Akjflkajlf, you’re so cute x3 lolol~
Psh, If all your Otaku friends got together, I would probably fight them off of you with a stick~ *Possesiiiive laaaawl* Just kidding xD But no, I’d be paying attention to you <3 No worries about that at all! I’m a follower too..unless I feel like I’m the only one fit for the job, or if Ihave to have things done MAH WAY 38 lawl~ Otherwise…I’m just the quiet meek one who scurries after the leader =3= (Unless I have a problem with them—then I REVOOOOLT!)
I’m glad that I’m not just a groupie<3 But you cannot deny that you have some! Lolol<3
I have Yahoo AND AOL 8D I usually just use Yahoo though, cuz there aren’t many people on AOL that I talk to =3=
Umm, you DO pwn at life, dearie. 3: I’m a fellow social-retard, then…and so is my girlfriend xD She’s so anti-social sometimes I worry about her -_-“
Well, you should really try to get to know all your close otaku friends as much as possible, then<3 You’ll have no trouble with that with me~ I’m glad you want to know me better x3
Mari, I just want to thank you so much for all that you've said...I'm really glad to find that someone I barely know cares about me so much. And no, You're not just another person on Otaku. I've thought you were amazing from day one! But I guess I never felt like I really made that same sort of impact on you...I guess I thought I was just another one of your groupies who comments on your stuff every so often, and stalks your worlds a bit just to check up on you--but too scared to say anything, sortof... But I definitely don't think that way anymore <3 If anything,I would absolutely love getting to know you even more, since we hardly do. You're a wonderful person, I simply know this, and you shouldn't be 'just another someone' on otaku' for me. We really DO seem to have a lot in common...besides our love of anime and how easily we get out feelings hurt..
I feel a lot better today than I did yesterday. Me and my friend had sort of a 'ladies' night..and I think that my whole issue was just the stress getting to my head.
I'm sorry to hear that you've been having a tough time too...I'm usually the friend who always listens to my other friends' problems too...so completely feel free to talk to me if you ever need to. I'll do whatever I can to make you feel better. As for art..psh..Girl, you're simply WONDERFUL. I envy you completely<3 You completely pwn life, and I'm a little jealous. Lawl<3
And you're right..I'm sure it's just a phase...Christmas will hopefully brighten things up considerably...only five more days!
Message me sometime, and we'll figure out a way so we can talk to each other on a somewhat regular basis, I have nearly every messanger known to man xP"
Alright, well it's late, and I've commendeered my friend's computer while she's asleep to check this and reply.
Glad you won't have to kick my ass...don't make me kick yours either <3 feel better!
((Your name is prettier than mine too D: <--first time seeing your full name))
<3 Becki
Last edited by PerfectParadox at 2:07:55 AM EST on December 20, 2008.
Thanks, I feel way better now. Me and my friend and her mom had a ladies night tonight, and just relaxed and pampered ourselves. It helped me relax a lot, and calm down,and realize that I was extremely overeacting about the whole situation. And it makes me glad that at least a few people seem to care enough about me to post about my babbling rant--even though two of the people I was somewhat reffering to in the post probably haven't even read it yet...ahh...but oh well.. I know they care about me..I've cleared my head enough to know that. Thanks so much<3
D: golly gee, becki, don't feel so bad about urself! even if noone gives a care for what u do, doesn't mean that u shudnt. if people can't aceept that then they really aen't people. its natural to screw everything up, everyone does it everyone once in a while....or in my case every day XD. but really, the mroe bad u feel, the worst its gunna be. just maybe laugh away ur "foolishness" if its really foolish? and and also! its okay if ur just bitching, everyone needs to bitch ocne or twice a day/week/month. or something, sometime !!!! ah iunno im no good with words or nething so just to tell u, i love u. for real :). and good/awesome people like u shudn't worry bout a thing :D. bai now!
PerfectParadox
Otaku Eternal | Posted 12/21/08 | Reply
@:
Akjflkajlf, you’re so cute x3 lolol~
Psh, If all your Otaku friends got together, I would probably fight them off of you with a stick~ *Possesiiiive laaaawl* Just kidding xD But no, I’d be paying attention to you <3 No worries about that at all! I’m a follower too..unless I feel like I’m the only one fit for the job, or if Ihave to have things done MAH WAY 38 lawl~ Otherwise…I’m just the quiet meek one who scurries after the leader =3= (Unless I have a problem with them—then I REVOOOOLT!)
I’m glad that I’m not just a groupie<3 But you cannot deny that you have some! Lolol<3
I have Yahoo AND AOL 8D I usually just use Yahoo though, cuz there aren’t many people on AOL that I talk to =3=
Umm, you DO pwn at life, dearie. 3: I’m a fellow social-retard, then…and so is my girlfriend xD She’s so anti-social sometimes I worry about her -_-“
Well, you should really try to get to know all your close otaku friends as much as possible, then<3 You’ll have no trouble with that with me~ I’m glad you want to know me better x3
<3Becki
PerfectParadox
Otaku Eternal | Posted 12/20/08 | Reply
@:
Mari, I just want to thank you so much for all that you've said...I'm really glad to find that someone I barely know cares about me so much. And no, You're not just another person on Otaku. I've thought you were amazing from day one! But I guess I never felt like I really made that same sort of impact on you...I guess I thought I was just another one of your groupies who comments on your stuff every so often, and stalks your worlds a bit just to check up on you--but too scared to say anything, sortof... But I definitely don't think that way anymore <3 If anything,I would absolutely love getting to know you even more, since we hardly do. You're a wonderful person, I simply know this, and you shouldn't be 'just another someone' on otaku' for me. We really DO seem to have a lot in common...besides our love of anime and how easily we get out feelings hurt..
I feel a lot better today than I did yesterday. Me and my friend had sort of a 'ladies' night..and I think that my whole issue was just the stress getting to my head.
I'm sorry to hear that you've been having a tough time too...I'm usually the friend who always listens to my other friends' problems too...so completely feel free to talk to me if you ever need to. I'll do whatever I can to make you feel better. As for art..psh..Girl, you're simply WONDERFUL. I envy you completely<3 You completely pwn life, and I'm a little jealous. Lawl<3
And you're right..I'm sure it's just a phase...Christmas will hopefully brighten things up considerably...only five more days!
Message me sometime, and we'll figure out a way so we can talk to each other on a somewhat regular basis, I have nearly every messanger known to man xP"
Alright, well it's late, and I've commendeered my friend's computer while she's asleep to check this and reply.
Glad you won't have to kick my ass...don't make me kick yours either <3 feel better!
((Your name is prettier than mine too D: <--first time seeing your full name))
<3 Becki
Last edited by PerfectParadox at 2:07:55 AM EST on December 20, 2008.
PerfectParadox
Otaku Eternal | Posted 12/20/08 | Reply
@Lizinator03:
Thanks, I feel way better now. Me and my friend and her mom had a ladies night tonight, and just relaxed and pampered ourselves. It helped me relax a lot, and calm down,and realize that I was extremely overeacting about the whole situation. And it makes me glad that at least a few people seem to care enough about me to post about my babbling rant--even though two of the people I was somewhat reffering to in the post probably haven't even read it yet...ahh...but oh well.. I know they care about me..I've cleared my head enough to know that. Thanks so much<3
Lizinator03
Otaku Legend | Posted 12/19/08 | Reply
D: golly gee, becki, don't feel so bad about urself! even if noone gives a care for what u do, doesn't mean that u shudnt. if people can't aceept that then they really aen't people. its natural to screw everything up, everyone does it everyone once in a while....or in my case every day XD. but really, the mroe bad u feel, the worst its gunna be. just maybe laugh away ur "foolishness" if its really foolish? and and also! its okay if ur just bitching, everyone needs to bitch ocne or twice a day/week/month. or something, sometime !!!! ah iunno im no good with words or nething so just to tell u, i love u. for real :). and good/awesome people like u shudn't worry bout a thing :D. bai now!