Friends

“Friends?” Do I have friends ? Yes , I do. But…… which one of them is a true friend? None of them. I had been hidden my true self away from those who called “Friends” ,and wore a mask that I hate, just to be a friend to them. I am always afraid that they will know about the real me behind the mask. So, none of them knew about my true self. I keep the other side of me hidden in a dark, quiet ,lonely and cold place , till now no one had ever unlock this door to this place and free me from such painfulness. For so many years, my true self have lived in a world that is dark, quiet, and indeed so lonely……
Everybody I knew, will only care about themselves, as for me ……I’M AN IDIOT! I thought they were my friends, I keep every promise I made and I did what I was told and yet they had never play their part. Sometimes , I wish everything can just “STOP” for a while. Yet, “Time” waits for no one. Things will keep on going according to time and will never return to wait for anyone. All I can do is keep moving forward .....
What do u think ? Am I the only on facing this problem ? Give me suggestion to over come .