Hey there, pigeons:
This is PerfaPox, here. Welcome and thanks for visiting my little world.
Name: Well, my real name is Becki
Age: 20 (I'm an old fart)
Height: 5'2''
Location: Texas, United States....No, I don't own a horse.
Likes: Drawing, painting, octopi, anime, manga, YAOI, writing, roleplaying, chocolate, sour candy, antiques, piercings, tattoos, money, sleeping, staying up until the crack of dawn..and more obviously, but why list everything?
Dislikes: Bugs(mostly cockroaches), Annoying/dumb people, condescending people, homophobes, etc.
Want to know anything else? Ask.
Don't get me wrong, I love digital art, but lately I've become more and more irritated with how much more attention it gets vs. those who stick with traditional methods.
I'm torn by whether I want to follow the crowd and start creating digital art again, or boycott it and show you can draw just as pretty things without the means of technology.
Of course, I'm not really at the level, artistically, to be able to do so I don't think...
*sigh* I dunno...I just think people are starting to appreciate traditional artists less and less..I hope that's just my imagination.
I'll be uploading some art today :) At some point. I like uploading my art at certain times of the day (I dunno why, I just feel better posting it early vs. like, midnight or something) sooo as long as I don't sleep in too late I'll have quite a few things to post!
Has the limit to how much you can post a day stayed the same? Baah, If so I can only upload three things :| Oh well.
THAT IS ALL. I think I should probably sleep now...maybe...ffff.
EL FIN.
Unheard of, right!?!? My huge slump that has stretched many, many, many months is starting to come to an end (I think). I guess I just needed the right slap to the face to wake up and realize I need to start drawing again because I ENJOY it...and that I'll never get any better if I don't continue. I want to get better. I need to get better.
And the only way to do so is to start drawing again! I need to get back to where I was several years ago: Drawing EVERY single day ANY time that I got the chance. Today I managed to whip out and finish two pictures..Granted, they were somewhat simple, but still! I'm so proud of myself...It's been way too long since I've been able to do that.
Expect some new artsys from me soon :) Hopefully I can finally start drawing art for all my fandoms soon..hahaha.
To all my internet friends(If any of you even use TheOtaku anymore..) I love you and I miss you dearly!! I wish I wasn't such a huge chicken and actually tried to speak to you every once in awhile :'D
El Fin.
It's NOT okay!? NOT!!! Except for the part that I suck at art and I want to die D': I see everybody else getting SO good and I'm..just..in the same spot I was a year ago ._.
I guess It's my own fault for not doing anything..I keep saying I will and then it never happens. I guess it's just that I feel like I don't have any reason to draw anymore. I'm not(or wasn't) planning on perusing a career in it anymore and my best friend had stopped drawing..And I tend to draw for other people, not for myself. So I guess I just felt deep inside that there was no point. When I'd start to draw...If no one else was around to show it to, I'd just loose interest.
Pathetic, I'm sure..I should draw for MYSELF not for others..but..Eh..
Oh well, my friend has gotten back into drawing again at last :) I think we both need to overcome this horrible artistblock that's stretched on for too long..SO hopefully I'll get over myself soon and start posting up stuff again...
I really want to get my new tablet/a new tablet pen soon so I can start going on tegaki again and actually get good at it..and I just got photoshop installed on my computer again..so I really wanna hurry and be able to actually use it!
So yeah..I guess this WAS sort of an emo post..but..what I'm TRYING to get to is that I'm going to start posting stuff again. I HAVE to. I really need to. And I want to get back in contact with all my old internet buddies again, too..because I feel like I have nothing in common with them anymore and that we never talk..and it makes me really sad :(
Here's to hoping..
My friend was doing this sort of...meme thing and I thought it would be fun..it's basically where you draw yourself throughout the years and talk about a bit what was going on in your life...Mine is kind of boring...but I thought I'd put it up anyway xD
I wish I had my tablet pen..this would have been much easier to do xP Lemme know if you're interested in doing this and I'll post it up next time.
