Hello~
So today was Friday the 13th. *Mock horror* Oh, my gosh. lol
I'm not really superstitious, but I still have a little feeling inside me hoping nothing goes wrong today or any other Friday the 13th. My legs are sore from Gym class and my Gym teacher made everyone run at least 4 laps around our school field which is huge. It was really cold outside today and the Gym teacher was just like "It's not cold outside; today is the perfect day to go running outside!"
Hey, are you some mother f-in cold-blooded reptile? Cuz that's what it looks like.
X_X And do these stretches that are literally saying "If you do my kind of stretch, then your whole body will kill. C'mon! What are you waiting for?" T.T Seriously?
After that, everything went normal. But after school, I passed by S at the lockers saying I would meet her at the bus stop and outside I saw her and everyone else, S was like to me "I'm mad at you cuz you ditched me. I always wait for you and you didn't wait for me." What? I just said I was going to wait for her at the bus stop! How is that ditching her? And it was a one-time thing. But the sensitive part of me was all like to myself inside "She's mad at you and who knows if she's going to be your friend again. You always cause problems and inconvenience for everyone and you wreck people's lives" and all that stuff. And then I walked away wiping tears. I made a vow to myself during the summer that I wouldn't cry at school unless it's graduation. I'm not sure if I broke it or not since this happened outside school. :T
Then G stopped me and sometimes, I can get extremely quiet when I'm sad so I just stared at her like an idiot when she asked what was wrong. When I didn't answer, she thought I was ignoring her and said it hurt her. I wanted to say something but I couldn't form the words since I was sad. I get sad over the slightest things, you know? That's how sensitive I am.
And then after a while, S came to me and put her hands on my shoulders and asked me to be on Google+. I asked her "Are you still mad at me?" and she waved her hand like a "whatever" motion and said "Past is past." So then I started talking again and explained to G that I wasn't ignoring her.
Also, T's voice got a whole lot deeper. Did he hit puberty during the summer or something? And he got taller too! I'm not quite sure if he's tall as me yet. Yes, he's shorter than me. lol
I'm still being chicken. UGH. I have to talk to him!! But whenever I see him... I just go speechless and I can't form words and... >/////>
I AM GOING TO PRACTICE IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR NOW I HAVE TO DO THIS AND I WILL!!! >=3
~Ri-chan
