hi hi! Im Beverly, Ck's homegirl and partner in crime lol. lets start out about me:
name: Beverly
alias: Mizeri B, loki, ann, Bev.
hair: Blonde
eyes: hazel
age: 15
height:5'8"
weight:125
likes: emo guys (shane <3), singing, taking pics, drawing, painting, writing stories, partyin, weed, vodka and sex.

dislikes: fakes, bobby, dutch, the sun, hannah montana.
tattoos: ankle: kanji of midnight. wrist: pentagram.

Add me on myspace: www.myspace.com/mortal_sin666
or Yahoo IM: [email protected] =]

Bev <3 shane

This weekend...oh re. XD


I bout got into a fight with that drunk ass mother fucker -.-' He hit me in the head with a baseball bat..and I don't think it was on accident ck. >.< Lol basicly Anthony was drunk and every time he saw me he was scream and run away but I drank like the very last bit of the everclear. But he like fell in the shower and somehow wanda was able to get him to put on her clothes. and he didn't realize he had them on till like 40 mins later. :p
But we stayed the night at my sisters house and went to the mall before we played phase 10 and taught ck. :p

Just a random survey...read it btches.

120 stupidist things.

Level 1
(x) Smoked A Cigarette
(x) Smoked A Cigar
(X) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight
SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
(x) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 9

Level 4
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantart Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
(x) Thrown Up From Drinking
SO FAR: 11

Level 5
(X) Eaten Sushi(yumm)
( ) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone Through Internet
( ) Been in a Mosh Pit
SO FAR: 13

Level 6
(x) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(X) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have (rachet.. >.>)
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel
SO FAR: 18

Level 7
(x) Had A Tea Party (with plastic dishes)
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle (bleh)
(x) Gone mudding (fuuun)
(x) Played Dress Up(lol i love too actually :p)
SO FAR: 23

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sleding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game(pool,poker,phase 10, chest)
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School
SO far: 28

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake (never T_T i love snakes)
SO FAR: 29

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
(x) Been Robbed / Vandalized (Its the damn ghetto man >.<)
(x) Been cheated on (yea..and they got they ass kicked too)
(x) Been Misunderstood
SO FAR: 33

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
(x) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident
SO FAR: 37

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight
SO FAR : 40

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced (claude knows he loves it XD)
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
SO FAR: 45

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying
SO FAR: 48

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins (haha)
SO FAR: 52

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(x) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain
SO FAR: 55

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About (damnit.. :( )
(x) Blown Bubbles
(x) Made A Bonfire On The Beach Or Anywhere
SO FAR: 58

Level 19
( ) Crashed A Party(nah ;])
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(x) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (lol can you consider reaper to be a monkey???????)
SO FAR: 60

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls (bleh. no my style)
(x) Jumped Off A Bridged
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina" (lmao)
( ) Swam With Dolphins
SO FAR: 63

Level 21
(x) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cubes
(x) Kicked A Fish (ewww fishys >.<)
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes (hahaha)
(x) Sat On A Roof Top and watched the stars
SO FAR: 67

Level 22
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (Its pretty easy :p)
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours (haha talked to mony for almost 12)
(x) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about.
SO FAR: 71

Level 23
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(x) Climbed A Tree
(x) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone
SO FAR: 74

Level 24
(x) Believed In Ghosts
(x) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
(x) Gone Streaking
(x) Visited Jail
SO FAR: 78

Level 25
(x) Played Chicken
( ) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
( ) Broken A Bone
(x) Been Easily Amused (hehehe...smoke bubbles)
SO FAR: 81

Level 26
( ) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
(x) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one (shane don't get mad but i get asked to make one like a few times a day T_T)
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed (rachet knows that true)
SO FAR: 84

Level 27
(x) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(x) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test (all the time. )
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
(x) French Braided Someones Hair
(x) Gone Skinny Dipping
( ) Been Kicked Out Of Your House (eh almost like 25 times)
SO FAR: 90

Level 28
(x) Rode A Roller Coaster
( ) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(x) Had A Cavity
(x) Black-Mailed Someone
(x) Been Black Mailed
SO FAR: 94

Level 29
(x) Been Used (yes...and I fucking hate it. :(( )
(x) Fell Going Up The Stairs
(x) Licked A Cat(hahaha)
(x) Bitten Someone
(x) Licked Someone
SO FAR: 99

Level 30
(x) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(x) Flattened someones tires
(x) Rode in a car/truck until the gas light came on
(x) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
TOTAL: 103

0-10:Go Outside
11-20:Get a Life
21-30:Loser
31-40:Loner
41-50:You have friends?!?!?
51-60:Your kinda sorta kewl.
61-70:Ill hang w/ u
71-80:Mr. Cool
**81-90: Dude, ur sweet!**
91-100:Freakin awesome!
101-110:Whoa!
111-119: Holy crap, you belong in a hospital!
120: Corpse
haha im a whoa >.<
But yupp yupp just boredness and I'm kinda lonely :(

and random pic

haha kyles little label for me >//<

This past weekend. (reeeaad it!!)

kutsu ka no ongaku ni , kyō no sagyō wo kaishi , imu dake de wa , maiku no hangu appu wo shutoku shiyo u to suru . tomodachi ni suru koto de mo , Dylonto i~tsu te mo watashi wa chotto shi taku nai watashi ni kare to issho ni tamuro shi te ga~tsu te hanashi ta . kare wa shibaraku go ni meiwaku na n da , shikashi , ningen wa itsumo watashi no katei sono yō ni suru koto ;anata no deianata no nai hodo warui chikaku ni i ta chan exept。 kyandisuwatashi to neitono pervertednesskonshū matsu wa gaman shi nakere ba nara naka~tsu ta , watashi tachi wa kanojo no kizuato ga nokoru to omou ga , watashi wa shira nai . hontōni , watashi wa chōdo watashi ga taikutsu da~tsu ta no desu ga sukunakutomo sore wo yomu koto ga wounderingsa re ta gen'in wo kai te iru .
watashi wa shēn ga daisuki desu .

New moon!! :D

Its like 7 am and I havent went to sleep yet lol. Im bout to go meditate though, but later on today im gonna go see new moon with ck and her mom!!!
lol im listening to freak bitch -boondox right now..its kyles theme song for me. >.>

i just got beaten again...

my dad..he just beat me again, and im getting tired of all the abuse...and he's saying my sisters a peice of shit...which is something i wount let him do. I've started cutting again too, only this time its way worse....i just want to run away.

And i asked my brother for his gun...but he wouldnt give it to me..