It's okay. I am Muslim I just wanted to know what you liked about it. xDDD
I know it took me three years to get used to the head scarf. sorry for the late reply btw!
You dont suck, dont say that. Youre awesome. As for converting,Im a little hesitant to say. You see, I grew up in the bible belt. NC is right in the middle of it...and I wasnt Christian. For me, there was to many questions Christanity couldnt answer so I followed my aunts religion. She ia Pagan. She taught me all about it and it was the first time I felt comfortable with a religion. I loved it and was super excited about it...but she warned me not to tell the wrong people. Well, my school found out a few years later and threated to kick me out for devil warship -_-
Although I loved being Pagan I was also uncomfortable with it because I had to hide it from the world. After I moved to MD with Okami he started talking to me about Islam. He said he had converted and he was very happy with it. We talked about it at great length and I decided Id go with him to a service once. It turns out I really love this rligion as well and I converted that year. Ive been Muslim for about three years now ^^ granted, it took a while to get used to the head scarf ^^;; but I still love it.
It is very understandable that you would get attached to an animal so much after such a traumatic event. I believe that animals can connect to humans and sense how the feel.
My condolences (though it's a bit late). Persevere. That's all i can really say.. (sorry i suck)
I dont really have a way to check on him. My sister still lives with my parents...they wont let her talk to me anymore. When I try to talk to them they make up vicious rumors about me and Okami over the internet or worse. Oh! i could ask my aunt to! After things settle down with her new baby that is.
I just feel like Ive been super emotional lately...like certain things can pick at me and get under my skin you know? I guess I kinda feel like Im over reacting to things..I guess I just need more time to relax and slowly let the feelings out before I really try celebrating again.
The slight bit of good news (although its been quite some time) is last I spoke with my parents Goku hasnt left my sisters side. The morning I left I sat down with him and told him I couldnt take him with me because I needed someone strong to look after her while I was away. I like to think he understood what I said.
I do remember reading a more in-depth post or comment you made about your grandpa's death. Having read that, I bet that'd be traumatic for anyone to witness. I don't blame you at all for your feelings.
As for Goku, is there a way you could check up on him? I've had some haunting dreams before, so I understand why it's bothering you so much, even during the day.
You're not a moron for feeling the way you do. It's hard, but acknowledge your feelings, and don't label them-- or yourself-- as dumb.
Call it karma. Call it luck. Me, I just don't give a... BOUNCE!
mangaandanimelove
Senior Otaku | Posted 12/12/14 | Reply
@SmallxLady:
It's okay. I am Muslim I just wanted to know what you liked about it. xDDD
I know it took me three years to get used to the head scarf. sorry for the late reply btw!
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 12/09/14 | Reply
@mangaandanimelove:
You dont suck, dont say that. Youre awesome. As for converting,Im a little hesitant to say. You see, I grew up in the bible belt. NC is right in the middle of it...and I wasnt Christian. For me, there was to many questions Christanity couldnt answer so I followed my aunts religion. She ia Pagan. She taught me all about it and it was the first time I felt comfortable with a religion. I loved it and was super excited about it...but she warned me not to tell the wrong people. Well, my school found out a few years later and threated to kick me out for devil warship -_-
Although I loved being Pagan I was also uncomfortable with it because I had to hide it from the world. After I moved to MD with Okami he started talking to me about Islam. He said he had converted and he was very happy with it. We talked about it at great length and I decided Id go with him to a service once. It turns out I really love this rligion as well and I converted that year. Ive been Muslim for about three years now ^^ granted, it took a while to get used to the head scarf ^^;; but I still love it.
Usagi
mangaandanimelove
Senior Otaku | Posted 12/08/14 | Reply
It is very understandable that you would get attached to an animal so much after such a traumatic event. I believe that animals can connect to humans and sense how the feel.
My condolences (though it's a bit late). Persevere. That's all i can really say.. (sorry i suck)
Converted to Islam? really? :D May I ask why?
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 12/07/14 | Reply
@Keba Si Rota:
I dont really have a way to check on him. My sister still lives with my parents...they wont let her talk to me anymore. When I try to talk to them they make up vicious rumors about me and Okami over the internet or worse. Oh! i could ask my aunt to! After things settle down with her new baby that is.
I just feel like Ive been super emotional lately...like certain things can pick at me and get under my skin you know? I guess I kinda feel like Im over reacting to things..I guess I just need more time to relax and slowly let the feelings out before I really try celebrating again.
The slight bit of good news (although its been quite some time) is last I spoke with my parents Goku hasnt left my sisters side. The morning I left I sat down with him and told him I couldnt take him with me because I needed someone strong to look after her while I was away. I like to think he understood what I said.
Usagi
Keba Si Rota
Don't Forget 3 Oct (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/07/14 | Reply
I do remember reading a more in-depth post or comment you made about your grandpa's death. Having read that, I bet that'd be traumatic for anyone to witness. I don't blame you at all for your feelings.
As for Goku, is there a way you could check up on him? I've had some haunting dreams before, so I understand why it's bothering you so much, even during the day.
You're not a moron for feeling the way you do. It's hard, but acknowledge your feelings, and don't label them-- or yourself-- as dumb.
Call it karma. Call it luck. Me, I just don't give a... BOUNCE!
SmallxLady
Grand Otaku | Posted 12/07/14 | Reply
@XxArrancarFanxX:
Thank you and itsok. You do have a point...I just didnt think something so simple would set it off like that you know?
Usagi
XxArrancarFanxX
Local Demi-Fiend (Otaku Eternal) | Posted 12/07/14 | Reply
When something that traumatic happens I think it's normal for an event tied to it to trigger some sort of reaction, be it anxiety, a nightmare, etc.
I'm really sorry that happened though :( I hope you feel a lot better soon.
(sorry I couldn't be of more help)