hi hi! Im Beverly, Ck's homegirl and partner in crime lol. lets start out about me:
name: Beverly
alias: Mizeri B, loki, ann, Bev.
hair: Blonde
eyes: hazel
age: 15
height:5'8"
weight:125
likes: emo guys (shane <3), singing, taking pics, drawing, painting, writing stories, partyin, weed, vodka and sex.

dislikes: fakes, bobby, dutch, the sun, hannah montana.
tattoos: ankle: kanji of midnight. wrist: pentagram.

Add me on myspace: www.myspace.com/mortal_sin666
or Yahoo IM: [email protected] =]

Bev <3 shane

OMFG!!!!!!!!! *Squeels* >.<

I haven't gotten it yet but apparently (i've seen it) brandon bought me a sterling silver ruby heart ring with diamonds!!!!! @___@ oh my re!!!! >.< >.<

it looks kinda like this ring. (see pic)

my perspective

I feel so alone. Back when i was "happy" i didnt need drugs to make me happy, i allways had brandon, or eddie, or someone who could take my mind of the bad things. But after they were gone and i was alone, i hit rock bottom and wasnt sobar but 3 times in 4 months. Even now, even though i have shane and i love him i just dont have that same feeling; that same happyness or shyness has before. Ed and Brandon taught me not to trust and that loving was a weakness and i was to pay for it. I only drink and do the things i do to fill the black hole that is my heart and to block the pain of love. My best freind Anthony taught me that there is 100 ppl who are your true loves; some maybe as bestfreinds or lovers but they are the ppl you can trust. But now i know i can trust some ppl like anthony or joe cuz they both do anything to make me happy and I have ck and shane. so yea