Time has it's own way of letting go 
Time has it's own way of
letting go of something
you really treasure
for so long.....
It is painful...Really it is...
But the vindication you'll feel
After the process is
Worth Keeping for a LIFETIME....
This is my first ecard for IchigoShirayuki's "What's the Matter" challenge...
I hope this will be alright for the challenge...
Anyways, I made this challenge because, I was always rejected by my classmates when I was in elementary( maybe at the grades 1-5). they told me that my attitude isn't accurate to their taste...even though I am doing almost everything for them to like me, it didn't worked...they still hate me for who I am, and I don't know why....
I tried to be nice and quiet, I hid all of my attitude except for those, and I changed my personality into another one..but even though, I already changed myself, they told me I am not true to them,and they told me that I am fake! and it's not the real me that they knew lots of years ago...
Within a week after,I can't go back into what I am before...that time, they realized that I really did my best to change myself...and they already admit it...they aren't mad at me in my sight...but I know, deeply, they are still mad at me inside...
one day, my father asked me if I want to transfer to a bigger school and I said it's alright, I ain't going to be mad if I will just transfer...
in that school,I found lots of friends, true friends...and I'm so happy that they like me for who I am now...
and finally,I found my one and only, best friend in that school...
I noticed that it was really a nice school for me...my father was a really good picker when it comes to me.for my own good and I thank him so much for that...
And now, I realized that my old school wasn't good enough for me when it comes to my classmates..but their teachers were really good and their really nice.. they always support me...
Now in my new school,(anyway I am still here in the school where I was transferred)I was loved here, and I noticed that not every person hates me...
I noticed that, there are some people which hates me and some people who likes me...
Now, I found the solution to make my miserable life, into a life that I really wish for...and it is, to live happily with my parents and true friends...
and it is because, I now that they won't leave me forever...
But for what had happened to me for the past years,until now, it still bothers me.Like,whenever it pops up in my mind, I feel like I am so depressed and I feel like, I DON'T BELONG IN THIS WORLD...
And that's where I am starting to frown and be quiet for the whole week...
*IchigoShirayuki: thank you for making this challenge...thank you for giving me a chance to share my experiences from my childhood to you or to all of the members of TheO that is taking a look to my card...Thank you very much for that...
Time taken: 2 hours
Edited from: Paint
Font: Sogeo Script, Cambria
Quote: originated from me
Picture:www.google.com(I forgot the link.I only remember the website)
*the only difference from the original picture is the borders and the real size and also the added quote...
Hope you'll like my card....
