@aizome:

the last PM from her was on 3/13

the last fanart comment was 3/31

and it's been so long in the comment page she's not even there

i was unsubscribed again as well as on her LJ

i've sent her a PM

amd made a ecard specifically to try to get a message across
as well as the wallie to get another mesage across

i mean i'm on every night from 9 til past midnight and i never get PMs comments or any kind of contact from her anymore.....

i get the busy schedule but i don't understand the nonexistant contact

she has said before that i was a valued friend but now
now that has been overshadowed by doubt

i don't know what to do anymore

if this friendship is dead
why keep lying to myself?

why deny the cold truth? optimism can only go so far

I think TW has long days at work and probably doesn't have the time to stay much online....so I don't blame her....I supposed to be studying for tests and term papers, but.....Here I am.....stretching my time to its limits and going on the edge.....I guess when i'll have a job, I seriously doubt I'll 'swing' from job to online activity so easily.....
Who knows what caught her like this...wait....how long is it since she last contacted you? or, let me rephrase.....When was the last time you got feedback from her?*curious*