Hiya, I'm Angel! 
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Watercolor Journal: Rainy Day
I bought a bunch of watercolor art supplies from 5 Below, including a new watercolor paint set, a paint pad, paint brushes, and some chameleon wc paints. I'm tryna create at least one painting per day, or when the inspiration strikes. I've starte...Decolonizing for the Acatl Year
I created a collage for my ideal self. Its covered with my motivations and inspirations, including the overarching color that spoke to me for the Acatl year, terra-cotta. To grow, I need to unlearn the things holding me back. My biggest challenges are anxiety, decolonizing, sugary drinks, and meat consumption. Fruit, vegetables, and water need to be a bigger part of my diet.
I'm establishing symbolic new beginnings with myself, and I started by deleting my old DeviantArt account. I made the account in high school, but I hadn't logged in since 2014. I was a little sad to let it go, but it was something I wanted to do for a year now. I'm minimizing my past online presence; hell, I wanna eliminate my current online presence.
Still no luck yet with Hinge. I don't really know why I keep trying to test the boundaries of my asexuality. Sometimes it feels like I can't grow as an adult unless I find a partner. I keep thinking that because I have several squishes on fictional characters, that deep down I'm potentially open to a romantic relationship. Once again I think I might just settle for that ficto life. 
Buck Moon
I downloaded the Hinge app! It was nice to see that Hinge actually had an asexual option! 
I want to build an altar for an ideal partner using tarot cards, flowers, and pictures of my squishes, but I need to finish moving first. Theres a full moon coming up in July, and as someone that practices an indigenous Mexican belief called Toltecayotl, I've got a special copper bell and white copal incense for the ceremony. Snake skin, rabbit fur, and cacao would be nice to have too, but I won't be able to get those things in time!
I'm driving across country ideally tomorrow, but there is so much stuff I have to pack! My family had to rent 3 storage units for all our stuff. I'm a lot more sad than I thought I would be, because I've lived at this house for six years. I love this town, but gentrification is really bad up here.
My old stomping grounds used to be known as the armpit of the state because it was a poor area, and now the majority of property here has been turned into expensive vacation rentals! I really wish there was some way the state gov could restrict turning single family homes into rentals. It's completely unethical, especially during a housing crisis. Houses sell extremely fast up here, and cost over $245,000! Who can afford that except real estate investors? 
My Sister's Boyfriend ugh...
Last week my sister visited for five days and she brought her boyfriend. Her bf is nice and I consider him a good acquaintance, but I don't want to hang out with him. Everything has to be his way. Me and my sister made plans to fi...Now I'm 30 years old!
So March 30 is my birthday and I celebrated today by going to Frankenmuth MI for dinner with my sister! We're twins so it was a double celebration which is always fun. It's almost tradition to go there at this point. ...End
