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And to be clear, here are the couples I write for: Ichigo and Rukia (Bleach), Momo and Toshiro (Bleach), Uryuu and Orahime (Bleach), Youraweichie and Kiuske (Bleach), Kagome and Inuyasha (Inuyasha), Sango and Miroku (Inuyasha), Ayame and Koga (Inuyasha), Kagura and Seshomaru (Inuyasha), Seya and Haji (Blood), Winry and Edward (Full Metal Alchemist), Roy and Riza (Full Metal Alchemist), Naruto and Hinata (Naruto), Sakura and Sauske (Naruto), Rachel and Jimmy (Case Closed), Harly and Katie (Case Closed), Ren and Kyoko (Skip Beat!), Kenta and Karin (Chibi Vampire/Karin) Maki and Winner (Karin),
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Suffocate
Suffocate
"Rukia! Rukia!" his fingers rapped on the door, no answer, "Rukia!" he shouted, still nothing, he finally slid the door open and his heart dropped, she wasn't there, she was gone, a singal word was written on a sheet of paper in the closet, "Goodbye" he slammed the door and cursed, he calmed himself down and tried to sense if she was still in this world or not, he could feel the strong presence of her reistu and his eyse flew open, he immidiatly used his Substitute Soul Reaper badge and jumped out the window, running at full speed across rooftops and street lamps until he saw her tiny figure running in the street, he leapt down in front of her and crossed his arms over his chest, "Ichigo," she wispered, she really hadn't expected him to find the note so soon, "Were are you going? Why are you leaving again?" she looked away, "Don't tell me it's more of this self-hate crap, I thought we finally came to an understanding that-" "It isn't my decision!" she shouted in anger, he took in a deep breath in order to not completely scream his lungs out, "This time they really are making you, aren't they?" his voice wasn't strong or steady at all, she looked away but gave a small nod, the moment she did her arm was in his hand and she was being dragged away, "Ichigo! Wat are you doing?!" "Taking you home, I no you don't want to leave, it's obviouse, otherwise you would look me in the eye and tell me that you're leaving, I'm not going to let them control you, control US," she picked up her pace and began walking beside him, sliding her arm out of his grasp and putting her hand in it's place, "W- Wat are you going to do?!" he could tell that she was afraid by the shaky, uneasiness of her voice, "I'm going to convince them to let you stay here and if that dosen't work then we'll just have to use the alternative," "Wat's the alternative?" "Turning you human ofcourse, Urahara still has that giagai," "You- you wouldn't actually do that would you?!" "If the situation calls for it then ofcourse I would! That was my plan from the start of rescuing you," she remained silent the rest of the way home, she wasn't sure that she wanted to follow through with that plan, not after all the hard work she had done
She watched quietly as he nailed a screen in the window, she stared breifly at the locked door, "Just a precausion" he had said, "Ichigo?" "Yeah?" he didn't look up from his work, "Is this to keep Soul Society OUT, or to keep me IN?" he sighed and rubbed his temples, "Mostly the former," "Mostly?" "Rukia you no as well as I do that you have a tendency to obey the law no matter wat the price is, all this time I've basically been telling you to leave, hopefully the next time you get in one of those moods and see that you're boxed in you'll come back to your senses or atleast give up," she slid off of the bed and walked towards the closet, "I'm going to change into my nightgown," she stated, climbing in and closing the door, "Good, I need to make a phonecall,"
Her ear was pressed against the door, she new that it was wrong to eavesdrop but she couldn't help it! Not wen he spoke with such determination in his voice, and about HER none the less! "I don't care about the stupid laws Renji! Just get it fixed before I have to take care of this myself! And I don't think ANYONE wants that to happen!" Rukia new very well wat he meant by that, she new it from the start, even if he turned her human that didn't prevent much of anything, if it went that far he would tear through Soul Society again until he got his way, just like last time,he didn't want that, Soul Society didn't want that, and she CERTAINLY didn't want that, she heard the light click of the 'end call' button being pressed and climbed out of the closet, he stared at the phone a little longer, "I assume you heard that," she nodded slightly, he put the phone on the table and pulled her rist, setting her on the bed next to him, "Renji will take care of it, he has a time limit of three days before I get involved," she didn't respond, he breathed in deeply and pressed her head against his chest, "I no you don't want things to be this way, I don't either, but wat else am I going to do? Let them control your life and you be unhappy?" she looked up, "But Ichigo, look at wat you're doing, there aren't any bars but this is a prison cell! You're keeping me locked in here like some sort of prisoner or some wild animal that you put in a cage! Even if you're just trying to make me happy.... don't you see how horrible this feels?" he stood up and unlocked the door, then cut the screen out of the window sill, "You're free," he stated, she stood up, glancing at the newly aquired exists in the room, then back at him, basically she WAS like a pet at this point, she reveiwed her options berifly, stay with Ichigo and be happy, but disobey the laws and go through alot of crap, or avoid it and obey the laws, but be unhappy and loose Ichigo, her choice was obviouse and she hugged him, "You no.... just because you let me have a choice dosen't mean that I'm going to leave, I just want to feel like you aren't trapping me here," he smiled at her, pulling her forward and gentlly pushing her on the bed, "Ichigo? Why are you trying so hard to keep me here? It dosen't make any sense," he kissed her cheek, "Rukia, it isn't obviouse? I love you, that's why," his lips crushed against her's and the kiss slowly deepened, but the moment was interupted by the phone, Ichigo rolled his eyes and answered it with a loud "Wat?!" lingering arousal still burried in his throat, "Wat?! No we weren't doing THAT! We were kissing Dimwit! Get your filthy mind out of the gutters! .... Well tell the old windbag to go- I don't care if that's rude! Tell him that we're going to do wat we want and if he interferes he's a dead man, well actually he already looks like one, yeah, bye Renji," he turned to her and smiled, "Now, were were we?" she smiled, "I was saying that I also love you, and we were kissing," he grabbed her and pulled her closer into him, kissing her head and stroking her hair, he breathed in the soft scent of strawberries and kissed her again
The Rain Has Finally Stopped
'My chest hurts, it hurts so much, no, it isn't my chest, it's my heart, it hurts, I new wen I started feeling like this that making it go away would hurt more than keeping it, but I thought that it would go away on it's own, and I had no ideah that it would be this painfull, that's why I have to leave now, I can't stay any longer because it'll just hurt even more, so I have to leave now, I can't tell him, it'll only hurt him more, but I wounder, will it hurt him more if I tell him I love him, then it will if I lied and said that I hated him? I don't no, but, if I lie, then the pain will eventually stop and I'll go numb, but if I tell him I love him, and he rejects me, then I'll always be in pain, and the same goes for him, so this is better, it'll be so much easyer on him if I leave now, the only reason that he's putting up with me now is because he promised that he would always protect me, but he only did that because he felt responsibe some how, so this'll be easier right?' Rukia thought, sliding open the closet door and getting out quietly, she opened the window, then felt something tightly grip her arm, 'I didn't even realize that he was behind me!' she thought turning around, "Ichigo," "Were do you think you're going?!" "I- I'm leaving Ichigo!" "Why?!" "Because I, I can't stay! I can't keep doing this! It hurts too much!" "Wat are you talking about?!" she took in a deep breath, and pulled his hand off of her arm, then, with all the strength she had, she looked up and yelled, "Ichigo! I hate you!" and jumped out the window, she didn't want to see his face, she didn't want to see the hurt painted all over his face and stained in his eyes, her legs were trembeling and she could only run a few blocks before they gave out, she crawled into an alley and pulled her nees to her chest, her body was shaking, she was actually trembeling, normally she would've been mad at how weak she was being, but right now she hurt just too much, it all hurt now, not just her heart anymore, it was her hole body that ached and she suddenly craved the comfort of his arms around her, she new it was the only thing to stop her trembeling, she hid her head and cryed, yes, Rukia Kuchiki was crying, but she didn't care, right now, it all hurt too much to care, and it hurt more than any sword or any hollow could inflict, the pain was so much worse, her shoulders shook as she went into slow hystariea,
Ichigo felt himself trembeling, she hated him? It was true? It was his worest nightmare, only this time, she really hated him? But if she hated him, why did he see such hurt in her eyes? There was something wrong with this picture, she looked hurt wen she said it, did he do something wrong? Wat had he done? He wished he new, he watched the rain as it began to fall, and then he made up his mind, he was going after her, even if she did hate him, he had to no if it was something he did wrong, he had to no, so he left to go get her,
She was still shaking, but this time it was because she was cold, she ran out of tears, she couldn't speak, she couldn't move, she just layed in the alley in a curled up ball, waiting, waiting for something, but she didn't no wat, she was too tired to keep crying, she suddenly felt someone standing over her, but she didn't bother to look up, she wasn't that weak that she had to, "Hey Midget," he spoke, she wanted to run, wanted to avoid him, but she was too tired, and right now, she just craved his touch, and that craving overwelmed her, "You alive?" he asked, "Yeah," she wispered, her voice quiter and much weaker than she had intended it to be, she felt him pick her up and start walking, she leaned her head against his chest and listened to the soft, steady beating of his heart, felt his warm breath on her neck, and his soft hands under her body, she breathed in his nice scent, he smelled like strawberries and some kind of spice that she couldn't put her finger on, but it was a very nice blend, "That was a really stupid thing you did Rukia," he stated, she loved his voice, it was soft and it was like a smoothe stream, even wen he was angry or upset, his voice still carried a sweet, soft, gentleness to it, and she loved it, she glanced up at his strawberry hair, she grinned a little bit, she traced her finger (wich was already pressed against his torso) and traced the muscels of his body through his wet shirt, she looked up at him, and there was worry on his face,
"Well, talk to me Rukia," she glanced up from her cup of hot choclate, she was in her jammies with a towel over her head, and she was sitting at the foot of his bed, she wasn't going anywere tonight, he made that obviouse, he was sitting opposite her in a simaler state, "I'm so sorry," she had regained her voice, "I don't hate you, I didn't think it would hurt you that much if I told you I did, I'm sorry," she didn't look at him, "Why would you think it wouldn't hurt me that much?! It's the worest pain I've ever felt! A million times worse than your brother's sword!" "I'm sorry," "Rukia, why do you want to leave?" "Do you really think I want to?!" "Wa- no, are they making you?!" "No, but, if I stay here, it'll just hurt more," "I don't get it, aren't you happy here? Did I do something wrong?" "No! But, Ichigo, I'll hurt you if I tell you why," "You can't hurt me anymore than you already have," "Ok, I'm in love with you, happy?" "Very," "Wat?!" "Rukia, you idiot, I love you too, so why do you want to leave?" "Because, being in love with you, I was so scared you'd reject me," "Rukia," he smiled, pulling on her hand (their cups were on the night stand) and laying her ontop of him, he kissed her lips gently, "Why would you think something so stupid?" "Because, why would you love someone like me wen you could love someone like Orahime? She likes you alot," "Because, there's a dier diffrence between you and her and every other girl, no wat it is?" "Um, you call me Midget?" "That too, but Rukia, you see, the diffrence is, wen I scowel, Orahime is upset, scared sometimes, but you think it's funny and laugh at me, I don't have to put on an act to make you happy, I can say anything and everything and you'll respond accordingly, responses come naturally to you, I'm me and you're you, it's that simple," Rukia smiled, and gripped his shirt tighter, "Look at that, the rain has finally stopped," he said,
Sorry for the overwelming suckiness! I was in a hurry wen I wrote it!
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