I only saw this until now. >o< May I join? This sounds interesting~ I might not be able to enter because of school and stuff, but I'll try my best! X33
and the planet continues to turn.....knock knock who's there? i'm the echo that repeats itself.
it meant: u say sorry....and the planet continues to turn, nothing changing. u knock and u hear an echo, an echo repeats itself and u just hear the same thing over and over again.
nice....i used to be the only girl at my table, until a girl invited me to sit with them. i just sat at a table full of boys cause there wasn't any place else to sit and i was to shy to sit anywhere else. i never talked either.
i don't think i want to but it probably wouldn't bother me cause i'm still used to Wesley telling me sex jokes[really really perverted ones] at lunch. i can't believe i dated him...
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
lol well maybe if it was misbehaving xD
but no,i mean blow up the image as in on the tool bar there is this icon that looks like a rectangel and it has an arrow on it,and it allows u to "Blow up" or "expand" the image
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
if its 1024x768 then it will let u submit it
but if ur using GIMP,I click the "Image" thing at the top and click "canvas size" type that in and then i click the thing that looks like a chain and that makes it the right size
it takes me a bit to get over things, little things i can get over quickly, big things linger.
i see.....i'm the type of person that trust easily though. not all the time, sometimes....it depends.
i ask a lot of questions because i'm naturally curious. like a cat. only cats can't ask questions lol
its school for me....stress, mood swings, lots of things....
no need to be but its ok. i am sorry too.
what do u mean already? *got confused*
yesterday all i wanted to do was cry....i want to cry right now.
things for me,have gotten very little better.things are still horrible for me.
its just who i am,i cant trust any too much
if i say "i think" then it means im just voicing my mind
people always ask me things,and im not fund of questions
i dont know why im like i am now either,i think its just school for me and soccer,and all these pains and problems im having.and that stuff has just gotten to me too much
*sighs* more emotional abuse than physical abuse....i still remember what people have said to me because it hurt me so much. those people only looked at my appearance, but Amanda didn't, she saw for who i was and not what i looked like. that never happened before. ever since i met her things have gotten better for me.....but still i know your pain. and it makes me sad really.
i trust way to easily.....i even trust you who does not trust me. i would never betray you. me caring how u feel proves that, i don't want u to hurt.
that was a misunderstanding on my part....i didn't pay attention to the "I think".
i don't always ask, but i am nosy. i didn't know it annoyed you.
i don't fully understand why i have been depressed lately. i think i'm in the first stages of depression. i'm upset with myself because i've been getting so upset lately. i don't feel like myself. i mean saying i hate myself is not me....i hate that i am like this now.
u have done nothing wrong......when ur upset i think its me and i get upset with myself like i am. all those other times, u were upset i thought that i caused it. its ok, but u don't need to be sorry. u have done nothing wrong. i did.
i have more time then u do,and im always looking things up
im not physically abused much,but i have been emotionally abused everyday of my life.People only look at me for my skin and totally avoid me,the only way i have made friends is probably cuz people felt bad for me,but my best friends became my friends because the truly looked and saw who i was.But even now,and even you and them....i cant trust anyone with my life or my Love,cuz i know at one point in time if i give someone that....there going to break it
truely its my fault for starting this whole thing.i really am sorry about everything i have ever done
thing with that is,its my thought,i know i dont know what u like and dont like,im not amanda i dont know you ask much as her.Im a person who speaks my mind if i say "i think..." it means its my opinion.i dont truly mean that is exactly how it is
i get asked stuff that involve everything i do,and sometimes i lose count of how many times someone does it,i just get annoyed with it.
i only got as mad as i did,because im not myself lately.i dont even know who i really am
i am so truly sorry for everything i have said and done
yup, so i refuse to stoop so low because i want to keep my friends.
u watch more than me.
whatever, u don't get what i mean by that. *sighs*
actually i do know how u feel, i do. when i lived in GA everyday was hell. never had any friends, i was teased because of my weight and by how i looked. i was treated like a retard everyone was mean to me, my sister knows what i mean. everyday i cried in school because i was treated like crap, someone even hit me once. i refused to make friends, i was afraid to even go to school. words hurt and i've been hurt many times before. i've had my heart broken and i've had to leave loved ones which hurt the most. if u do not trust me that is fine, but i trust you.
sorry for upsetting you, i shouldn't have even said anything, even if what u said upset me. u really did hurt my feelings just so u know. i'm a delicate person that can be hurt by even the smallest thing. i've grown a spine over the years but still.
what upset me was:
"i dont think you would like the anime" now that i look back on it, it was not all that bad but i read into it way to much. it upset me because u don't really know if i'll like it or not, if i show interest it means i will more than likely like it. i have a feeling i might. but i no longer have the desire to try.
"u seem like i gotta tell u every anime i watch or read.and it makes me feel like u cant find ur own anime to watch and u want me to tell u everything i do.Makes me feel like ur a freaking leech" i have only asked u once about an anime, this the 2nd time out of interest. i DO find my own anime to watch i just listed many u never told me about. i never ask everything u do. so i'm not a leech just curious by nature.
now u know why i got angry.
I can't vent any other way. talking doesn't help anymore and i can't hit anything. i don't do it much, i just cut myself enough for it to hurt. i do it when upset with myself, i have a growing hatred of how i am. what i do to you and others makes me feel that way.
fuck that,i do not treat u like a Fool,i do not treat anyone like that unless they act it.ever since i started living in TN i have been treated like shit,and that is a long time.When u have been in my spot for as long as i have,u will realize what it feels like to be hurt and u cant always trust people.i do not fully trust my friends or u,i can not fully trust anyone.So if u are in my position u would understand what it feels like its nothing
trust me,u will regret doing it when u take it way to far.thats why i do not hurt myself physically,if i wanted to hurt myself i would do it emotionally due to...know one will see it nor would they care.thats how i can get over things without help of others
i could've gone off on you a lot worse than u can even imagine, but i have been taught that it solves nothing. if i went off on you u would hate me and would never want to speak to me again.
i never have time to watch anime or buy manga often, so its been awhile since i last seen them, but i know i like them....like not love.
i love Elemental Gelade, DearS, Chobits, and Tactics though.
i've been treated worse. and u do treat me like that sometimes[telling me what i won't like for EX]. and u don't want me asking u about your anime, so u obviously care what i do. i'm making u happy, u don't want me to ask or show interest, so i won't. now i want to know what u said.
actually i won't regret it. pain inflicted Physically hurts at first but heals with time. pain inflicted mentally lasts forever. i only do this when i'm upset. so i can show my pain and so that i can feel the pain i caused others.
no longer will i show any interest in your interest, hope ur happy. i'm sure u are. please do not ignore my request. i'm tired of being treated like a fool, retard, idiot etc. what the hell did u just say?
no if you'll excuse me i need to look for a knife, i'm gonna make my cut on my foot a little deeper. *looks for a knife*
i will indeed do as i please. thats why i looked up the anime cause i wanted too. i will do what i want even if it pisses u off.
i'm not as dumb as u think i am. under my mask is an intelligent person, i just keep it to myself. i can think for myself and i'm tired of u acting like u know what i like, what i don't like and what i think, i make my own decisions.
*sighs* finally i could get that out. tired of not telling u how i felt really. stay mad all u fucking like but i'm an honest person.
i hate that anime!
hmmmm....have u heard of these anime/manga?
Dears
Elemental Gelade
Chobits
Moon Phase
Shakugan No Shana
I, My Me! Strawberry eggs!
Lost Universe
Negima
Detective Loki
Pita-Ten
Kare-Kano
Ai Yori Aoshi
Azumanga Daioh
Chibi Vampire
Evangelion
Eureka Seven
Kekkaishi
Mar
Plus Anima
Ranma 1/2
Rave Master
Rosario+Vampire
Rozen Maiden
Rurouni Kenshin
Sakura Wars
School Rumble
Someday's Dreamers
Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Yu Yu Hakusho
MagicalxMiracle
Guardian Hearts
those are all the anime/manga i like that i know i've never told u about. each a different genre. i happened to stumble upon them and like them. i don't have as much free time as u and to buy manga i need to use my own money so i haven't finished most of them but they are anime/manga i like/love.
i will no longer ask u about any anime/manga u like anymore, never ever as long as u stop treating me like an idiot and acting as if u know what i like, what i will like, what i don't like, and what i won't like. u can act that way as long as u have your facts straight and all those other times u did NOT have your facts straight. so i will never show any interest in your likes anymore, just please for God sake stop acting like a know it all, treating me like a fool, and thinking u know what i won't like. because that shit pisses me off.
i know very well what an Epidemic is and i like anime like this. the pic of Rin just freaked me out cause u never see her like that and i was kidding. [most of the things i say aren't serious and shouldn't be taken to heart]. this coming from the person that didn't like higurashi, its a confusing anime and its bloody and intense! u said it confused you. nice try but i'm not as dumb as u think i am. i love Gore and creepy anime and vampires!
i don't always ask, i read ur bio on ur youtube channel, didn't even know u seen all those animes. i have only asked u twice and i only asked cause i was interested. and i never ask everything u do. i'm not a leech and u saying that makes me think ur a Pregnant female dogbitch.
i hate Bakuman, horrible anime that ripped off beyblade and i don't like letter bee, i read a chapter of it and it bored me to tears.
lol funny thing is, u act like u know what i like and what i'm thinking but u don't. u can't read my mind, i can think for myself. *laughs* all of the animes i've watched/read i found on my own.
i hate know it alls, u act as if u know what i like, what i'm thinking and u treat me like i can't think for myself. i find is so fucking hularious that u thought i would like letter be and bakuman! i hate those animes! *smiles*
Last edited by hellokatty at 5:16:14 PM CDT on October 7, 2010.
thing is that i dont think you would like the anime
I know u like the horror kinda stuff,but this might freak u out(i freaked u out with that Rin pic and this stuff is kinda the same),but why i think u might not like it is....It can get confussing and it has a lot of medical terms and big words.like do u know what an Epidemic is?
and what kinda annoys me,is that u seem like i gotta tell u every anime i watch or read.and it makes me feel like u cant find ur own anime to watch and u want me to tell u everything i do.Makes me feel like ur a freaking leech
Oh but here are two u might know and check out.watch or read Bakuman. and Letter bee,u might like those
Last edited by Naruto Uzamaki12 at 4:50:36 PM CDT on October 7, 2010.
hahaha, i knew you'd say u wouldn't tell me so i went to the link u gave me that has the picture, changed the link so that it would take me to the zerochan page that has the picture, and looked at the tags of it.
the anime is called Shiki and your boys are Mutou Toru and Yuuki Natsuno. the anime looks awesome, i will look into it!
i'm a smart and sneaky cookie, don't u agree? >w>
i figured that from looking at your cards! XD
Haruka is a demon eating Tengu, he eats demons. he has black wings.
btw. i'd love it if you'd tell me the name of that anime.
Last edited by hellokatty at 4:23:45 PM CDT on October 7, 2010.
lol it has to do with Japanese feudal era myth stuff! XD
its about an exorcist named Kantaro Ichinomiya that finds the demon eating Tengu and gives him a name making Kantaro his master. he named him Haruka.
its really funny and Haruka is a sexy beast! he is mine btw. >w>
omg! its so freakin' awesome and Haruka is a sexy beast! >w<
its just one of the anime/mangas i've finished!
get off ur butt and read or watch it! its awesome!
not sure if its ur thing though.
lol Kantaro is so funny! he is so evil! XD
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 11/19/10 | Reply
@EclipseDragon:
u can use all 3 if u like.its unlimited entries
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EclipseDragon
Otaku Legend | Posted 11/19/10 | Reply
Hmm. Ororon, Mao, or Laharl... This is gonna be tough... especially trying to find Ororon...
kandafan
Otaku Legend | Posted 10/29/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
kool~meow~
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/29/10 | Reply
@kandafan:
yeah you can
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kandafan
Otaku Legend | Posted 10/29/10 | Reply
can the text be funny?~meow~
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/22/10 | Reply
@Timcanpy14:
ur welcome!
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Timcanpy14
Grand Otaku | Posted 10/22/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
Thank you~ X33
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/22/10 | Reply
@Timcanpy14:
i hope u do and good luck
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Timcanpy14
Grand Otaku | Posted 10/22/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
Okay~ I'll try my best to make a wall with an amazing character in it (hopefully) ^^
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/21/10 | Reply
@Timcanpy14:
of course i want u in it!!i hope u can enter
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Timcanpy14
Grand Otaku | Posted 10/21/10 | Reply
I only saw this until now. >o< May I join? This sounds interesting~ I might not be able to enter because of school and stuff, but I'll try my best! X33
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/14/10 | Reply
@FujibayashiKyou24:
glad u can be apart of it ^^
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FujibayashiKyou24
Otakuite+ | Posted 10/14/10 | Reply
I'm totally joining! Awesome challenge!
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/12/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
they are hard to solve. XD
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/12/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i cant make em nor can i solve them
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i can make riddles, i just can't solve the ones i don't make.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i was never good at riddls
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
yeah, just felt like coming up with a riddle.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
ah okay then
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
and the planet continues to turn.....knock knock who's there? i'm the echo that repeats itself.
it meant: u say sorry....and the planet continues to turn, nothing changing. u knock and u hear an echo, an echo repeats itself and u just hear the same thing over and over again.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i never liked riddles
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
u didn't get my riddle......
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
O-o okay then
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
and the planet continues to turn.....knock knock who's there? i'm the echo that repeats itself.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/11/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
im sorry still
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
*sniffles* its ok...i just miss him a lot...;~;
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
I-im sorry
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
what u said reminds me of Scott. *cries* I MISS MY PRINCE CINNAMON BOOTS!!! DX
Last edited by hellokatty at 7:45:46 PM CDT on October 10, 2010.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
meh....not really when the tallest one hits u in the head with a plastic tray...but it was funny XD
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
must be nice. *tries to crack a smile*
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
all the guys i sit with are my friends,and 2 classmates.
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
nice....i used to be the only girl at my table, until a girl invited me to sit with them. i just sat at a table full of boys cause there wasn't any place else to sit and i was to shy to sit anywhere else. i never talked either.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
im the only girl at my lunch table -w-
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
4 boys and 6 girls....
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i sit with 5 boys so....yeah xD
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
so is mine. Kyler cracks me up. XD
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
my lunch table is hilarious
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
*sigh of relief* good. Wesley's jokes were horrible. gave me mental scars. T^T
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@:
thats perfectly fine
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xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/10/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
we dont make a lot of sex jokes,we just joke around and stuf xD
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i don't think i want to but it probably wouldn't bother me cause i'm still used to Wesley telling me sex jokes[really really perverted ones] at lunch. i can't believe i dated him...
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
hahaha u should see and hear me at lunch xD
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
ur more perverted than Scott on a Tuesday. >.>
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
can u show me the image?
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xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
well...u should know me xD
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
yeah i can cause i wasn't meaning for it to be perverted! XD
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
lol well maybe if it was misbehaving xD
but no,i mean blow up the image as in on the tool bar there is this icon that looks like a rectangel and it has an arrow on it,and it allows u to "Blow up" or "expand" the image
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
ah,well u could always blow it up
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xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
hey,i said it first u can not accuse me xD
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
yeah and ur the one who thought it was perverted!
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
lol xD
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xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
hey u said it
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
U PERVERT!!! XD
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
......*stopping self from saying something*
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
yeah! i love snow, so white and pretty. -w-
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
well is going to take while lol
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
it will in November and December. i said "soon" not "now". XD
Last edited by hellokatty at 6:35:01 PM CDT on October 9, 2010.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
dude its October,its not going to snow
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
cool! its going to snow soon so snow days! hip hip hooooray! -w-
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
are u having problems with the program or the Image?
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xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
alright,but if u need help just ask okay
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xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
if its 1024x768 then it will let u submit it
but if ur using GIMP,I click the "Image" thing at the top and click "canvas size" type that in and then i click the thing that looks like a chain and that makes it the right size
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
the size is 1024x768,thats the required size
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xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@:
enter enter!!
do u not know the height and width size?or do u not know how to change the size?tell me whats wrong and i'll see if i can help
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xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
we get a half day on the end of the semester exams.and we get a whole week off for Spring break after next week,which makes me happy
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
we have two half days, one next Friday and the Friday after that, then a 4 day weekend! XD
meh slower! =w=
Last edited by hellokatty at 2:49:26 AM CDT on October 9, 2010.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/09/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i only have to take 2,and we get a half day xD
meh slow -w-
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
lucky! we have to take like 3 finals every semester! DX
i'm slow like a snail that is mentally impaired! XD
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i just have an exam at the end of the semesters
i am too sometimes
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i have a quarter final next week and a semester final at the end of the first semester.
i'm slow lol
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i have exams at the end of the 2nd nine weeks
its okay
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i have finals next week and an essay due! DX
*thinks* oh i get it! gosh i'm so slow! sorry that i made u repeat yourself, i'm just slow. yeah i've always felt close to you.
i know you did.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
yeah it is
yeah
well i start my 2nd nine week thing starting next week so im going to be even more stressed
me too
its what i said before "i already feel close to u"
i did
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
its good that u can forgive and forget.
ok
i see. i can understand that.
school is my main thing that stresses me.
i'm glad.
no! tell me, i need to know what u meant.
i want to cry, but i just can't....
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i get over thing quickly unless it totally took me down
i dont want u to feel bad on my view of trust okay
i ask questions too,i just dont like being asked questions
almost anything right now will stess me out,i went off on my sister today cuz i was so stressed
u are forgiven
never mind then
i cried
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
it takes me a bit to get over things, little things i can get over quickly, big things linger.
i see.....i'm the type of person that trust easily though. not all the time, sometimes....it depends.
i ask a lot of questions because i'm naturally curious. like a cat. only cats can't ask questions lol
its school for me....stress, mood swings, lots of things....
no need to be but its ok. i am sorry too.
what do u mean already? *got confused*
yesterday all i wanted to do was cry....i want to cry right now.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/08/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i get over things on my own pretty fast so its no worry
its just how iv grown to realize how some people are
its alright
i just dont like questions that much
i was really cheerful,until the end of it.But for me its Soccer,school,and all these allergy problems and soccer wounds
i really am sorry about everything
i already felt close to u
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
it makes me sad that things are like that for you....
it is sad that u are forced to lose trust in people.
i did not understand that. i'm sorry.
people asking u questions sometimes mean they care.
perhaps it is just school getting to us. high school is a jungle and stresses me out. during the summer u were always so cheerful.
its ok. and i am very sorry as well for all those times i hurt you.
we are more alike than i thought. even emotionally we are the same. it makes me feel closer to you. *smiles a little but is about to cry*
Last edited by hellokatty at 9:35:01 PM CDT on October 7, 2010.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
things for me,have gotten very little better.things are still horrible for me.
its just who i am,i cant trust any too much
if i say "i think" then it means im just voicing my mind
people always ask me things,and im not fund of questions
i dont know why im like i am now either,i think its just school for me and soccer,and all these pains and problems im having.and that stuff has just gotten to me too much
i am still truely sorry
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
*sighs* more emotional abuse than physical abuse....i still remember what people have said to me because it hurt me so much. those people only looked at my appearance, but Amanda didn't, she saw for who i was and not what i looked like. that never happened before. ever since i met her things have gotten better for me.....but still i know your pain. and it makes me sad really.
i trust way to easily.....i even trust you who does not trust me. i would never betray you. me caring how u feel proves that, i don't want u to hurt.
that was a misunderstanding on my part....i didn't pay attention to the "I think".
i don't always ask, but i am nosy. i didn't know it annoyed you.
i don't fully understand why i have been depressed lately. i think i'm in the first stages of depression. i'm upset with myself because i've been getting so upset lately. i don't feel like myself. i mean saying i hate myself is not me....i hate that i am like this now.
u have done nothing wrong......when ur upset i think its me and i get upset with myself like i am. all those other times, u were upset i thought that i caused it. its ok, but u don't need to be sorry. u have done nothing wrong. i did.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
alright
i have more time then u do,and im always looking things up
im not physically abused much,but i have been emotionally abused everyday of my life.People only look at me for my skin and totally avoid me,the only way i have made friends is probably cuz people felt bad for me,but my best friends became my friends because the truly looked and saw who i was.But even now,and even you and them....i cant trust anyone with my life or my Love,cuz i know at one point in time if i give someone that....there going to break it
truely its my fault for starting this whole thing.i really am sorry about everything i have ever done
thing with that is,its my thought,i know i dont know what u like and dont like,im not amanda i dont know you ask much as her.Im a person who speaks my mind if i say "i think..." it means its my opinion.i dont truly mean that is exactly how it is
i get asked stuff that involve everything i do,and sometimes i lose count of how many times someone does it,i just get annoyed with it.
i only got as mad as i did,because im not myself lately.i dont even know who i really am
i am so truly sorry for everything i have said and done
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
yup, so i refuse to stoop so low because i want to keep my friends.
u watch more than me.
whatever, u don't get what i mean by that. *sighs*
actually i do know how u feel, i do. when i lived in GA everyday was hell. never had any friends, i was teased because of my weight and by how i looked. i was treated like a retard everyone was mean to me, my sister knows what i mean. everyday i cried in school because i was treated like crap, someone even hit me once. i refused to make friends, i was afraid to even go to school. words hurt and i've been hurt many times before. i've had my heart broken and i've had to leave loved ones which hurt the most. if u do not trust me that is fine, but i trust you.
sorry for upsetting you, i shouldn't have even said anything, even if what u said upset me. u really did hurt my feelings just so u know. i'm a delicate person that can be hurt by even the smallest thing. i've grown a spine over the years but still.
what upset me was:
"i dont think you would like the anime" now that i look back on it, it was not all that bad but i read into it way to much. it upset me because u don't really know if i'll like it or not, if i show interest it means i will more than likely like it. i have a feeling i might. but i no longer have the desire to try.
"u seem like i gotta tell u every anime i watch or read.and it makes me feel like u cant find ur own anime to watch and u want me to tell u everything i do.Makes me feel like ur a freaking leech" i have only asked u once about an anime, this the 2nd time out of interest. i DO find my own anime to watch i just listed many u never told me about. i never ask everything u do. so i'm not a leech just curious by nature.
now u know why i got angry.
I can't vent any other way. talking doesn't help anymore and i can't hit anything. i don't do it much, i just cut myself enough for it to hurt. i do it when upset with myself, i have a growing hatred of how i am. what i do to you and others makes me feel that way.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@:
lol awesomeness dude xD
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
more then likely
i dont always watch anime
fuck that,i do not treat u like a Fool,i do not treat anyone like that unless they act it.ever since i started living in TN i have been treated like shit,and that is a long time.When u have been in my spot for as long as i have,u will realize what it feels like to be hurt and u cant always trust people.i do not fully trust my friends or u,i can not fully trust anyone.So if u are in my position u would understand what it feels like
its nothing
trust me,u will regret doing it when u take it way to far.thats why i do not hurt myself physically,if i wanted to hurt myself i would do it emotionally due to...know one will see it nor would they care.thats how i can get over things without help of others
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i could've gone off on you a lot worse than u can even imagine, but i have been taught that it solves nothing. if i went off on you u would hate me and would never want to speak to me again.
i never have time to watch anime or buy manga often, so its been awhile since i last seen them, but i know i like them....like not love.
i love Elemental Gelade, DearS, Chobits, and Tactics though.
i've been treated worse. and u do treat me like that sometimes[telling me what i won't like for EX]. and u don't want me asking u about your anime, so u obviously care what i do. i'm making u happy, u don't want me to ask or show interest, so i won't.
now i want to know what u said.
actually i won't regret it. pain inflicted Physically hurts at first but heals with time. pain inflicted mentally lasts forever. i only do this when i'm upset. so i can show my pain and so that i can feel the pain i caused others.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
well i already went off on one girl,and i cant fucking breath so im not in the mood.and u would probably not want to be my friend at all if i went off
i watched some of those when i was little
i dont care what u do.im not treating u like that at all,i am treated like that every god dam day
nothing important
i wont tell u to stop,cuz what i say wont matter,if u wanna damage your body then so be it.u will regret it later on in life
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
u made me feel like shit, so we're even.
not all of em. heh.
no longer will i show any interest in your interest, hope ur happy. i'm sure u are. please do not ignore my request. i'm tired of being treated like a fool, retard, idiot etc.
what the hell did u just say?
no if you'll excuse me i need to look for a knife, i'm gonna make my cut on my foot a little deeper. *looks for a knife*
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
fuck,screw it.iv been a pissy mood all day,dont make ma even more pissed off then i already am or i might actually go off on u
makes me laugh
iv heard and iv seen some of those.
fine fine.
non pop un sangue inutilmenteDon't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i will indeed do as i please. thats why i looked up the anime cause i wanted too. i will do what i want even if it pisses u off.
i'm not as dumb as u think i am. under my mask is an intelligent person, i just keep it to myself. i can think for myself and i'm tired of u acting like u know what i like, what i don't like and what i think, i make my own decisions.
*sighs* finally i could get that out. tired of not telling u how i felt really. stay mad all u fucking like but i'm an honest person.
i hate that anime!
hmmmm....have u heard of these anime/manga?
Dears
Elemental Gelade
Chobits
Moon Phase
Shakugan No Shana
I, My Me! Strawberry eggs!
Lost Universe
Negima
Detective Loki
Pita-Ten
Kare-Kano
Ai Yori Aoshi
Azumanga Daioh
Chibi Vampire
Evangelion
Eureka Seven
Kekkaishi
Mar
Plus Anima
Ranma 1/2
Rave Master
Rosario+Vampire
Rozen Maiden
Rurouni Kenshin
Sakura Wars
School Rumble
Someday's Dreamers
Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann
Yu Yu Hakusho
MagicalxMiracle
Guardian Hearts
those are all the anime/manga i like that i know i've never told u about. each a different genre. i happened to stumble upon them and like them. i don't have as much free time as u and to buy manga i need to use my own money so i haven't finished most of them but they are anime/manga i like/love.
i will no longer ask u about any anime/manga u like anymore, never ever as long as u stop treating me like an idiot and acting as if u know what i like, what i will like, what i don't like, and what i won't like. u can act that way as long as u have your facts straight and all those other times u did NOT have your facts straight. so i will never show any interest in your likes anymore, just please for God sake stop acting like a know it all, treating me like a fool, and thinking u know what i won't like. because that shit pisses me off.
long ass comment...is long.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
well fuck it do what u like
i never knew u watched either of those really.i thought u might like Bakuman. cuz that thing is hilarious xD
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i know very well what an Epidemic is and i like anime like this. the pic of Rin just freaked me out cause u never see her like that and i was kidding. [most of the things i say aren't serious and shouldn't be taken to heart]. this coming from the person that didn't like higurashi, its a confusing anime and its bloody and intense! u said it confused you. nice try but i'm not as dumb as u think i am. i love Gore and creepy anime and vampires!
i don't always ask, i read ur bio on ur youtube channel, didn't even know u seen all those animes. i have only asked u twice and i only asked cause i was interested. and i never ask everything u do. i'm not a leech and u saying that makes me think ur a Pregnant female dog
bitch.i hate Bakuman, horrible anime that ripped off beyblade and i don't like letter bee, i read a chapter of it and it bored me to tears.
lol funny thing is, u act like u know what i like and what i'm thinking but u don't. u can't read my mind, i can think for myself. *laughs* all of the animes i've watched/read i found on my own.
i hate know it alls, u act as if u know what i like, what i'm thinking and u treat me like i can't think for myself. i find is so fucking hularious that u thought i would like letter be and bakuman! i hate those animes! *smiles*
Last edited by hellokatty at 5:16:14 PM CDT on October 7, 2010.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
thing is that i dont think you would like the anime
I know u like the horror kinda stuff,but this might freak u out(i freaked u out with that Rin pic and this stuff is kinda the same),but why i think u might not like it is....It can get confussing and it has a lot of medical terms and big words.like do u know what an Epidemic is?
and what kinda annoys me,is that u seem like i gotta tell u every anime i watch or read.and it makes me feel like u cant find ur own anime to watch and u want me to tell u everything i do.Makes me feel like ur a freaking leech
Oh but here are two u might know and check out.watch or read Bakuman. and Letter bee,u might like those
Last edited by Naruto Uzamaki12 at 4:50:36 PM CDT on October 7, 2010.
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
hahaha, i knew you'd say u wouldn't tell me so i went to the link u gave me that has the picture, changed the link so that it would take me to the zerochan page that has the picture, and looked at the tags of it.
the anime is called Shiki and your boys are Mutou Toru and Yuuki Natsuno. the anime looks awesome, i will look into it!
i'm a smart and sneaky cookie, don't u agree? >w>
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
yeah
i know that now
i dont wanna -w-
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i figured that from looking at your cards! XD
Haruka is a demon eating Tengu, he eats demons. he has black wings.
btw. i'd love it if you'd tell me the name of that anime.
Last edited by hellokatty at 4:23:45 PM CDT on October 7, 2010.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@:
i bet ya do xD
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
lol
i know i can have them xD!!
they are Demons(they are like Vampires yet they dont call themselves that)
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@:
u always have pictures of Luka xD
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@Felcie:
ur welcome!-w-
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
Felcie
Unicorn Lover (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/07/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
Thank youuuuu >__<
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
sexy man! my man who eats demons! XD
pfft, i don't know them so i don't care! XD
u can have em. X3
Last edited by hellokatty at 10:23:11 PM CDT on October 6, 2010.
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
okay he is pretty sexy -w-
I claim these 2 boys
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
u need to see him! here is a pic of him! Haruka!
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
no i havent found a picture
lol okay
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
did u find a pick of Haruka? sexy right? XD
i know, just saying. >w>
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
well i researched it and found out some of it
i dont mind if u claim the guy
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
lol it has to do with Japanese feudal era myth stuff! XD
its about an exorcist named Kantaro Ichinomiya that finds the demon eating Tengu and gives him a name making Kantaro his master. he named him Haruka.
its really funny and Haruka is a sexy beast! he is mine btw. >w>
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
i'll look it up and see if it interests me.iv been busy with my personal anime/manga xD
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
omg! its so freakin' awesome and Haruka is a sexy beast! >w<
its just one of the anime/mangas i've finished!
get off ur butt and read or watch it! its awesome!
not sure if its ur thing though.
lol Kantaro is so funny! he is so evil! XD
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@:
i really hope u can enter.lol if only u could use Luka >w>
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
um no i havent
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
have u heard of the Manga/Anime Tactics?
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
alright then good luck
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@:
ur welcome,and good luck ^^
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
thank you! I've already found scans to turn into walls! X3
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
well i wish u luck with everything
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i'll use a woman if i can. XD
Tales needs love. -w-
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@:
from "the devil may cry"...yeah sure go ahead ^^
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
lol alright then
im cool with either gender in this challenge,cuz my first one was strictly men
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
i'm going to spread the tales love! XD
i might use at least 1 woman. XD
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
yeah true that.u can use women too
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
yeah to much vocaloids, we need more tales! so many devilsh sexy Tales guys! i know 5 that i wanna use! C<
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
alright,im cool with Tales.i just dont want a lot of Vocaloid in here,there is way too much of that
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@xNotUnderstood:
grrrr! i wasn't gonna use vocaloid cause none of em are evil! i'm gonna spam u with tales bish! C<
i know exactly who i'm gonna use! >D
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@HelloKatty:
lol i wish you luck.and please do not spam my challenge with all vocaloid please,be creative
Last edited by Naruto Uzamaki12 at 4:41:34 PM CDT on October 6, 2010.
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HelloKatty
Protos Heis (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
I'M SO IN!! WOOO! C<
xNotUnderstood
I am Delin! (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
@Felcie:
i know right!
u can be in it
Don't lose the moon while counting the stars
Felcie
Unicorn Lover (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 10/06/10 | Reply
Interestiiiiing *__*
I'm in !! (if you agree^^)