Thanks for reading my blog!*world*

I have another blog for an upcoming manga story(to lazy to start drawing)

BUT what ever.

That by the way is what i live by

Diffrent Views: Before and After

Mostly you think "Hey, I can get to know a person by reading their blog" Well okay maybe most people don't think that. But hey it's ture. In this case, Not only do you get to hear about my life, I get to bitch to you guys about how crappy it is So before I begin. 1) Sorry for not being on in forever it's been busy 2) This might get a little complicated so try to follow.

Let's start in May, May was a very complicated Month for me. One I have this guy who OBVIOUSLY liked me, but hey little doves don't float around his head each time I see him. Well they used to before I broke up with him and he kissed me and I just stood there like a complete idiot. Then blew it off my shoulder like nothing happened...WRONG. It's a bit complicated. After that I didn't see him for awhile...And hey If by chance your reading..you'll know who you are...GET A CLUE I'M OVER YOU NOW GET OVER ME. Well During the periods I didn't see him, My grandfather went in to the hospital...he's doing fine now but hey another batch of stress hung on my shoulders for safe keeping. I guess were in June now. June started out HORIBLE My dad flew out to California and my mom flew out to South Dakota my brothers left to staff a camp..Leaving me HOME ALONE WITH THREE YOUNGER SISTERS FOR THREE EFFING DAYS. Well that's okay I guess. But right now. I'm feeling confused and Lonely, I'm angry and tired and I cry myself to sleep at night. Times are tough and everyday i'm plastering a smile on my face just to keep everyone happy. well I think i'm done. Should I...idk lash out at people. Tell them how I feel, Find someone to reli on??? I'm so stressed out it's everything I can do just to make it through the day with out completly going nuts on people.

Well I'm done Bitching.. Thanks Ya'll

Special Note:

IT's amazing how each day I think of you.
But not in the way I used too.
Today it's diffrent
Today this Ends
I found out that Hey you not the one i'm searching for
Through daily trials you weren't there
Though I told you and told you I didn't care
about your feelings...cause mine weren't ture
So now All there's left to say.
Hey, Sorry I hurt you. Hope you life's well
now leave my sight and go to hell.

Wooooooooooooooooooow

Eye Color- Hazel

I have normal eys today.....thats wierd........ANYWAY im making cookies WANT SOME????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????

not really i want cookies....girl scout cookies.....o wait My sisters A girl scout im gonna get some cookies!

*slaps self*

Sorry bout that guys i ahd to much coffee this morning!

i was addicted to cookies... Okay so i have a few new movies comeing out on youtube. OH I have stuff uploaded TWO CARDS.

Byes and Huggles
Cicada-chan

Hey Today!

Hey Hi peoples!

IM sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo bored so im just writeing about random stuff........so anyway last night i barely got any sleep (private matter) but anyway i was up half the night. So this morning i fell alseep in my Chrch service (jeez talk about embarassing On the plus side I woke up to this loud thunk and nearly screamed...oh wait....i did scream....wow.....im gonna hid under a rock now....Toodles.....

Byes and Huggles
Cicada-chan

wow i hope i can get internet under that rock!

The Past Few Weeks

Eye Color-Red~green

OKAY hows everyone doing tonight! A little update on my life so far...Three days ago i got sick with the flu but, Im better now YAY
Last weekend i had a concert with my choir...i think my earddrums stil arent working right. But other than being loud it was fun! Today i woke up with this wierd twitch in my eye. Oddddddd But its slowed down a bit.

Weather today is windy and rainy (no thuinder though so it can suck i want thunder....) Oh well tomarrow i have a BBQ for my friends Little Sis First Communion (religion thing its big so) any all my friends will be there and some guys too but im not single so all those guys can suck thier balls! lol just kidding!

See ya'll gonna go get soem Ice Cream!

Cicada-chan

I love this pic..but its not mine i found it on deviantart So whose ever it is I LOVE IT