I actually know how it feels to be like that, and it hurts. You said pretty much what I couldn't. I have to thank you, because I constantly hurt.

The card is filled with the contradicting substances that make up human souls as a whole...the strife, the loneliness and the hopelessness of wishing, many times full of the awareness that such wishing is an empty unheard shout of a despair that won't come to pass...

awww... that ish so beautiful and touching. good job. ^^