HI!!Get to the point here:
I feel like such a big whiny Bitch wonder why?Well I've been whining all freaking week and I've been a sarcastic bitch too so if I did something wrong blame my music I listen to and my multipersonalities disorder.I need pills to stop them and without music I'm some cranky bitchy girl.Schizophrenia is now my favorite song but Lets dance to Joy Divison still is too but I'm only letting the good songs on my intro the bad ones are posted with little notes to not let you all delete my account.Really I've got my head phones up loud listening to Schizophrenia and the lyrics are getting stuck in my head...
Okay today I looked for some CDs to add to my ever growing collection which has grown from 2 CDs to lots I'm going to make my ears bleed soon if my music goes too much louder.......But I need to have loud songs to block the realistic life away from my head.which works for the most part till theres other music playing in the background which makes the realistic world seep through my head and my music!!!GOD SHUT UP THAT MUSIC!!!!SCHIZOPHRENIA!!!!God disregaurd that please I'm about to make my ears bleed already...
Byes
someone talk to me please!
~Ambs
Shizcakes
Angels
Never again
Evil soul
Shame in lieing
Shut up
A very sad story to tell
Nothings wrong (lieing)
Everything is gone
Gone with the hate
Even big girls cry
Love is powerful
NevershoutNever kids!
Evening sun
On the merry go round
Nothing is up man!
Leave me to rot
I and U = love
Me and everyone else VS Everyone else
Everyone else hates me...
Rain down hard
A different story
I am alone I am one
Nothing is me anymore
Buy me a new haircut
Owls hoot
What the freak ever
Rain down on my parade
In heaven or hell
Bend ur heart
Back from the dead
Ivory color
Of the darkness
Never ever alive.
thats it I guess...
Seems I get depressed alot now...Ribbions are my favorite one what about you which are yours??
Sadness in a symphony of hate yet so beautiful as a musical note just that simple and clean.Not the same as I used to be I am swimming in the sea of musical notes in a symphony of hate.Ocean lights ocean music flowing by when I swim in this sea.Symphony of love and Hate which are we?Symphony of Hate Symphony of love.Sadness comes from the heart from musical notes in our symphony of love.I missed you through this pain through the darkness.I soung a symphony to your name I never thought this would be the day my Symphony was famous.I soung this song for you I just hoped you'd love it just as I Love you.Sadness in a symphony of our love.Symphony together Symphony never was so good to me.Symphony to be a famous person never gonna be the same.Gonna change the world with all my songs.This is The Symphony of sadness withen Music notes!
Symphony of Sadness
(C)Blood Moon Wolf
(C)Amber Renea D.
Sadness in a symphony of hate yet so beautiful as a musical note just that simple and clean.Not the same as I used to be I am swimming in the sea of musical notes in a symphony of hate.Ocean lights ocean music flowing by when I swim in this sea.Symphony of love and Hate which are we?Symphony of Hate Symphony of love.Sadness comes from the heart from musical notes in our symphony of love.I missed you through this pain through the darkness.I soung a symphony to your name I never thought this would be the day my Symphony was famous.I soung this song for you I just hoped you'd love it just as I Love you.Sadness in a symphony of our love.Symphony together Symphony never was so good to me.Symphony to be a famous person never gonna be the same.Gonna change the world with all my songs.This is The Symphony of sadness withen Music notes!
Symphony of Sadness
Okay Seriously I made a freaking mistake on it I Do Know who Jeffery Starr is man!Jeez I just copied it off of Harvestmoonluver's site and forgot to backspace that jeez and I'm peed off so no Capital cased letters in comments because I'm this close to snapping: || thats really bad and I'll be peed till tomarrow...Okayz?I looked Jeffery Starr up on Wiki before hes a model hes been one since he was 15 he convensed his Model mom to let him wear Makeup when he was in junior high Jeeez See me Know hes also a musician.HA!See Me Know some About him!!Jeeez Just saying I'm not trying to be rude but I'm very very close to snapping...I'm super sorry if I do snap at u guys!
~Ambs
