I see what you mean. I hope you will be able to get out of your current state soon. Yes, it does seem like we have schedules everyday; a routine all the time. But! I think of it as surviving in this world. We were made for not to only survive, but to thrive; and going to be with your boyfriend in October is part of thriving. Keep on looking forward to that and many other things in the future. Don't lose hope. Things will always get better if you keep on looking forward :)
I understand what you mean. It just feels like I'm stuck in a rut and can't get out of it. I'm doing the same things over and over again that it makes it difficult for me to see that I have a life. I got my first full day off in two months earlier this week, but I couldn't spend it doing what I wanted to do I had to work on a commission all day to be able to get it done on time. I have plenty of drawings to work on just no motivation to work on them. I actually get a week to go see my boyfriend in October so that's what's been keeping me going.
Sounds like you've had it tough :/ I'm sorry you're so tired and stressed out.
Honestly, you shouldn't push yourself. You should wait for an inspiration come to you. Meanwhile, maybe it would be best for you to take a break. You need the rest.
Some of us are in that place. Sometimes, we feel like we have no life, that we should get out there and do something. I think we sometimes forget that we do indeed have a life. If you have family, you have a life. If you have friends, you have a life. If you're dating someone precious to you, you have a life. If you dream big things and try to reach that goal, you have a life. Do you see what I mean? We do have a life and we're social, but some of us take social as a way of saying "going out and hanging out with the public". It's more than that :)
I hope you find the time to rest and take some time for yourself. Don't forget to enjoy either~ :)
Last edited by NinjaBluez at 2:02:18 PM EDT on August 30, 2014.
So do I, but it seems like that may not happen till around november, but then I'll be working on everyone's presents and then holiday season will start at game stop ugh. I wish I had so,e time to myself. But at least when it hits november I may get day's off to myself since I'll be down to working once a week at the farm.
The Marker Maniac. (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 08/28/14 | Reply
Geez that sounds bad Clue, I hope that you can take some time for yourself and just relax but it's hard.
I can kinda of understand too since I feel the same. I've been pretty stressed out and tired from work that I don't really have any motivation to work on any drawings and I just don't feel like doing anything, it's annoying.
I hope that things can start settling down for you so you can relax and have time for yourself!
NinjaBluez
Otakuite++ | Posted 08/30/14 | Reply
@clueless101:
I see what you mean. I hope you will be able to get out of your current state soon. Yes, it does seem like we have schedules everyday; a routine all the time. But! I think of it as surviving in this world. We were made for not to only survive, but to thrive; and going to be with your boyfriend in October is part of thriving. Keep on looking forward to that and many other things in the future. Don't lose hope. Things will always get better if you keep on looking forward :)
clueless101
Keyblade Master (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 08/30/14 | Reply
@NinjaBluez:
I understand what you mean. It just feels like I'm stuck in a rut and can't get out of it. I'm doing the same things over and over again that it makes it difficult for me to see that I have a life. I got my first full day off in two months earlier this week, but I couldn't spend it doing what I wanted to do I had to work on a commission all day to be able to get it done on time. I have plenty of drawings to work on just no motivation to work on them. I actually get a week to go see my boyfriend in October so that's what's been keeping me going.
If you want to be happy, be. ~Leo Tolstoy
NinjaBluez
Otakuite++ | Posted 08/30/14 | Reply
Sounds like you've had it tough :/ I'm sorry you're so tired and stressed out.
Honestly, you shouldn't push yourself. You should wait for an inspiration come to you. Meanwhile, maybe it would be best for you to take a break. You need the rest.
Some of us are in that place. Sometimes, we feel like we have no life, that we should get out there and do something. I think we sometimes forget that we do indeed have a life. If you have family, you have a life. If you have friends, you have a life. If you're dating someone precious to you, you have a life. If you dream big things and try to reach that goal, you have a life. Do you see what I mean? We do have a life and we're social, but some of us take social as a way of saying "going out and hanging out with the public". It's more than that :)
I hope you find the time to rest and take some time for yourself. Don't forget to enjoy either~ :)
Last edited by NinjaBluez at 2:02:18 PM EDT on August 30, 2014.
clueless101
Keyblade Master (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 08/29/14 | Reply
@toyotami kun:
So do I, but it seems like that may not happen till around november, but then I'll be working on everyone's presents and then holiday season will start at game stop ugh. I wish I had so,e time to myself. But at least when it hits november I may get day's off to myself since I'll be down to working once a week at the farm.
If you want to be happy, be. ~Leo Tolstoy
toyotami kun
The Marker Maniac. (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 08/28/14 | Reply
Geez that sounds bad Clue, I hope that you can take some time for yourself and just relax but it's hard.
I can kinda of understand too since I feel the same. I've been pretty stressed out and tired from work that I don't really have any motivation to work on any drawings and I just don't feel like doing anything, it's annoying.
I hope that things can start settling down for you so you can relax and have time for yourself!