Hey there, pigeons:
This is PerfaPox, here. Welcome and thanks for visiting my little world.
Name: Well, my real name is Becki
Age: 20 (I'm an old fart)
Height: 5'2''
Location: Texas, United States....No, I don't own a horse.
Likes: Drawing, painting, octopi, anime, manga, YAOI, writing, roleplaying, chocolate, sour candy, antiques, piercings, tattoos, money, sleeping, staying up until the crack of dawn..and more obviously, but why list everything?
Dislikes: Bugs(mostly cockroaches), Annoying/dumb people, condescending people, homophobes, etc.
Want to know anything else? Ask.
Don't get me wrong..I'm actually a fan of Twilight..and I like Edward Cullen just as much as the next spastic fangirl...but seriously? WHY has everyone's icon turned into his face!?
I want my OWN damn icon, THANKS! SHIT!
Alright, now that I'm over that...*sigh* Well, It's been awhile Otaku. Haven't been on much or anything...
Work has been biting me in the ass a little...They're coming down hard on me a bit and I guess I should work harder..but I mean COME ON. It's my FIRST job..I don't know what the hell I'm doing..Don't expect me to just pull everything out of my ass perfectly. And I get so upset because I don't want to get fired..and I want to show them that I'm not incompetent and that I CAN work hard.
Also, today I got pulled over by a cop...I was doing 40 in a school zone(supposed to be going 20)..but I thought the school zone was over...The asshole pulled me over THREE MINUTES before the damn zone would've returned to normal. I fucking HATE cops here.
Luckily he was nice, though, I guess....Ugh. If my kid ever wants to be a cop I'm going to punch them in the face.
Sorry to anyone else who has a parent or whatever who is in law enforcement. Hopefully cops in YOUR area don't suck cock like mine.
And to make matters worse..someone who is supposed to be one of my best friends was acting really strange all day. I dunno..I mean, yeah, I was in a really bad mood(Not angry like this, but I was just upset...) But she acted almost as if she was annoyed with me for being so upset over this. SORRY that I was terrified to tell my mom about the fact that I have at LEAST a $200 fine!
My parents both took it very well, however..Which was a huge relief to me. II spend the whole day fretting over how mom would react..I mean, she was pissed off with me before...and I felt like this would make it worse.
Let's see..what else...My very best friend is grounded until the end of the school year, which sucks major ass. Her parents need to just fuck off. I mean seriously? We only have like 45 days left...And she needs their SUPPORT not their punishment. She absolutely loathes them..they're horrible parents(No, this is not the only stuff they do..they're also verbally and psychologically abusive and neglectful) and she may have to stay there for at least another year before she can move out... We had dreams about hauling her away from that hell the day of graduation..but now that we're older we've realized that we just don't have the funds or the ability to do that. I wish I could win the lottery or something. Well, I'm 18 now..maybe I should start playing and hope I win. I mean...SHIT, with a million dollars? I'd be set for quite awhile. Of course, I'd give plenty to my parents and my sister...then invest the rest in my bank account, and get me a good car and some other nice stuff...then get a humble little appartment for she and I to share and that's it.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. And now I don't have much else to talk about.
I doubt anyone has really read this far. IF this is read at all.
I need to start drawing something..
Okay...Let's make a long story short:
I have a myspace. It's public. I get a message from a 34 year old man who lives only about two cities away (Stupid me, I realize that I've put down which city I live in -_-") And...I reply a few times...and realize quite plainly: He's flirting with me. This 34 year old man is FLIRTING with ME?
Now, seeing as how I'm not some little kid who really isn't 18, I'm not that worried..yet it still kind of...bothers me. Lol. But I don't want to seem like I'm immature, but I guess I shouldn't care what this guy thinks of me.
But still..Firstly, internet relationships are weird and unnatural, internet flirting with someone almost 17 years younger than you are is just creepy, and it doesn't help that I'm actually QUITE paranoid about molesters, rapists, and the likes.
So....should I stop talking to this guy...? lol...I mean...I don't know if I should just stop replying to his messages or what..?
I'm thinking about turning my profile private anyway..
Yeaah..
ANYWAY...As creepy as it should probably be..I'm kind of flattered to know this guy would find me somewhat attractive...lol.
He's not super ugly, himself :D LOL
So..my week hasn't gone too great..
I'm getting sick, I fucked up a little bit at work, I've been feeling increasingly like an ugly piece of shit failure...However, today actually didn't go too bad at all.
I went to see Watchmen with my friends today..and yes, as STRANGE a movie as it was..it was pretty cool. I really want to read the graphic novel now.
My favorite character, BY FAR, was Dr. Manhatten. Gosh, he's just so tragic...and he makes me die inside. He ALSO walks around stark NAKED for whatever(Might I add he has a very nice glowing penis--you can see it QUITE CLEARLY) I don't know why he can't put on clothing..but hey, I didn't mind.
Anyway, I just love him. I want one. *sigh*
Well, this entry really had no other point than saying all of that...
Oh, and I guess I'll try to draw some more if I feel up to it...I guess I should, but I'd also have to lock myself up for awhile in order to get anything done. That's one of my vices, I guess..I can't draw or anything without complete solitude...
Well..I have many vices and other issues...Oh well.
Just look at that cute little face.
Current Mood: 
Yup, third post of the day. Is that normal? Oh well, I don't care at this point. Just updating my day for all of those who care. Well, I just got home from work a little bit ago, and DEAR LORD I am tired...I stood for almost 4 and 1/2 hours without anything to eat, drink, or any bathroom breaks =___= My feet are dying lol! I'm not used to standing up that long! I'm thinking about going to crash again =3= And wake up later and draw =__= I need...to draw..ughhh..
Let's see...there was more I was gonna say..but I don't remember any of it now..Well, talk to everyone later, I'm going to go tackle some Z's.
....heheheh...
I was looking back on some pictures on my photobucket that I haven't seen in a really long time. There were some pictures I uploaded that I drew about two years ago, some I had completely forgotten about..
And you know what..?
I FREA...
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