Heyo,
*sneezes and tries to wipe burning nose*
You guessed it. I'm sick. Wonderful.
So how's it going? School's going okay for me, and you guys will start hearing my rants about winter in Canada soon. It snowed a few times, but melted, so...
Do you remember when I said in my last post that I never had any dreams about DD? Well guess what.
Last night, I did. But it wasn't romantic at all. It was more like he "hated" me and always pushed me around. Kinda like bullying, I suppose. And guess who else was in my dream? T.
My brain needs to calm down and let me digest one thing at a time. I vividly remember myself being confused in that dream. First I'm being "bullied" by DD, then T comes out of nowhere and I think we talked about stuff but for some reason, T had this disgusted face as if I smelled like old, sweaty socks. I have no idea what is going on anymore, I wish I could lucid dream so I can just sort out everything in my sleep and be able to know if the feelings I have right now are true. By feelings, I mean that I don't like DD at all, I might be subconsciously chasing after T's shadow, and am I changing as a person?
Enough about that, my biggest highlight today at school was when at some point, it was dead quiet in my English class and then I, loudly, blurted out, "cauliflower," to break the silence.
~Ri-chan
"First day back, here we go, here we go
I've got this new backpack, and this little part of me that wants to know
What am I going to be, what am I going to do
And will I fit inside this puzzle I'm about to walk into
Will I be alright
Can I take a deep breath instead of only listening to the hundred million questions in my head
First day back, here we go, here we go~"
If you know where that came from, props to you. Lol I still love you if you don't know.
Anyway, hi! And guess what? I'm in high school. Just finished my first week. And...
xD But seriously.
Is it just me, or am I the only person who realizes that it's illegal to give out work this early in the year? Like I already did an essay, I have an assignment due on Tuesday, a quiz on Monday, and I have to learn a new instrument.
Kay, enough people didn't sign up for Strings (music) so the main office put all the people who did into Band. So right now, I'm learning clarinet.
And I'm going to get an ultrasound on Tuesday. No, I'm not pregnant. I'm having on and off pain in my abdomen.
Ultrasounds are so weird. I had one in grade 4 or 5, in the beginning of the summer (when I was sick and had to go to the hospital), and now I'm getting one in a few days. I feel kinda uncomfortable looking at the screen when the doctor is doing the ultrasound. Like that's how my insides look. Okay then.
Btw, I updated my intro and added a few links.
Getting back on topic, if I don't get a 83+% average, I'm done.
~Ri-chan
