This is my entry for Pay it Forward.

I've been very depressed recently. More than a little. Actually, I've almost done a few stupid things because of it.

I'm not super human, sometimes I break. I just can't take life. Then I remind myself, I have friends. Two that will hopefully always be there for me.

This was drawn shortly after I lost it a few days ago. I was to afraid to talk to any one. I keep telling myself I'm just annoying them.

I still won't talk to anyone about the topic but I that doesn't matter. I have friends who will hopefully stand by me.....

No matter what I do. Or how stupid I am.

[edit] I was fucking foolish to think it would go back to how it was year one. Whatever, she's always there for me, she's never to busy to talk when I'm broken or breaking. You were, always... sorry for being so fucking needy but whatever, she doesn't mind it seems.