It's hard getting over stuff

I should have seen it all coming, but I was just too blind. Now I'm left in the dark it seems cleaning up what's left. Picking up the remains and trying to rebuild myself. If I could have one thing, I would take it all back. I would never have let it gotten so far, I would never have allowed my defenses to have fallen so if I had known what was in store due to my actions. Due to my naïvety. I placed too much trust in you. You hurt me. When you left me in the dark you left me in several thousand broken pieces. I was just stunned, I was just blown away at how swift you were to stab me in the back. I couldn't move. How stupid I was not to turn around to look out for you. I should have known that you had pulled the wool over my eyes, but I trusted you. And that was my mistake.