Yeah, you can chat with me on there! I don't have Tumblr Mobile on my phone, so I can't chat from work, but other than that, yeah! My tumblr is mostly random aesthetic crap plus weird information I find and also random fanstuff...sometimes people get into some pretty ridiculous and nasty fights over miniscule things on Tumblr, I mostly try to stay out of that...but yeah.
Hmm, you have made me feel less alone about certain things in my life! If you were to appear as your Infin self, would that be Observer?
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
I understand that hope is so hard to maintain in times like these, especially with our insufficient efforts to counter climate change fast-tracking our certain demise by cataclysmic events...someone joked that these storms and fires are the Earth's white blood cells in action, we are the germs and her "body" is trying to take us out to save her...too true lol. That and the current political climate showing a number of depressing things of humanity and how we can let ourselves get on the downslide to our worst possible selves despite having the tools to record our past mistakes. We lose parts of our history, repeat crimes against humanity on a large scale...we can be wonderful and stunning and horrifying. I'm so tired, I truly do understand the wish to give up. I'm scared to see how this all plays out, and I don't want to consider what future might be left for me, the world my children might have to try and rebuild if I ever were to have a child.
All I can say is that I'm not going to give up. I beat great odds, when you think about it, to have been the egg fertilized at conception and not passed silently through...I won a lifetime of consciousness to experience this garbage world and all its possibilities. I'm going to try to make the most of my time here. And although you're right that I'm overworked (might be given an extra day off soon though!) that doesn't mean I don't care about you or about working on writing projects. I still consider you my good friend, someone I've talked to about a lot of personal things, and someone I care about very much. And so I do hope, as always, that you find it in you to keep going and to try to fight for a future for yourself as well.
*hugs*
Last edited by Sarasface at 2:06:13 AM EDT on September 18, 2017.
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
I apologize for being gone these long stints of time. I don't wish to part ways, but if that's what you want...still, I'd rather continue writing with you. I can try to be more consistent, I've just been working every day while the understaffed facility finds new hires. Then I'll have to train the new hires, and only once they're able to work alone will I be able to get a break and work less. It exhausts me to the point where I haven't been writing or reaching out, even though I know I should. I apologize for that.
And you're right - I mixed up the two names of the Lore Creators, but Wanderer is the one I was thinking about. However, Wanderer is in a similar position to Observer and has fallen into a very dark place filled with despair (as I have been with recent world events) so I'll quickly go change the name in the work.
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
It is not really possible, but Observer wasn't thinking straight in her despair. All Isla can do now is try to keep the full extent of those powers from manifesting in her...so far she has not attempted to call upon them. She is merely hiding out in the woods protecting the child who is supposed to restore stability to the world.
It all depends on whether there will be enough light and love in the world to wake Observer.
Sorry I missed your birthday, I have been overwhelmed with Life Stuffs recently...plus I got some new fish and have been trying to settle them into their new home nicely! However, I can try to draw a thing to make up for it (happy belated birthday, btw.) I will likely be offline the next week since my school-year job will be starting up again and the boss will need a lot of help getting things settled.
And this was posted in the wrong place because of my error...I have fixed it!
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Sarasface
Ethereal Wanderer (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/20/17 | Reply
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Ah, I remember about the red-haired girl now.
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Sarasface
Ethereal Wanderer (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/19/17 | Reply
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Yeah, you can chat with me on there! I don't have Tumblr Mobile on my phone, so I can't chat from work, but other than that, yeah! My tumblr is mostly random aesthetic crap plus weird information I find and also random fanstuff...sometimes people get into some pretty ridiculous and nasty fights over miniscule things on Tumblr, I mostly try to stay out of that...but yeah.
Hmm, you have made me feel less alone about certain things in my life! If you were to appear as your Infin self, would that be Observer?
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Sarasface
Ethereal Wanderer (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/18/17 | Reply
@:
I understand that hope is so hard to maintain in times like these, especially with our insufficient efforts to counter climate change fast-tracking our certain demise by cataclysmic events...someone joked that these storms and fires are the Earth's white blood cells in action, we are the germs and her "body" is trying to take us out to save her...too true lol. That and the current political climate showing a number of depressing things of humanity and how we can let ourselves get on the downslide to our worst possible selves despite having the tools to record our past mistakes. We lose parts of our history, repeat crimes against humanity on a large scale...we can be wonderful and stunning and horrifying. I'm so tired, I truly do understand the wish to give up. I'm scared to see how this all plays out, and I don't want to consider what future might be left for me, the world my children might have to try and rebuild if I ever were to have a child.
All I can say is that I'm not going to give up. I beat great odds, when you think about it, to have been the egg fertilized at conception and not passed silently through...I won a lifetime of consciousness to experience this garbage world and all its possibilities. I'm going to try to make the most of my time here. And although you're right that I'm overworked (might be given an extra day off soon though!) that doesn't mean I don't care about you or about working on writing projects. I still consider you my good friend, someone I've talked to about a lot of personal things, and someone I care about very much. And so I do hope, as always, that you find it in you to keep going and to try to fight for a future for yourself as well.
*hugs*
Last edited by Sarasface at 2:06:13 AM EDT on September 18, 2017.
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Sarasface
Ethereal Wanderer (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 09/06/17 | Reply
@:
I apologize for being gone these long stints of time. I don't wish to part ways, but if that's what you want...still, I'd rather continue writing with you. I can try to be more consistent, I've just been working every day while the understaffed facility finds new hires. Then I'll have to train the new hires, and only once they're able to work alone will I be able to get a break and work less. It exhausts me to the point where I haven't been writing or reaching out, even though I know I should. I apologize for that.
And you're right - I mixed up the two names of the Lore Creators, but Wanderer is the one I was thinking about. However, Wanderer is in a similar position to Observer and has fallen into a very dark place filled with despair (as I have been with recent world events) so I'll quickly go change the name in the work.
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
Sarasface
Ethereal Wanderer (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 08/20/17 | Reply
@:
It is not really possible, but Observer wasn't thinking straight in her despair. All Isla can do now is try to keep the full extent of those powers from manifesting in her...so far she has not attempted to call upon them. She is merely hiding out in the woods protecting the child who is supposed to restore stability to the world.
It all depends on whether there will be enough light and love in the world to wake Observer.
Sorry I missed your birthday, I have been overwhelmed with Life Stuffs recently...plus I got some new fish and have been trying to settle them into their new home nicely! However, I can try to draw a thing to make up for it
(happy belated birthday, btw.) I will likely be offline the next week since my school-year job will be starting up again and the boss will need a lot of help getting things settled.
And this was posted in the wrong place because of my error...I have fixed it!
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.