what
For he is responsible for bringing new life into the world
And he wouldn't let anyone sway him from his purpose
Never
Because it's what he was born to do
And his name
Should anyone ever want to know before he delivers the killing blow
His name is Jeevan

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The irony in it all
To truly be like me
You'd have to kill those you loved
You'd have to kill them without a second thought
You'd even have to make sure you killed them the first time
Otherwise you'd have to do it all over again
Once you've killed those you loved deeply
You'd have to kill way more people
Innocents to be honest
People who didn't do anything to you
But people whom were in the wrong place at the wrong time
You'd have to kill for no reason at all

In order to be like me,
Truly be like me,
You'd have to walk down a dark path
Where the only source of light is your soul
Where you have no one to turn to
Where you have only yourself,
Your sorrow,
Your honor,
Your regrets,
Your rage,
Your self-loathing,
Your old self,
Your lost happiness,
And your loneliness as your only companions
Where your only sense of honor comes from love that you felt for people whom you cared about
Those whom you killed without a second thought
You'd have to kill thousands of people because it was what you felt was right
You'd have to kill and fight
You'd have to conjure up an amry of darkness
You'd have to lead that army
You'd lead that army to kill everyone in your path
You'd let that army create complete chaos
And while your standing there in the middle of all the chaos
You look up to the sky and drink the blood pouring like rain from above
Then you'd find what survivors you could from the chaos you've created
Line them up in a huge area
And kill them one by one
Never once thinking about what you are about to do
Destroying their last hope of a normal life
A life where they had a family
A life where they had happiness
A life where they had love
A life you've just destroyed in the blink of an eye
And when you've killed the last of them
You will stand at the top of the world of chaos, death, and destruction you've just created
And scream to the heavens for forgiveness
Only when the heavens answer
It's not forgiveness that they give
Instead the heavens give you damnation
But they don't kill you
They let you live
They let you live with all the deaths and taint on your soul
So that you have nothing left in you but deep sorrow and regret
And every night when you sleep
You can hear the cries and accusations of those you killed
And one day when you are out walking a dark path
You will see all the souls of the people you have killed
You will look into their eyes and see what you have taken from them
You will see the happiness you have taken from them
You will see the life you have taken from them
As you stand there and look into their eyes
You will wonder why you did it
You will ask yourself
'Why did I kill all of those people?'
'What kind of monster am I?'
'Do I deserve to live after what I've done?'
Once you've found your answer to these questions
You will do something no one has ever imagined
You will walk to a lake
You will walk into the lake
And let the water surround you with its essence
You swim to the deepest and coldest part of the lake
Then you dive deep into the water and let it surround you
While surrounded by the water
You realize something is happening
The water of the lake is purifying you
At first you don't know what to do
But then you accept what the water is trying to do without further struggle
When the water is done purifying you
You swim to the surface and find that everything is as you had left it,
Destroyed,ruined,dead,poisonous,and lifeless;
Once you find out everything is normal
You continue to swim in the deep depths of the lake
And let time pass you by
Never once regretting what your about to do
You continue to swim
But this time your not swimming for a little fun
Your swimming for many reasons
But none of them remain very clear to you
Once you've reached the desired area
You float on the currents of the deep water of the lake
You close your eyes
Allowing yourself to absorb the power of the lake
And let yourself go

That is what you have to do
To be truly like me

Hell,the Forgotten Realm

He was always there for me
Every time I needed him,but
Lately he hasn't even shown his face,I
Long to see his face so much

The need to see his face is beyond bearable,if
He showed his face now
Everyone would break out in tears

For years he's been gone and
Over time my heart has grown cold and filled with anger
Regrettably I can't stand it anymore;having to
Grow cold hearted towards the ones I love
Oh,but I am the lady of the darkness and I want
To rain death on this world,
To bring this world to it's utter destruction;
Even though I would die along with them and I have
Never wanted anything more than to die with the ones I love

Remebering my lover's face is hard on me
Even though I know he's out in the world
All alone in his misery
Leaving me to suffer alone here amongst the souls of the dead
Many of whom no belong to Hell,just like me