So its official... i am freaking out to the point of tears that my plans wont work out right because the airline my mom is working for is having issues which means my friend may not be able to come up from Florida, which means i may have to go to warped tour alone and its freaking me out because it once again goes to prove that eveyrthing i plan goes wrong and i can't handle it because warped was supposed to be the best day of my life considering every year i wanted to go my mom said no i was too young or no because she did not approve of the people i planned to go with so its almost like a huge step for me into adulthood

sorry for this ranting...but im seriously crying right now and i'm trying to calm myself down by listening to all my favorite music and drinking tea with lime and lemon...so far its not doing much im just freaking out even more and theres a not in my throat an my chest keeps getting heavier, my stomach keeps flipping and and i'm getting jittery and a million and one things all at once...

sorry again for this...i just i didn't really know any other way to try and get it out. I'm sorry