Mood: Sort of Yucky..
Time: 6:46 AM (Because I was going to do Math homework and theres no school.. psh.)
Listening to: Oh No! By Marina and The Diamonds
Hey Everyone, Sorry I havent been really active but I dont really have a reason to be, most of the Roleplays I am in or was in are DEAD.
So lately I've been crying alot due to the fact me and CJ are having some problems getting through our days without bad thoughts of sadness, No worries though we're slowly getting through it, And I've been confinding that inside my Friend Alisha H. Whos confinded her own relationship in me, So I feel like I owe her something. Well anyways, I dont know if I can stop crying if I keep crying, sort of sad.. And I'm sure my Aunt whos skilled with Ninja Skills that stalks me will find this post... Darn you Auntie! I love you!~
Errr.. Im not doing so hot in school. Math at least not so well.
Erhm.. i really honestly love CJ with all my heart, I can not believe how much i love him.
And I dont know what else to say.
My friend Clay andd I have played L4D2 sooo much. :DDD
YAAAY
I made otaku legend today. 
Thank you guys so much!
as a treat, I will give you guys my gamertag for Xbox 360, If you have one you can add me guys. Gamertag: sjett102
The account is my grandma's but you know I made it mine officially a couple days ago, S is for Shelby and Jett is her middle name I believe? So therefore theres the reason, You can call me Jett or Bloody on there still. <3
But on serious notes: Thanks really guys I couldnt have done the good job without you guys! Thank chu! Really I love you and I'm sorry for not posting on here much, Life has been throwing me different sites to get on.
I went to the doctors today, Despite having my shots un-up to date, I'm healthy. Got 4 shots, 2 in each arm. Hahaha!
sorry for my l9ong absence of posting and ect.
Bad news:
I might be single for a while.. Until we figure something out WE=CJ AND I.
We sort of got into a arguement of sorts where I told him I hated him sometimes he said that he wouldnt change the gamer side of him and he told me it was best if I left.. I told him I didnt want to leave and he said it was for the best since I hated part of him that part of me hated... I told him no because truth it may be I am attached to him. I do love him greatly as I type this my friend (best friend thats a guy besides CJ) Clay is watching to understand the situation. Its sort of sad if I must say because in all truth I do love him very very much and plan my life with him if only he would understand though because truthfully thats all I want him to understand despite the arguements and the disagreements, I do love him greatly and thats not a lie to my best friends. (Kelsie, Clay, Wilson and Austin (Austin be CJ's cousin..)) Oh well if it happens I will convince him otherwise I hope... I do love him and do not want to lose him at all. he also called me some words that Im not proud of. The B word in general because he meant it in a different way than I normally mean when Im calling myself it. I say more of the Dog term than anything else. which I didnt wear his necklaces today but am wearing the ring.. I dont feel right with them.. we said I love you when we got off the phone so Im so confused... And I also cried myself to sleep isnt that lovely? my pillow was wet and I didnt really like that yeah... Bleh.
More awkward news:
This 5th grader likes me for those fimilar with the term Woo-Hoo in Sims terms may know this.. This child likes me because of my butt its scary.. And he does we'll say want to do that which is scary.. And the only thing stopping the kid is the fact I have a boyfriend CJ.. Or might I dont know anymore.. Im just confused..
And I'm going to go now to be bored and maul over my mistakes as a person.. haha. Funny? No fine.
~ Sincerely A Confused,
Kit.
Rules: Go to www.urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following ten questions. Post the first definition it gives you.
1. What is your name?
Amber
An extremely attractive girl whos flirty personality and curvacious figure will keep you coming back for more. She's typically a brunette but occasionally acts blonde. She enjoys long relationships and has many close guy friends. Often mistaken for a "slut" but really isn't. She can also be a super bitch if you get onto her bad side.
"dude, i want to hang out with that girl, shes such an Amber"
2. How old are you?
14
The age of sexual consent in CANADA. When you turn 14 you can be fucked.
ME: Now that you're 14 we can FUCK!
HER: *SLAP*
(Bloody: Oh Really? I need to go to Canada. :D )
3. What is one of your friends’ names?
Christopher
Maybe when you first meet a Christopher they'll seem like a jerk, and hurt you emotionally multiple times, or possible make the lamest jokes but one day he'll make up for it all, the best he can. Christophers will eventually realize the love that they've stored in a safe place for you. Christophers usually have the most gorgeous smile out there, and the most seductive voice. They're someone you wouldn't mind spending the rest of your entire life with. They have a tendancy to spend more time thinking of what to do for someone else than themselves. Christophers love adventure, new things, something to get their blood rushing and heart pounding.
I love my Christopher, forever and always.
That soldier, he keeps me sane.
(=
Take a deeper look at your Christopher before you let go, he might be the best thing that will ever happen to you
( Bloody: Yup, My Christopher is like that too.. XDDD )
4. What should you be doing?
Typing-
Something a lot of people who use the internet can't do.
Tihs is tghe wsya a lto fo poepelk typwe.
5. What is your favourite colour?
Lime Green-
The freshest, most vibrant shade of green. A very pleasant combination of sophistication and energy.
I want the accent color in my room to be lime green.
6. Where were you born?
Ohio (Because Waverly is not good enough!)
The 17th state of the United States -- in 1803. Contains 13,000,000 people and its chief cities are Cleveland, Cincinnati, and the capital of Columbus. Ohio is known for being the home of the Wright Brothers, the first man in space, more presidents than any other state, and Generals William T. Sherman and U.S. Grant. Also home of the champion OSU Buckeyes. Unlike what others may tell you, there are larger hellholes in the universe. Ohio has a lot to offer and is a decent place full of decent people.
Ohio's old license plates said "The heart of it all,and man was that a shitty slogan"
7. What month were you born in?
August
The idea of perfection. The 8th Month of the year in certain European and Asian cultures signifies greatness in achieving perfection, or something close to it.
You look August tonight my love
8. What day were you born on?
Friday
The space time continuum dictates that it is the start of a temporary 2 day hiatus of school and teacher authority over students, being that is the 6th day of the week, the 5th work day of the week, following Thursday.
This Friday we will all be free from the oppressive environment known simply as school.
9. Who was the last person you talked to?
Kelsie
Description is sweet, but ferocious inside. Can be elegant when feels like it. Can tend to get freaky sometimes, so you have to learn how to have control. Tends to giggle alot but will put sexual moves upon you.
WOOOOO DUDE!! Stop going kelsie on me.
10. What is one of your nicknames?
Angel-
-A guardian spirit or guiding influence.
-A kind and lovable person.
-One who manifests goodness, purity, and selflessness.
-Someone with such a pure soul, who brightens the earth, and people around them.
Tony Vincent
An Angels voice, An Angels touch, An angels soul, just a real Angel at heart, so loving and kind, and beautiful.
Err yeah some are not first defination because it wasnt the same..
Err so here I am watching the CHILLER channel..
Loch Ness Monster thing was on before..
Now its True Horror and its about Werewolves.
I really hate peoples hate for wolves. Honestly.
Werewolf conspiculation happened in Bedburg, Germany.
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Bleh, I feel empty honestly.. Err *shrugs*
